With the stars now peeking out of the velvet sky I sat on the hill with one of my best friends Jake and our girlfriends Buffy and Dawn. "What is it that makes this night so awesome?" asked Buffy.
"Being with you," I replied as I kissed her
"You take my breath away"
"So let him," said Dawn
"Why don't you let Jake" Buffy replied
"Fine" then Jake started kissing Dawn and I was kissing Buffy then both girls broke away and screamed. Dawn screamed first "I love Jake" then Buffy screamed "I care about Spike with my whole heart." Then I screamed "I love Buffy with my whole heart and soul." Then Jake screamed, "I love Dawn"
2 hours later we stepped in to my house.
"Let's go down to the basement," said Jake
"Jake...Spike what do you two have planned?" asked Buffy
"Oh nothing" said Jake though his smile
"Only to play nervous," I shouted from the next room
"Nervous" shouted Dawn
"Hey you guys want to go to the beach instead?" I asked
"No thanks" replied Jake
Next I remember we were standing on the white sandy beaches breath the stars "make a wish"
"Like what?" Buffy asked
"Anything" I whispered I watched as she closed her eyes and the shooting stars files past as she opens her eyes in time to see it disappear "did you make a wish?" I asked
"Yeah"
"Well are you goanna tell me"
As we were standing on the shoreline. I looked down and realized that she had written my name in the sand. "Why did you write my name in the sand?"
"Sh...sh" she put her fingers softly on my lips "I wrote your name in the sky but, the wind blew it away. I wrote your name in the sand but the waves washed it away." As we both recited the last line I slowly slide my arms around her waist and under her shirt and she actually let them stay there "I wrote your name in my heart and forever it will stay." We stood there another moment in silence before I kissed her on the cheek "I love you, love"
"Prove it" she replied that was my cue so I got down on one knee took her for everything she was when I said "will you marry me?"
"Shut up you had me form I swear ill kill you but I cant because we cant be together anymore we can still be friends but just friends okay" I was shocked I didn't know what to say "why not I love you I've always loved you even though I always tried to kill you I did always love you."
"Its not that I believe you love me because when you decided to punch Daniel for me that day in the lunch room you took a risk... dared to move because love is a leap of faith" Buffy whispered with tears running down her face
"Love, tell me what...." She cut me off "after all the faith I have... all my faith is in you now and that's where it will stay. You know you thought me everything... everything good inside of me I have from you the freedom the innocence and everything beyond my wildest dreams"
"Damn my cell phone is ringing," I said
"Yeah is something wrong Dawn because you're not supposed to call this number unless something is wrong."
"Damn it Spike listen to me for 5 seconds did you drop Buffy off that her house"
"Yeah why" I asked
"Go there right now," said Dawn in a panic
"Dawn do you what me to came pick you up?" I asked
"Sure" within 5 minutes I was outside her house as she was climbing out the window. "Why are we going to my baby girls house you know it's a good thing it's night out here" I was rambling
"Damn it shut up and listen when I called her house someone picked up and I just said to tell her I called they said if she lives long enough they would" I was not even sacred because sacred doesn't even being to cover what felt at that moment. With in ten minutes we pulled up to Buff's house. The door was wide open. When we walked in to the house it was trashed her books and papers were all over the place as I looked down I saw they we used to soak up blood. We looked around and found Buffy on her bedroom floor covered in her own blood. I threw Dawn the cell phone and dropped to my knees "love, talk to me" I whispered as I tried not to cry. I halfway kissed and realized she wasn't breathing. "The ambulance will be here in 15 minutes" said Dawn