WARNING!

This chapter will contain very adult themes so I don't want any flames for not warning anyone.

Chuckie walked slowly out of his room checking no one else was about. He locked his door and put the key in his baggy pocket. He didn't see the figure just in the darkness watching him. Chuckie went downstairs and picked up his book bag

"I'm going to the library mom" shouted Chuckie to the empty room

"Ok dinners at 6 remember" came a reply from the kitchen

"Yeah, what is for dinner?"

"Pasta"

"Great see ya then" he checked his hair in the mirror, which was just as messy as ever, and headed to his car.

All the while the figure watched him. Once he was completely out of sight. The figure made it's way down the stairs and up to a secret draw in the coffee table. She smiled when she saw the key in the middle of the drawer. She picked it up closed the draw again and headed back upstairs. She went up to the lock on Chuckies door and put the key in. She turned it and it unlocked. She took a deep breath and headed in.

As she entered the room she was hit by the smell of a decomposing sandwich in his bin and strong deoderant. She looked at the mess on the floor, clothes and dirty plates littered the floor and bed. His walls covered in pictures of his favourite bands and some half naked women. She looked at these pictures with great interest.

"Wow she's cute" she said gently as she stroked the poster on the wall.

She quickly regained her composure and went about looking for what she came in for. She went over to his bed and lifted the matress, nothing was there.

"Aww come on he's 17 he must have some somewere" she said getting frustrated. Then she saw his bedside table and opened the drawers. Still nothing. She punched a near by picture of System of a Down. She was shocked when it started to move towards her, until she realised it was a secret door

"Chuckie iss good at making these" she said gently as she glanced in. What she saw made her smile she reached in and picked up a magazine and took it with her as she locked his door behind her and rushed into her own room.

She locked her daw and sat, cross legged on her bed. She took a deep breath and opened to the first page.

"This is not for sale to those under...blah blah... Womens locker room page 6" she said gently before turning to page 6. What she saw on that page made her heart skip. 3 young women were getting changed after some sport and were getting very playful. Kimi had never really thought about sex with women that much, but the last few days have had her thinking more about girls than ever before, maybe because she finally admited to herself she was gay or maybe because she had Tommys suport. As she looked at the sex scene unfolding over the few pages she felt short of breath, she began to sweat slightly and had to bite her lip. She closed the magazine and sighed. She had noticed how much she was sweating

"So this is why his room smells like deodrant" she said as she got up to take a shower.

She took her clothes off and wrapped herself in a towel before heading into the bathroom. She washed herself and thought about what was in that magazine.

"THE MAGAZINE" she shouted as she rushed out the shower nearly slipping and falling.

She covered herself as quickly as possible and rushed into her room, but it was to late. Her mom was sat on her bed holding the magazine, rolled up so she couldn't see the pictures.

"Is there something you want to tell me Kimi?" said Kira calmly

Kimi sighed and sat next to her mom

"I...well I'm...I'm gay mom, sorry" she said as her eyes filled with tears

Kira took her now crying daughter in her arms

"Sssh sssh. You've done nothing to be sorry about, it's natural for you to want to experiment"

Kimi sat up straight and pulled away from her mother

"I'm not experimenting mom, I'm a lesbian"

"You may feel this way right now, but soon..."

"MOM" Kimi shouted "I know this may be hard to except, but I just don't like guys. I'm gay, a lesbian"

"Kimi trust me I am your mother, all women go through this I know I did, you'll be better soon"

"WHAT DO YOU MEAN BETTER? This is not some disease that can be cured with antibiotics or something, this is real life I am atracted to other girls and nothing will change that"

Kira stared at her frustrated daughter.

"I can't speak to you when your being so irrational" she got up and headed out.

Kimi didn't say anything she just sat there and watched her mother leave. When she closed the door Kimi broke down and cried again. She stayed in her room for a few hours crying to herself.

She remembered the magazine and decided to go put it back so Chuckie wouldn't notice, he would be home soon anyway. She looked into the hall first, she didn't want another confrontation with her mother. No one was there so she walked towards Chuckies door and entered. The smell hit her again as she headed further into the room. She found the poster again and opened the door. She put the magazine back but noticed something else with his magazine. There was a small bag and pulled it out into the light. She was shocked, she could guess what it was, but took a smell anyway. She was right it was cannabis. The smell took her back to a assembly that was held a few months before. A Police officer came around with a few different types of drugs, letting the kids see them and smell them, the canabbis smell stayed with her for a long time, she liked the smell, it was relaxing. She regained her composure and threw it back into the secret compartment and rushed out of the room, not forgetting to lock up after her

She got back into her room and lay on her bed

"So he reads porn and smokes weed" she whispered. The smell stayed with her, she wanted to smell it again, she wanted to try and smoke it. Not only was she gay, she felt like she was a pot head now.

'How will anyone except me now?' she thought as more tears ran down her cheeks.

A few hours later Chuckie came back and dinner was ready, Kimi sat at the table in silence, poking her dinner with her fork, her mind miles away. Chuckie looked at his sister, wondering what was on her mind, but the look that Kira was giving her didn't want Chuckie to say anything. Kimi looked up at her brother and smiled weakly, as did he. She then went back to her plate. It wasn't long until Kimi had had enough

"Can I be excused" she almost whispered

There was no reply, but Kimi got up anyway, she took her meal with her and went upstairs to her bedroom.

"What is wrong with her?" Chuckie asked worried about his sister

"She's being a silly little girl thats all" Kira said slightly angrily

Chuckie left it at that and finished his dinner, took his plate into the kitchen and washed it. He headed back upstairs and was going to go straight into his room until he heard Kimi crying. He turned and headed into her room.

"Kimi what's up?"

She saw her brother and whiped her eyes quickly with her sleeves

"Nothing I'm fine" she said weakly

"Come on Kimi I'm your brother you can tell me anything"

'How many people are gonna say that to me?' she thought

"I'm ok Chuckie"

"So why is Mom calling you a silly little girl?" She began to cry again "hey hey I'm sorry I didn't mean to make you cry"

"Mom is mad at me because I'm different"

"How do you mean different?"

"Because I don't like guys"

"Well people mature at different times Kimi if you don't...."

"I'm gay" Kimi said interupting Chuckie. Who was left with his jaw on the floor

"Your gay?" Kimi nodded "How long have you known?"

"Not long"

"So how are you sure?" Kimi looked at her brother angrily

"Because I get turned on by your magazines"

Chuckie was shocked

"YOU'VE BEEN IN MY ROOM!"

"Yeah, you always come in my room"

"That's different I lock my room for a reason"

"Yeah so mom and Dad wont find your porn or weed"

"How did you know about my...stuff"

"Why else would you lock your room, by the way your good at making secret doors and draws."

"So that's how you got in" she nodded

"Sorry for going in your room"

"It's ok, aslong as you don't tell anyone about whats in there"

"I'll keep your secret if you keep mine" Chuckie nodded solemly and left his sisters room and into his.

Kimi lay back onto her bed and stared at the bowl of pasta next to her bed. She watched the steam rising from the bowl for a while before deciding to eat it.

'Well only Susie, Angellica, Z, Phil and Lil left' she thought as a ter rolled down her cheek

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Before you say it I know it's short, but I've been hit by writers block again, damn writers block, but anyway hpopefully I'll have a new chapter on PiA soon, but I keep getting stuck, I may need to rest my brain or something, I think it's melted. Anyway hope your enjoying please R/R