Disclaimer: Yeah, I don't own Megaman NT Warrior. I don't own the song either. I, in fact, DO own this story though. No stealing.
Meh. I've been in a Megaman NT Warrior AND a Simple Plan mood lately. So here's the product. This story is mostly around Lan. I'll throw Megaman in too, though. Let's get started.
"Speech"
Thoughts
Song
--.. Welcome to My Life ..--
Lan threw his backpack on his bed and slammed his door. He was clearly pissed off at something, but wasn't in a rush to say anything.
"Geeze, Lan! What's your problem?" Megaman piped up from his P.E.T.
Lan gave a shrug and changed his mind about the backpack on the bed and pushed it to the ground. He flopped face-first onto his bed.
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna' run away?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
Lan rolled over to face his window. Outside a bird was flying by. He glared. Yeah, he thought. The world will go on without me. No one really cares anyway. He felt the lump in his throat and the tears behind his eyes. How could his friends have said that about him?
! Flashback !
Lan was sitting at his desk finishing packing up his belongings. All the other kids had left. He quickly finished and walked to the door. Voices outside stopped him.
"Hey guys. So we all decided we're going to the movies tonight, right?" It was Yai.
"Right." Troy and Dex answered. Maylu said nothing.
"Maylu? Right?" Yai asked her.
"It doesn't feel right that we're not inviting Lan. I mean, he's our friend right?"
Not inviting me? Why? Lan's thoughts raced.
"Oh please! He'd probably get us into some Net battle! We can't do anything with him anymore! He's such a....such a..." Yai started, Troy and Dex nodding.
Lan couldn't take it. He pushed his way through them and out of the door.
"I think he heard you, Yai." Maylu muttered looking after him.
! End Flashback !
No you don't know what it's likeWhen nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed aroundTo be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save youNo you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
"Lan. Lan! You've got a message." Magaman glanced over at Lan. He looked miserable.
"Who's it from?" Lan muttered, looking over his shoulder.
"Maylu."
Lan didn't answer. He just stared at his headboard.
Do you wanna be somebody else?Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With the big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
Lan picked up his P.E.T and selected the mail icon. He picked Maylu's mail.
Lan:
I know you heard what Yai was saying about you. You shouldn't listen to her. She doesn't know what she's talking about. She's full of crap. I bet I won't even have fun with them at the movies. I hope you have a better night.
-Maylu
He smiled briefly but it was wiped away by his mother's voice from downstairs. "Lan! Have you done your homework yet?"
He rubbed his face with one hand. "No, Ma."
"Get on it, then! Don't forget you have dishes tonight too!"
Lan kicked his desk, only resulting in stubbing his toe. "Damn it..." he muttered. "Okay, Ma!"
No you don't know what it's likeWhen nothing feels alright
You don't know what it's like to be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
He didn't pull his homework out. He glanced at the picture of him and his friends. He faced it down on the desk. "No need to look at that anymore." He said. He wasn't sure when he'd started crying, but he had.
Everybody always gave you what you wantedYou never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like
What it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
Maybe he never really had friends. They seemed like they would have always been there for him. He pulled his assignment out. Fractions and percents.( A/N: I don't know what grade they're in, so I'll just say that. They can be advanced if they need to be. ) He wished he knew what percent ¾ was. Oh well. His mother was calling him for dinner. He smiled as he smelled the scents from the food downstairs.
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked
When you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my lifeHe kicked his shoes off and tightened his headband. "Maybe the rest of the day won't be so bad after all." With that, he headed out the door.
Welcome to my life--.. End ..--
Well, there it was. My first MMNTW fic. I hope it was bearable. ¬¬; XD R and R, please!