Kimi sat at home staring at herself in the mirror.

"I know I gotta find out, but is it right to use Tommy as some kind of...experiment" she said gently.

She sighed realising she had to go through with it. She finished her make up and headed downstairs and sat down next to Chaz.

"Your dressed flash for a study date"

"I wanna look my best"

He sighed. He didn't believe her but without any proof what could he do. Just then a car horn honked. knowing it was Tommy Kimi jumped to her feet

"Don't wait up" she said winking at her dad. Who was obviously getting mad. She quickly left and jumped into Tommys car.

"Hey Kimi you ready to go?"

"Of course I am. My mom and Dad think I'm at a study date so when we get back remember not to say anything, k?"

"Yeah sure" said Tommy slightly confused

He put his car in gear and drove away, slowly until they were out of Chaz and Kiras sight.

"So were we going tonight?" asked Kimi

"I was thinking a movie"

"That sounds cool" said Kimi 'At least I wont blurt anything out about Lil'

"Then dinner?"

"Errr sure" 'That wont be so easy'

The rest of the ride home was spent like usual. Chatting and laughing. Maybe she did like Tommy, she always enjoyed herself when she was with him. She laughed.

"What is it?" said Tommy noticing her laugh

"I was just thinking that this could work"

"Errr ok" said Tommy rather confused

"I mean since were such good freinds, we already now alot about each other, we don't have to date really"

"Errr ok" said Tommy just as confused, before they laughed. It wasn't long until they were at the cinema and headed inside to see the movie.

"What are we seeing then?"

"Well I ain't seen American Wedding yet" said Tommy

"Me neither that'll do. Come on then" she said taking his hand. 'How long can I keep this up for' she thought

As she dragged him up to the ticket booth and did her googoo eyes so he'd pay. He shook his head and pulled out his wallet.

Once they had gotten in and Tommy had bought the popcorn and sodas. They sat next to each other and watched the movie together. Kimi couldn't stop thinking about Lil, her feelings for her and what she is doing to Tommy. Once the movie was over they left and headed to a local restaurant near the cinema. They sat, ordered the food and chatted. Tommy looked through th emenu, even though they'd already ordered, Kimi just sat and stared into the distance, thinking about her feelings.

"So you enjoying yourself?" asked Tommy noticing Kimi's mind was else were.

"Hmm?" said Kimi noticing Tommy was talking to her

"I said are you enjoying yourself?"

"Oh..yeah I'm having a great time" she said unconvincingly

"Come on Kimi, you know you can tell me anything. I can see your not enjoying tonight"

"It's not that I'm not enjoying myself, I just..." she was strugling to think off something "... I feel guilty when I'm supossed to be grounded"

Tommy sighed he still wasn't sure she was telling him the truth, but he may aswell let it go since the waiter was coming with the food.

He placed a bowl of Spaghetti Bolognase infront of Kimi and a Lasagne infront of Tommy.

"You are very Lucky man. She is very bueatiful" said the waiter to Tommy. Kimi blushed and Tommy nodded as the waiter left. They both burst out laughing together. At that moment Kimi was sure of only one thing, when she was Tommy she was always laughing.

"I'm sorry Tommy" said Kimi

"Wmph?" said Tommy with a mouthful of Lasagne

"Chew and swallow Tommy" she said sjaking her head

He finished chewing and swallowed "Sorry. What did you say?"

"I said I was sorry Tommy"

"What for did you get the wrong food?" he said taking another fork full to his mouth

"No I havn't been honest with you"

"What do you mean?"

"Theres something I have to tell you, you'll be mad at me, but you have to know"

Tommy put his fork and knife down on the table and wiped his face "Kimi?"

She sighed "This is really difficult for me"

"Do you want me to cut your pasta up or something?"

"Tommy this is serious"

"Ok ok sorry"

She took a deep breath "I have feelings for someone else"

"What?"

"Theres a gir-guy-person I like"

"Who is it?"

"I'd better not say"

"Hey I said it before, you can tell me anything"

She sighed again "I'm gay"

"Yeah come on be serious"

"I am serious Tommy, I've been trying to deny it for so long, but it's always been there"

"So why did you agree to come out tonight"

"Well originally I only thought you meant as freinds, but then I was hoping that I may...I dunno fall in love with you or something"

"And you havn't I guess"

"No sorry. You must hate me"

"I don't hate you Kimi. You could never do anything to make me hate you"

"But I've been using you. Lying to you"

"Hey you had to know. In fact I'm quite flatered I'm the guy you wanted to fall in love with" she smiled

"Your a good freind Tommy"

"You kidding I'm a great freind" she laughed again "At least I know I didn't do anything wrong."

"No you didn't. You'll make someone a great boyfreind someday"

"I just wish it was you"

"Me to" she smiled at him

"Is there nothing I could do to change your mind then?"

"Short of growing breasts and shaving, I don't think so"

"Well I'd be quite happy with the breasts, but no-one will get me to shave" They laughed together as they finished their meals. They chatted about anything that came to mind. Once they had finished Tommy paid again and they left the restaurant. They decided to take a walk through the park and talked for a while

"So what do you like?"

"What do you mean?"

"What type of girl? Tall, short, blonde, brunette?"

"What type of question is that?"

"I just want to know"

"Ok then...ehm... I like brunettes, green eyes and tallish. I guess"

"So any names?"

"I don't think so"

"Aww well it was worth a try." they walked in silence for a few moments "So who else knows?"

"Only Harold beside you"

"Harold?"

"Yeah I went to talk to him, I wasn't sure how I felt and he cleared it up"

"Don't you want anyone else to know?"

"Not really, not yet anyway" she looked down at her feet as she shat down on a park bench

"Not even Lil?" he said sitting next to her

"Definatly not"

"Why is it her you have a crush on?"

"No Tommy. But she really went off about it when she heard about Harold"

"Why?"

"I dunno she's just homophobic I guess,"

"I'm sure she'll understand I mean your her best freind. She barely knows Harold"

"So what shall we say about tonight?"

"What do you mean?"

"What shall we tell the guys, shall we pretend to be boyfreind and girlfreind or shall we say this was a wash out?"

"I hate lying to the guys so we should say we tried it and it didn't work"

"Ok then makes sense. You wanna go home?"

"Not yet" she said sitting back into the bench

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So how will this all end? Tommy is very understanding aint he? So anyway to all those have given me reviews thanks, especially Lil Kimi thanks for the support against the flamers. Anyway hope your enjoying please R/R