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/...blah...blah/- Harry's thoughts

[...blah...blah]- Remus' thoughts

{...blah...blah}- Severus' thoughts

"...blah...blah"- Everyone speaking

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As for the fairy, you'll see where she comes into it later! Well on with chapter five!

Why Me?
 Chapter five- I've Done It Again.

Draco tossed and turned, he had been unconscious for a week now and Severus was beyond worried. He spent most of his time at his Godsons side hoping that the boy would wake up. Any signs of movement were like false promises to Snape, every time he thought Draco's stormy grey eyes would open...but they never did. At the moment Draco was in some kind of nightmare, this was clear to Severus...he hated that he couldn't just wake the boy up...to tell him that everything was okay.

He had the reputation of a cold and heartless bastard, he even admitted that he usually was, but now he just watched and felt like bursting into tears...he wanted so desperately to change but if he did he would just kill himself because of depression. He ran his hand through his ebony mop and sighed,

"What am I gonna do now?" He whispered to himself,

{Well I'm now completely useless to the order...} He glared at the werewolf across the room {now I have no uses...sorry Dumbledore, I've failed you. All thanks to that idiot Potter!} Harry's almost dead eyes flashed into his mind,

"Can I not think in peace?" he growled rubbing his temples.

Harry sat completely still. He was in the Astronomy tower, sitting upon a windowsill the window was half open so a little breeze caught him. The sun was setting shooting orange and red across the sky, a faint crescent moon could be seen. Harry sighed, this was nature the purest thing next to a Unicorn.

"I shouldn't be allowed such bliss." He spat at himself. He put his head against the stone wall and let his thoughts wander.

/Well...I've already planned my apology to Snape...what now? Wow my thoughts have been obsessed with that damned apology, why do I care about Snape so much? Oh well what now? Well I could just jump...I mean that'll take care of every one of my problems...no, I cant, I have to take revenge on Weasley! The backstabbing bastard!/ Harry's face quickly turned from of self-hatred to one of pure anger.../Wait...I cant do anything can I? I mean, Dumbledore will kill me! ...does that mean I have to act like his best friend?!/ Harry jumped to his feet,

"I can't...well wait I can b-but...gotta go see Dumbledore!" He hurled himself out of the Astronomy tower and down the stairs and through the halls, once in front of the statue he realised.../I don't know the bloody password! Great!/

Severus watched as Draco calmed down in his slumber. He let out a subconsciously held breath. He looked around the room...noticing nothing out of the ordinary he bent down and kissed Draco's for-head, and whispered'

"Please wake up soon." Then he turned to leave.

As soon as the door had closed Remus' eyes fluttered open he took a moment to adjust to his surroundings, the sun had set now and moonlight flitted across the room from the thin windows. He looked around and felt around the bedside table looking for his wand. Madame Pomphrey rushed out of her room and over to the now conscious werewolf.

"Mr. Lupin...what is the matter?" She frowned, Remus paid her no attention and kept on searching.

"Are you looking for your wand?" She questioned, Remus' head snapped up and he nodded slowly.

"Do you have it?" He questioned his voice hoarse.

"Yes I shall go and get it for you just stay here." Pomphrey went into her office. She put Lupin's wand in her pocket and locked the door to her office and to the Hospital Wing. Throwing a handful of floo powder into the fire she whispered 'Dumbledore's office.' The Headmasters head appeared in the fire and he half smiled at the distressed witch.

"What is the matter Poppy?" He asked, the nurse shushed him quickly.

"Lupin is awake," She whispered, "Headmaster do not look so happy, he is showing signs of being controlled. He may be under-" The maiden was cut off by Lupin banging on the door. "POPPY please come out here!" He shouted.

"Headmaster!" She pleaded, Albus nodded and the appeared out of the fire straight afterwards. Poppy opened the door quickly. Remus stood there, the unconscious Draco at his feet and his foot on the teen's throat.

"Give me my wand." He smiled insanely, pressing his foot down harder. Albus appeared in the doorway staring furiously at the werewolf. Remus' forced grin disappeared quickly, "Why did you get that fool down! Stupid witch!" Remus picked Draco up and squeezed his throat, "GIIVE ME MY WAND!" The choking sounds were drowned by Remus' screaming. Dumbledore sighed and pointed his wand at the wizard in front of him.

Severus had been half way back to his rooms when his heart decided to appear and work over time. He sighed irritably. "Bloody teenagers will be the fucking death of me." He turned sharply and walked briskly back to the Hospital Wing.

Harry was pacing outside the Headmasters office, he'd tried everything he could every password he could think of, he'd even tried screaming, but to no avail. /Whatever I'll just go see how Remus is doing./ He growled and stormed off.

Both teacher and student met outside the doors.

"What's the matter Potter? Cant open a door now?" Snape sneered at Harry who stared at the doors completely dumbfounded, he didn't even react, no scowl or anything.

/What's the point in reacting? I mean he'll just talk me down again./ Harry sighed. Severus tried the door, expecting it to give way instantly and being stopped dead. "What the?" He muttered. "Alohamora." Harry murmured from behind him the doors sprang open.

"Remus please don't make me do this to you!" Albus sighed, Remus just tightened his grip.

"You always were a fool Dumbledore! Thinking everyone deserved a second chance!" Remus spat angrily.

"CRUCIO" Snape bellowed from the doorway of the Hospital Wing. Remus fell down, writhing in agony, he dropped Draco, but Snape held the curse on. Completely oblivious to the yelling of Dumbledore and Poppy. The curse was held for a good five minutes before the Potions Master came crashing to the ground, the full weight of Harry Potter on his back. He was about to screech at the boy until he saw the look in his eyes. Pain, sheer unkempt pain, he'd caused that. Dumbledore hovered over Remus and muttered a long and complex charm. Remus' unfocused eyes suddenly regained there life.

"Dumbledore?" His eyes reflected the confusion he felt. Severus stood and stared at his hands, then he looked over to Draco who had been put back on his bed by Pomphrey. Harry backed away quickly, he could have lost Remus then...

/What if I hadn't stopped him? What if Remus has side affects from my incapability to react quickly? I've done it again!/

"Potter? Potter! Snap out of it!" Snape yelled. The boys eyes had gone unbelievably wide and his breathing had become irregular.

"I've done it again." He whispered sadly, he slid down the wall and hugged his knees.

"Potter! Do not do this again!" Severus growled.

A.N So what do you think? Please! If you have any idea's to help me please share them. I'm suffering from severe writers block! Well please R&R!!