How?
How
do I fix all the things I've caused,
How do I rewrite all the
wrongs,
How do I forgive myself for the pain,
All the pain
bottled inside,
Compressed from years of Death,
The blood baths that I used to cause,
All
of it,
Imprinted upon my mind,
Upon my heart,
Kept
inside waiting to burst,
The blood that covers my body like a
blanket,
Spread there,
The blood of the many lives I've taken,
Death
so lonely,
The wrongs I've fixed,
The Death I've been forgiven of,
You
hold me so close to you,
A killer held by the woman who loves him.