It had been a few weeks since the party. Kimi lay on her bed looking at a picture that had been taken recently. It had her, Phil, Tommy and Lil. Kimi and Phil were at the front, she was smiling while Phil kissed her cheek. Tommy and Lil were behind them and were kissing. That picture hurt Kimi. She felt the pain in her heart and jumped off her bed.
She headed towards her desk, were Chuckie had built her a secret compartment. She opened it and pulled out a lighter and a spliff. She locked her door, opened the window and sat crossed legged on her bed. She lit the end and took a deep drag. She picked up the picture again.
"Why did she choose him. Of all the people to date"
She couldn't get through her head why the love of her life started dating Tommy, her best friend. She took another drag.
'Why can't she love me? Would it be so wrong?'
She got up from her bed and flicked the remainder of her spliff out the window. Kimi picked up a deoderant can and sprayed it around the room before heading downstairs.
She slumped infront of the TV and began flicking through the channels. Before she settled onto a channel the phone rang. She dragged herself up and answered it
"Hello?"
"Hey babe"
"Oh hey Phil"
"You ok, you sound a bit...out of it"
"What? Don't be silly I'm a good girl"
Phil laughed
"Yeah I supose, so you wanna do something?"
"I dunno Phil I'm feeling a bit tired"
"Aww come on. It's just me, Tommy and Lil here. I can't stand much more of them without you here"
"Ok then I'll be over soon"
She hung up and walked to the front door
'I've got to finish it with him today. This is totally unfair on him' she thought as she walked to their house. She couldn't shake the thought that whatever she did Phil would come out hurt.
It wasn't long until Kimi had arrived and rang the door bell. Phil came out with a big grin and planted a kiss on her lips
"Hey Phil"
"Hey Kimi. How you been?" he said letting her in.
"Good. You?"
"Good to"
Kimi came in the room to see Tommy and Lil sweet talking on the sofa. When Tommy saw her he gave her an evil look. Tommy and Kimis friendship was over now because of her and Phil. He thought she had lied to him so she could date Phil. Which wasn't true, but she could never bring herself to tell Phil.
Lil, on the other hand, could do nothing but smile as she saw her friend
"Hey Kimi how are you?"
She smiled as she sat on a chair "I'm fine Lil how are you?"
"All the better when this one is around" she said kissing Tommy
"Hey sis will you help me get some food?" asked Phil as he headed into the kitchen
She sighed and also headed to the kitchen. Leaving Tommy and Kimi alone. She smiled sheepishly.
"So..." she started
"Kimi don't. It's bad enough we're in the same room so just leave it."
"What is your problem? We used to be good friends"
"That was before you lied to me"
"I never lied to you"
"You said you were gay"
"And I am"
"So what are you doing with Phil?"
"That...that was a mistake"
"How?"
"I thought he was Li..."
She stopped herself from finishing that sentance. Tommy looked at Kimi with pain in his eyes.
"You thought he was Lil. My Lil?"
She just looked at him not moving or saying anything
"It is isn't it?"
"Tommy I..." she finally started
"So this was some plan so you can get closer to Lil?"
She stared at the floor. She couldn't say it
"How could u do this? Phil is in love with you"
"I know I know. I didnt want to take it this far"
"Kimi this is low. I never thought you would do this"
"But I love her"
"But she's my girlfriend and I love her to"
"You dont love her you love me. You just asked her out to piss me off"
"I would never do that. Not to you and especially not to her."
"Dont lie to me I love her, not you"
"But she doesnt love you she's not gay"
"I wont believe that"
"Kimi I'm really sorry but she doesn't feel that way for you"
"She has to"
"Kimi. Forget her she has no interest in a relationship with you"
"She's my soulmate how do I forget her?"
"You just have to."
Kimi looked at the ground "You stole her from me" she said calmly
"How did I steal her? She doesnt love you how many times do I have to say it?"
"You can say it as much as you want I'll never believe it"
"I'm not gonna stay here and listen to some deluded fantasy of yours"
He walked out of the room and out of the house.
Kimi sat down and folded her arms
'I can't believe Tommy. He's being such a jerk about this. I mean it's obvious he doesn't love her.' she thought as Phil and Lil returned
"Where is Tommy?" asked Lil
"He just left. I don't know what's wrong with him today"
"And he didn't say goodbye?"
"Lil, he's my best friend and all, but I don't think he's a good boyfriend" Kimi was slightly shocked that she had said that
"Yeah maybe, but sometimes he can be so sweet and kind. Plus he is really cute"
"Err Kimi can I speak to you in private" asked Phil
Kimi nodded and followed Phil into the kitchen
"What's up?"
"Look Kimi I know"
Kimi was suprised did he know she was gay? How could he?
"What do you mean?"
"I know your still in love with Tommy."
She sighed with relief in her head.
"I'm not in love with Tommy"
"Kimi stop lying to yourself." He took her hands and looked into her eyes "Look Kimi. You were trying to convince my sister to split up with Tommy just now"
"Yeah, but not because I love Tommy"
"Then why? The only time we ever go on dates is if Tommy and Lil are there to."
"Because..." She was going to make an excuse, but realised this was the best way to split up with Phil. "Ok I admit it I still love him."
Phil let go of her hands and looked at his feet
"I'm so sorry Phil. I didn't mean to hurt you like this"
He looked back up at her "Hey it's ok you can't help the way you feel right?"
"Thanks for understanding"
"So I guess we've split now?"
