Me
Pain equals fear,
Pain equals death,
Pain is me.
People fear me,
Wherever I go there is death,
My name is of no importance.
I wish not to be feared,
I wish for death,
No one cares of me.
I am afraid of loneliness,
I sit in this corner and hope for death,
I am always alone.
God fears me,
God punishes me with pain not death,
I shall suffer by myself.
I must not love,
I must stay lonely,
So people will not suffer like me.
I fell in love,
I lost that love,
But God can not keep her away.
She is mine,
I am hers,
Her name I will not tell.
I can not deny her,
I must live for her sake,
Even if it hurts.
Pain equals suffering,
Pain equals hatred,
My whole life is pain.