Kenshin's
Feelings
It's so hard to be me,
All
the people I killed,
The person I loved,
She
died at my feet,
I killed her,
I
can't think of anything,
But all those I killed and all the
families I left without fathers,
The blood in my past,
Tainted a deep blood red,
The sunsets for me are not yellow,
But red,
My
sword put away,
I won't kill again,
I
can' trust myself not to go back,
I try to put it behind me,
But I have to live with it day in and day out.if only I could forgive myself,
But
I cannot,
I can't forgive myself for all the blood I spilled,
The
pain I caused for you two,
Tomoe,
I killed you,
But
you were still able to forgive me,
You gave me a love beyond what
I thought I'd have,
for
you loved a manslayer,
Kaoru,
I left you alone so many times to
fight and do what I had to,
Yet in the end you accepted me,
Not
for all those I killed,
But,
You
accepted the manslayer in me and the fact that I killed my first
love,
You were there for me when I finally passed on,
My life
full lived,
I only wish I didn't have to leave you alone.