"Yeah I'm sorry"
"Stop saying sorry Kimi. I'll see you later"
She nodded and left the house. 'Well at least I'm not using Phil anymore.' she thought on the long walk home
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Well I've finally updated hope that makes you all happy :D. I was thinking of doing a chapter were Phil and Kimi dated, but I couldn't think of anything so I wrote this instead. Anyway hope your enjoying please R/R
She headed towards her desk, were Chuckie had built her a secret compartment. She opened it and pulled out a lighter and a spliff. She locked her door, opened the window and sat crossed legged on her bed. She lit the end and took a deep drag. She picked up the picture again.
"Why did she choose him. Of all the people to date"
She couldn't get through her head why the love of her life started dating Tommy, her best friend. She took another drag.
'Why can't she love me? Would it be so wrong?'
She got up from her bed and flicked the remainder of her spliff out the window. Kimi picked up a deoderant can and sprayed it around the room before heading downstairs.
She slumped infront of the TV and began flicking through the channels. Before she settled onto a channel the phone rang. She dragged herself up and answered it
"Hello?"
"Hey babe"
"Oh hey Phil"
"You ok, you sound a bit...out of it"
"What? Don't be silly I'm a good girl"
Phil laughed
"Yeah I supose, so you wanna do something?"
"I dunno Phil I'm feeling a bit tired"
"Aww come on. It's just me, Tommy and Lil here. I can't stand much more of them without you here"
"Ok then I'll be over soon"
She hung up and walked to the front door
'I've got to finish it with him today. This is totally unfair on him' she thought as she walked to their house. She couldn't shake the thought that whatever she did Phil would come out hurt.
It wasn't long until Kimi had arrived and rang the door bell. Phil came out with a big grin and planted a kiss on her lips
"Hey Phil"
"Hey Kimi. How you been?" he said letting her in.
"Good. You?"
"Good to"
Kimi came in the room to see Tommy and Lil sweet talking on the sofa. When Tommy saw her he gave her an evil look. Tommy and Kimis friendship was over now because of her and Phil. He thought she had lied to him so she could date Phil. Which wasn't true, but she could never bring herself to tell Phil.
Lil, on the other hand, could do nothing but smile as she saw her friend
"Hey Kimi how are you?"
She smiled as she sat on a chair "I'm fine Lil how are you?"
"All the better when this one is around" she said kissing Tommy
"Hey sis will you help me get some food?" asked Phil as he headed into the kitchen
She sighed and also headed to the kitchen. Leaving Tommy and Kimi alone. She smiled sheepishly.
"So..." she started
"Kimi don't. It's bad enough we're in the same room so just leave it."
"What is your problem? We used to be good friends"
"That was before you lied to me"
"I never lied to you"
"You said you were gay"
"And I am"
"So what are you doing with Phil?"
"That...that was a mistake"
"How?"
"I thought he was Li..."
She stopped herself from finishing that sentance. Tommy looked at Kimi with pain in his eyes.
"You thought he was Lil. My Lil?"
She just looked at him not moving or saying anything
"It is isn't it?"
"Tommy I..." she finally started
"So this was some plan so you can get closer to Lil?"
She stared at the floor. She couldn't say it
"How could u do this? Phil is in love with you"
"I know I know. I didnt want to take it this far"
"Kimi this is low. I never thought you would do this"
"But I love her"
"But she's my girlfriend and I love her to"
"You dont love her you love me. You just asked her out to piss me off"
"I would never do that. Not to you and especially not to her."
"Dont lie to me I love her, not you"
"But she doesnt love you she's not gay"
"I wont believe that"
"Kimi I'm really sorry but she doesn't feel that way for you"
"She has to"
"Kimi. Forget her she has no interest in a relationship with you"
"She's my soulmate how do I forget her?"
"You just have to."
Kimi looked at the ground "You stole her from me" she said calmly
"How did I steal her? She doesnt love you how many times do I have to say it?"
"You can say it as much as you want I'll never believe it"
"I'm not gonna stay here and listen to some deluded fantasy of yours"
He walked out of the room and out of the house.
Kimi sat down and folded her arms
'I can't believe Tommy. He's being such a jerk about this. I mean it's obvious he doesn't love her.' she thought as Phil and Lil returned
"Where is Tommy?" asked Lil
"He just left. I don't know what's wrong with him today"
"And he didn't say goodbye?"
"Lil, he's my best friend and all, but I don't think he's a good boyfriend" Kimi was slightly shocked that she had said that
"Yeah maybe, but sometimes he can be so sweet and kind. Plus he is really cute"
"Err Kimi can I speak to you in private" asked Phil
Kimi nodded and followed Phil into the kitchen
"What's up?"
"Look Kimi I know"
Kimi was suprised did he know she was gay? How could he?
"What do you mean?"
"I know your still in love with Tommy."
She sighed with relief in her head.
"I'm not in love with Tommy"
"Kimi stop lying to yourself." He took her hands and looked into her eyes "Look Kimi. You were trying to convince my sister to split up with Tommy just now"
"Yeah, but not because I love Tommy"
"Then why? The only time we ever go on dates is if Tommy and Lil are there to."
"Because..." She was going to make an excuse, but realised this was the best way to split up with Phil. "Ok I admit it I still love him."
Phil let go of her hands and looked at his feet
"I'm so sorry Phil. I didn't mean to hurt you like this"
He looked back up at her "Hey it's ok you can't help the way you feel right?"
"Thanks for understanding"
"So I guess we've split now?"
"Yeah I'm sorry"
"Stop saying sorry Kimi. I'll see you later"
She nodded and left the house. 'Well at least I'm not using Phil anymore.' she thought on the long walk home
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Well I've finally updated hope that makes you all happy :D. I was thinking of doing a chapter were Phil and Kimi dated, but I couldn't think of anything so I wrote this instead. Anyway hope your enjoying please R/R