This is My First Fan Fic on Please R&R

Prologue- After attacked by ZAFT forces 32 people are dead 2 of them where Kira's friends Sai, and Flay Now Kira must make a tough decision.

Kira's POV-

After another attack by the Z.A.F.T forces on the Archangel My remaining friends went to the Cafeteria they asked me if I wanted to come but I said no I had something else on my mind...Athrun Zala my best friend. I wondered to myself how he could join the Z.A.F.T forces how he could join this war. I have been using The Strike to defend the Archangel but... after I have killed so many and caused so many deaths I wonder if I can handle it any more and ask myself what is this war about...

I then realized that I can not do this anymore I can not help these people after they have killed Flay, and Sai I can not stand it any more there is no other way out no other way I can survive I have made up my mind... Suicide

Before I raise this knife to my wrists and Heart I write this Letter to My friends:

To: My Friends

From: Kira Yamato

I cannot stand this world any more...this fighting...the deaths.... The only way out is my death I will miss you all But life will go on you will forget about me...

I then stop the writing and think am I making the right decision???? Yes I am....

Letter Continues...

You must conquer your fears... And this last message is for Athrun Zala please give it to him... My feelings for you have become clear, as I grow closer to my death Athrun.... ATHRUN ZALA...I love you and I will love you bond the grave... People do not realize I am a COORDINATER and I am a NATURAL I am a Human.

Love, Kira Yamato

I then take the Knife I slit my wrists then I plunge the knife into my heart only thinking how I am going to be with Sai, and Flay, and how much I love Athrun Zala.

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