lol
just when you thought it was over...it's not! Sequel to "Come
Undone," enjoy!
Gundam Wing-copyright Sunrise/Sotsu
Agency. Yadda Yadda Yadda.
As follows, the songs I have
mentioned so far in my fanfiction.
1. Simon and Garfunkel -
Cecilia
2. INXS - Mystify
3. George Michael - I want your
sex
4. Duran Duran - Come Undone
The
Duel
Well, it has been precisely two days since my blunder at
ecstasy, and it seems as though nothing ever befell. It is the
equivalent of tripping the finish line, so close, but in the end so
interminable far. Of a door being opened, then promptly shut in your
face-Abrupt, offensive, and confounding. Good-bye sweet caresses,
tender kisses, hello emptiness, hello solitude. So what was I left to
do? Slink away with my tail between my legs, oh I abhor that analogy.
I have already stated I am not adept at romance. I am no
poet-I'm a mechanic. Where words of eloquence might exist, I have
sarcasm. Where gentle touch should be I have a firm right hook. So
how do I court the boy with the vivid blue eyes, whom I believe deep
down needs these things? I'm at a loss. I don't think he's aware that
I'm more than the so-called jester, the brash nomad, and the lonely
soldier. So what can I offer him? I'm searching, beyond the mirror's
reflection, for the better part of me. And it's not easy. This boy
makes me what to step outside my boundaries, to tear down the walls,
and that chills me to the bone.
Though my pride was
severely wounded from rejection, I have done my best to conceal this,
especially since Heero has behaved as usual, possessing a calm
demeanor and delivering only terse replies in conversation. That does
not deter me-my mind cannot chase away the memory of what occurred
two days prior.
I have been masturbating more
frequently.
So, now it is another Friday night, and I am
situated alone in my room with no companion save the television. Go
me.
There is a news broadcast featured tonight involving
the "secret identity of the Gundam pilots." I surmise the
only reason our roles have not been revealed are due to the fact that
despite everything, we are still technically considered minors, that
is, for another year. Those in the know have refused to release any
information regarding that subject, and for their discretion I am
thankful. Yet one can only avoid reporters and cameras for so long.
Unfortunately, poor Quatre and Miss Relena are not immune
to the scrutiny of the media-Quatre being the famed heir of the
wealthy Winner family, and Relena, well, royalty. If my speculations
are accurate, Mr. Winner might be paying us a visit soon, as he has
been out of the camera's eye for several days now. That means, he has
managed to shirk his duties for a while and is going to mingle with
the common folk. Heh.
It is suddenly brought to my
attention that the house is still and silent. Heero must not have
gotten lucky tonight. I wonder if Trowa's absence has anything to do
with Quatre. Interesting.
I hesitant for a second, holding
my breath, as I detect the faint sound of footsteps in the hall, a
soft rapping.
They do not veer off to the right, but
continue on, towards me.
Round Two?
Excellent.
I
roll onto my stomach, propping my chin up on my hand, and divert my
attention to the television. But it is of no concern to me. My focus
is on the silent figure tarrying in the doorway. He entered without a
sound, but I can feel his eyes on me. I have never encountered
someone with such a magnetic presence, it is almost overpowering.
I
grin at him, unable to resist, and inquire, "What's the matter
stud? Isn't tonight party night?" I love to tease him sometimes.
It produced the expected result, for he frowned at me. I am not
discouraged.
"Did I strike a nerve"? I asked
with an amused smile. Heero only stared at me, his eyes having a far
away, intense quality, lingering on me. Heero has the distinct
ability to convey so much without words, which I believe contributes
to his rather reticent personality. Who needs to speak when you are
able to express so much in just a glance? That only makes him even
more appealing.
We lock gaze, his mouth still, forming no
words. I fear to break this silence that has settled in the room like
a thick cloud, for fear of sundering this quiet intimacy between us.
This is such delicious torture.
I have always liked that
often, that we can speak volumes without uttering a word, a special
ability reserved only for the two of us.
If I listen
intently and concentrate, I catch the erratic sound of his heart
thrumming in his chest. Or was that mine, beating like a drum inside
my cavity? It is a sonorous echo in my ears.
My palms are
slick with perspiration.
I dare to speak, cutting the
silence with an invisible knife.
"Are you going to
sit down"? It was a low utterance, suggestive, an invitation.
He makes no response, as if frozen in some private dream.
This exchange is akin to a pair about to engage in a
duel, weapons raised resulting in the clash of steel. But it is not
formidable, nor meant to alarm, it is more playful, more erotic-the
war for dominance or equality, the testing of waters, of measuring
the will of each other, of deciding who will impose the first move.
I have lifted my blade, now I move to strike.
I
voiced his name lowly, and I saw him blink, flitting out of a
reverie.
He spoke in question, "Hm"? I felt a
smirk crease over my lips, and I replied, "Are you lonely
without your boy toy?"
It was a challenge, a request
to continue our spar.
He emitted a low humming noise,
distracted, while I searched his gaze in question, seeking the
returning strike.
His next statement caught me off
guard.
"You are immaculate, I want to engage in
intercourse with you." I had not expected him to be that direct.
I felt much to my chagrin my features burn a light shade
of scarlet. No one had ever called me perfect.
He studied
me, and I'm not sure if there was a faint degree of amusement on his
features. I disregarded it.
I think he is aware he has
the upper hand now that the reigns of control have shifted.
He
approaches me, pure poetry in motion, a slow saunter, and climbs onto
the bed.
Challenge accepted.
