Sandra: No comment…

In Hinata's P.O.V.
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I look down the hall and into the open door where you sat meditating, your face so calm yet full of concentration.
I can't stop myself from sighing quietly, ever since we fought, I couldn't stop thinking about you, it's like you plagued my mind with every hit you threw at me, leaving a part of you in me.
I don't know what this feeling is…I've never felt so strongly for someone before, not even for Naruto-kun has my heart raced so eagerly yet painfully every time I'm with you.
I let my gaze linger for a little longer before I turn away and walk to my room, lying down on my bed, I closed my eyes, your face appears, making me smile.
It's like, I try to forget you in that sort of way, have things they were before all of this happened, but you always appear, your always around, and now, as our families are growing closer, I can't escape you.

But it really hurts, because, when I speak to you, you ignore me or tell me how stupid or weak I am. When I see you, all I can feel is this cold ice barrier which surrounds you which can burn me like fire when I touch you. Also, the way you look at me, so emotionless, all your feelings and any sort of reaction is hidden behind white. The same white eyes which I have, only, my eyes are filled with emotions and everything is seen in my eyes, whereas for you, I search and search, but never found a truth.

Is it love? No…It couldn't be, we're family and…I don't know the meaning of love… Naruto-kun told me, I did not love him, it was more admiration than love which I felt towards him.
Is that what I feel? Admiration? Then why would I want to hear his voice, try to talk to him, to see him, to have him in my company?
They're all signs of love, yet…somehow, I fear, fear love, because of rejection, I cannot accept rejection, not from him, it'll become awkward and it will hurt the most because…he's special…

I felt a single tear roll from my eye, this feeling has been going on for so long, it's all bottled up inside, and worst of all, no one can help me… Laying my arm over my eyes, I took in deep breaths and fell asleep, and dreamed, dreams which have been filled with him, his white eyes, but they were different, they were warm and filled with love, love which I can only dream about, only to have it ripped away from me in reality. My dreams of him- Hyuuga Neji.

OWARI
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