Authors Note:

Hi everyone. You know, I told myself I would never leave an author's note of any kind in place of a chapter, but now it seems that I'm going to need to.

This story, and any other on this account, if you have read them, will not be completed. I don't think that I can ever explain it so that anyone will understand, but I wanted to tell the people who are actually reading my story, confusing as it can get.

Myca, thanks soooooo much for your reviews. They were really helpful, and they kept me willing to come back to write more. I'm sorry that you'll never hear the end of this tale. I hope that you'll forgive me. If you ever feel like it, drop me an e-mail. I love to chat about almost anything.

Nikkler, sorry that my story got confusing. It wasn't supposed to be. Good luck with your writing. Never give up, okay?

Koriaena, thank you for your time, and your reviews. As I said above, sorry about this.

Ryoko21, I know I've never left you a review, but I've enjoyed your stories. Thought that I'd let you know that. If you read this.

Now, about the attempted explanation.

I am a Christian. I believed in Christ when I was 12. I realized then that God loved me so much that he sent his son to die on the cross to save me.

Now, more recently, I've been wondering why we exist in this world. And I've been realizing, that considering I believe that Christ came to die on the cross to save me and to make it possible for me, even though I do things that HE doesn't like, to go to Heaven, then shouldn't life be about trying to do what he would want?

It isn't really about right and wrong any more. It isn't so much about "Is this wrong?" It's more about "Will this make Him happy. Will this make me more like Him, will it cause him joy."

In my personal opinion, call me what ever you want, and agree or not, but in my opinion spending my time writing stories that help no one, are filled with depression and violence isn't something that He would want me to do.

Don't get me wrong. I'm NOT saying that writing stories is wrong, I'm not saying that at all, I'm just saying that I, personally, don't think that it's the best way to spend my time.

Myca, Nikkler, etc. I hope I haven't made you hate me, I'm not saying that story writing is wrong. That is why I'm not sure that this explanation is a very good one. But I hope that you guys'll keep writing.

Also, please don't ever think that this is a forced decision. My parents and those that I look up too, none of them have thought, or said, that there is anything wrong with the way I live my life now. It is my own personal conviction that drives me to do this. Nothing is too much to give up for my God, and me Savior.

Huggles. Good luck in whatever you do. And please don't hate me for this.

If anyone wants to comment about this, my e-mail address is , or just do the normal review. I'll leave my Fiction alerts on for a little while longer. I would welcome any comments or questions, as long as they are legit. E-mailing me to tell me I'm an utter moron doesn't count, and sorry to tell you, it's already been done.

Thanks for reading this to the end if you see this.

Kasi.