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Title: Nobody's Listening
Summery: This is my first song fic. Chris tries to warn the sisters of an upcoming attack.
Disclaimer: (sighs) I don't own anything.
Chapter three: Easier to Run/Feeling his Presence
it's easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
its so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone
"I don't know why I thought Aunt Phoebe would feel me here like she did Mom." Chris said to no one, "I mean, I'm stuck here in limbo just like her but it's probly easier to sense a sister than a nephew." He sighed and headed towards the attic. "Well eventually a demon will attack and they'll come up here for the book." he reasoned to himself as he walked up the stairs.
something has been taken
from deep inside of me
a secret I've kept locked away
no one can ever see
everyone pulled out of the group hug crying.
"Lets go look in the Book of Shadows to see what we can find." Paige suggested.
"Nothing will work." Piper said defeated.
"Well I'm responsible for screwing up our best chance so I GOTTA find another way." Paige said going up to the attic.
"Ok. Ok. We're following." Phoebe answered for everyone as they got up and headed to the attic.
wounds so deep they never show
they never go away
like moving pictures in my head
for years and years they've played
"This is just like before Paige." Piper said finally getting to the attic.
"It'll be different this time! It has to be!" Paige exclaimed.
"Phoebe? What are you staring at?" Leo asked and looked in the same corner she was looking at.
"Chris?" She whispered.
if I could change I would
take back the pain I would
retrace every wrong move that I made I would
if I could
stand up and take the blame I would
if I could take all the shame to the grave I would
Chris was sitting in a corner, legs against his chest and arms across his knees, with his head laying in his arms. "I wish I didn't just give up like that." he criticized himself, "I know everyone's probly blaming themselves. I hope they know it's not their fault." Chris felt a tear run down his cheek. "It's not fare" He whispered.
if I could change I would
take back the pain I would
retrace every wrong move that I made I would
if I could
stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
"What did you say?" Paige asked her, looking at her like she was crazy.
"Oh my gosh. It's gotta be." Phoebe answered still staring at the corner.
"What?" Piper said getting impatient with her younger sister.
"I feel guilt and sadness from that corner. I think Chris is stuck in limbo." she answered for herself.
"Oh no! And he's completely alone! At least I had Leo with me!" Piper realized.
"We gotta get him out of there." Leo stated the obvious.
it's easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
its so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone
"Why can't I move on?! I'm probly gonna be stuck here forever!" Chris shouted losing hope." Well at least I'll have time to figure out who turns Wyatt. And maybe by the time I figure out I'll be able to warn them. Maybe this time they'll listen." He said trying to gain some hope.
sometimes I remember
the darkness of my past
bringing back these memories
I wish I didn't have
"Oh great. No no no. I don't wanna think about that!" Chris tried pushing the memory aside. But it didn't work. He closed his eyes knowing he was gonna have to relive it.
Memory:
"Mom I'm home!" shouted a fourteen-year-old Chris. He was in a good mood. He had got an A or A on all of his tests. he walked around not finding anyone there. "Mom? Aunt Phoebe? Aunt Paige?" he called out. No one answered. He walked up to the attic to find Piper, Phoebe, Paige, and Wyatt there. "Wyatt I thought you were sick today." Chris cautiously questioned.
"Join me Chris. Join me in my quest for power." Wyatt simply stated.
"No way! What's gotten into you?" Chris angrily answered.
"Then you, just like the rest of your family, are only in my way. But I think that eventually you will come to your senses." Wyatt said in a evil way. Chris just watched in horror. He heard their screams, seen them fight against Wyatt the best they could, and seen them, one by one, first Phoebe, then Paige, and lastly Piper, get killed by Wyatt. He tried to defend them but couldn't help much. When Piper finally fell Wyatt turned to face Chris. Chris shivered when he looked at his once loving, caring blue eyes and seen now heartless cold eyes.
"Call for Daddy." Wyatt taunted. He flamed out afterwards. Chris ran over and held his mother. "I love you sweetie." Piper said. And those would be her last words. Chris called for Leo and when he finally came he blamed Chris for her death saying it was his fault for not being able to heal.
sometimes I think of letting go
and never looking back
and never moving forward so
there would never be a past
"Guys he's loosing all hope. And he's becoming more and more upset." Phoebe sadly stated.
"We're looking! We're looking!" Paige snapped back flipping through the pages.
"Can I help?" Leo asked feeling helpless.
"I don't think so." Phoebe said in a really upset way.
"Pheebs, are you ok?" Piper questioned.
"Ya it's just I can't block out Chris' Pain. And it's getting worse by the minuet." Phoebe commented.
"I wish I could see him." Piper started to cry again.
if I could change I would
take back the pain I would
retrace every wrong move that I made I would
if I could
stand up and take the blame I would
if I could take all the shame to the grave I would
Chris woke up. "Woe. I'd rather not do that again." He looked around. "Still stuck here. Maybe I should go." Chris thought out loud. He started to leave but some instinct of his told him to stay where he was. "Fine. I'll stay." He said to his instinct.
if I could change I would
take back the pain I would
retrace every wrong move that I made I would
if I could
stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
"Ok. Let me try this." Page recited a spell. It didn't work. "Well I tried." Paige covered her mistake.
Piper replied, "Ok. Let me pick the spells from now on."
Paige just rolled her eyes and they kept looking.
just washing it aside
all of the helplessness inside
pretending I don't feel misplaced
its so much simpler than change
"Ok you know what? I'm gonna pretend I'm not here. I'm gonna just imagine that I'm here at the manor alone. I'm gonna imagine I don't feel misplaced." Chris said still trying to find hope and confidence. "Well that helped for what? Five seconds?" Chris said with a sigh.
it's easier to run
replacing this pain with something numb
its so much easier to go
than face all this pain here all alone
"This hurts soo much!" Paige wined.
"Ow. Ow. Well lucky you. You don't feel Chris. He feels abandoned. He must think we're not trying to find or help him." Phoebe complained back.
"I wish I could tell him.." Piper began.
"..that we are trying to save him." Leo finished for Piper.
it's easier to run
if I could change I would
take back the pain I would
retrace every wrong move that I made
"If I could take back all the pain of my life I WOULD!" Chris cried out. Then there were pinkish orbs in front of him and an Elder appeared. "Would you?" He asked.
"Yes." Chris replied with tears in his eyes.
"Good. We need someone to tell the Charmed ones that there's a demon trying to take the world over. We need them to fight it. Problem is they're to busy trying to save you and to busy morning. You will be able to go there, warn them, and help them fight this great evil. Then you will return to where ever you belong after death. Do we have a deal?" The Elder explained.
"Yes" Chris answered. The elder waved his hand and Chris disappeared.
it's easier to go
if I could change I would
take back the pain I would
retrace every wrong move that I made I would
if I could
stand up and take the blame I would
I would take all the shame to the grave
"Ok lets try this spell" Piper suggested. but before they started blue and gold orbs appeared in front of them.
"Chris?" Piper asked.
TBC
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