Chappie 4- Harsh words

Disclaimer- you know the drill. I don't own n e thing, blah, blah blah, if you want a full disclaimer look in chappie 1, 2 or 3

(A/N) this chappie is dedicated to Natalie (my friend not the character) Kanika (again, my friend not the character) Camille and any one else at school from W.H.S.C who reads this! ~~##~~##~~##~~##~~##~~##~~##~~##~~##~~##~~##~~##~~##

Lily sat down in her favourite spot on the Gryffindor table, near the end furthest away from the door, closest to the teacher's table so she could hear any announcements. The train ride had been so tiring and Lily just wanted to go have dinner and go to bed. 'No such luck Lily' she thought to herself. After dinner she had to see professor McGonagall to get her head girl schedule and her class schedule so she could plan her study time. Fun fun fun. Lily let out a small sigh.

"Don't look so happy Lily this is school" she heard a voice with a faint Indian accent say.
"Kanika! How are you? Why weren't you on the train? I have so much to tell you! On the train I was just walking down the hall when..."

"Whoa! Slow down! Where is Nat?" Kanika said settling down next to Lily.

"Why don't you ask Sirius?" Lily spat her bad mood returning rapidly.

"Why would I do tha. oh merlin she didn't. did she I knew she liked him but I didn't think she was serious." Kanika said with a look of disbelief on her face.

"Oh she's serious all right, she's fucking Sirius. literally!" Lily said with a look of hatred in her eyes.

"Sirius is okay, as far as I know we don't hate him, just dislike him. a lot. She is going to regret this. I told her at the start of the year not to do anything she would regret over the hols. Anyway how does this concern you?"

"She abandoned me just after. after ." Lily broke into another set of tears. Kanika just did what Kanika always did. She wrapped her arms around Lily's shoulders and just let her cry

"Hey calm down I am sure she had a reason for acting the way she did, even if it is not a very good one." Kanika said, "even though I still don't know the full story, you can catch me up on the goss later."

Lily pulled away from Kanika's hug and wiped her eyes. She looked around the hall. No Sirius, no Nat. Her gaze spotted James. He was looking around the room not unlike the way she was. 'Probably looking for Sirius' she decided. She shuddered; she didn't want to think about this now, or ever as a matter of fact.

James turned around to see Lily looking around the room. "Probably looking for Nat' he thought. Her eyes found his and he gave her a small smile, she didn't return it. James returned to his dinner.

About one minute later James, along with the rest of the hall, heard a chair scrape loudly and James turned to see Lily running out the door. Without thinking he abandoned his meal and raced out the door following her. ~~~~
"Lily" he yelled, as Lily ran down the narrow corridor as fast as her legs could carry her. "Lily wait up" he yelled. Lily stopped running and slid down the wall so she was half sitting half lying on the cold stone tiles. She didn't cry because she was out of tears, she just stared at the wall in front of her and panted trying to catch her breath.

"Lily are you okay? Why did you get up and leave like that?" James flooded Lily with question after question but she just stared at the wall. James sat down on the ground next to Lily and waited for an answer.
"Lily?" he asked gently

"We have to go see professor McGonagall" was her reply. Lily tried to stand up but found that all the running and crying she had done today had exhausted her. James stood up and offered Lily his hand. She accepted it and pulled herself up. As she let go of James's hand she swayed on the spot and her knees buckled.
"Whoa Lily careful!" James said as he wrapped his arms around her to stop her falling.

"Get off me Potter! I can look after myself I don't know why you followed me here in the first place. Just because I pour my heart out to you on the train doesn't mean you are my bodyguard, and, just so you know, if I could turn back time I never would have even spoken to you after what you did to me. From now on I don't want to see or talk to you unless it is about head boy/girl business are you clear Potter? And another thing, my name to you is Evans, not Lily."

Lily said very fast and with so much anger and hate in her voice that James removed his hands from around her waist and stepped back so he was against the wall. Lily walked forward slowly so that by the time she was finished talking her face was 2 inches away from his. He searched her eyes to see the emotions they held, he found hate, anger, fear and tiredness. He also found another thing 'She is lying' he thought to himself, 'well she isn't telling the full truth'.

"Lil.I mean Evans, we need to see McGonagall now. He said. He didn't feel to hurt from Lily's words, he decided to back off until Lily had had some good sleep, and some girl talk, that always seemed to improve girls moods. "Bloody PMS" He thought as Lily and him walked slowly to Professor McGonagall's office.

(A/N) Sorry I have been so long in updating. School stuff is being finalised so I have been doin' stuff. And I know that this is a short chappie but the sooner I got this one out of the way I can start the next one right? I hope you like it, it was a bit rushed but I really got into it at the end and I have great plans for the future of this story. Also I am really bad at making up names so if you have any that I can use I will be grateful. If you tell me your first name I will use it as a character and dedicate a chapter to you for letting me use your name! Thanx to my reviewer for your fantastic support. as usual:

Lexie13

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Optical Illusions- thanx for all your great reviews

The one, the only, Kanika- love ya Babe! (not literally but you know what I mean)

Chanel and Daniel- Guys things will get better, life and my story.

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Momo- (even though your review wasn't that great, - sorry but I'm being honest)

Lily Lupin89- I love your pen name.. Me jealous now

Christy13

Natamalie

Camille

And last but not least

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oh and before I forget my stupid school has changed my stupid e-mail addy so if you wanna contact me you can do so at foxysoxy@optusnet.com.au till the next chappie, (which will hopefully be before christmas) have great holidays and a merry christmas! steph gives candy canes to all her reviewers

Love youse all!

Steph (goddess of gourgeousness)

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