Unloved
Chapter eight: Confessions of a Deceiving Teenager.
Fera woke up, hearing Severus's screams and pleas of mercy. She sat up quickly and shook him awake.
"Severus? Are you all right? you were screaming!"
"What...huh? Oh, yeah I suppose I'm alright, Bad dream is all." he said as he rolled over and wrapped her in his arms.
"What was your dream about?" she asked as she settled into his embrace.
"It was nothing important. Just go to sleep."
"No, I want to know!"
"Its of no great importance. I don't want to talk about it." he said as he pushed her off him and got out of bed.
" Severus. If its of 'no great importance' you'd tell me. Now get back here and spill!"
"NO!" he yelled as he walked out of the room and slammed the door behind him.
Fera sighed and stretched as she got out of bed and grabbed her robe hanging on the bathroom door. She headed out to find her beloved Severus.
"I thought you'd be here." Fera said as she walked over to Severus, who was leaning up against a tree on the edge of the dark forest. "Are you in a better mood yet?"
"I suppose. Now what do you want?"
".....I need to tell you something...." she said quietly.
'Now is the time to tell him. He's already in a shitty mood.....the worst he could do is kill me....right?"
" Go ahead, tell me you never want to see me again. Tell me that you hate me. Go ahead. I knew this day would come."
"Severus. I'd never do that to you, but I fear that after I tell you this, you will be saying that you hate me."
" I highly doubt it."
" Severus....I.........I'm.......Voldemort's daughter..........." she said quietly as she braced herself for the inevitable.
"What?"
" I'm Voldemort's daughter, Sev."
" How can you joke about something like this Fera."
"I'm not joking Severus. I am Voldemort's Daughter. My real name is Lucifera Riddle. I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier....I just wanted to be with you for a while before you hated me...
" Get out of my sight." Severus said quietly as tears fell from his dark eyes.
"Leave. now."
Fera didn't move. She just stood there watching him.
" I SAID LEAVE DAMN IT! I HATE YOU! LEAVE YOU DECEIVING WHORE!" he screamed as he walked over to her. He slapped her hard across the face and walked deeper into the forest.
Fera collapsed onto the grass and started crying. Her body shook with sobs as rain started to pour from the dark clouds above her.
Severus walked through the forest scowling, crying and talking to himself.
"HOW COULD SHE DO THIS TO ME? SHE'S THE DAUGHTER OF THE MAN WHO CONTROLLED MY LIFE SINCE I WAS 16!" he yelled to the trees. "THAT WHORE! THAT DECEITFUL WHORE!"
He kept on screaming and screaming until he could scream no longer. Now he just walked silently among the trees crying and thinking about the woman, no, the lying deceitful whore he had once loved.
Deeper and deeper into the forest he walked until his feet ached and he felt he couldn't walk anymore. He dropped to his knees and borke out into body-wracking sobs.
He stayed like this until he fell asleep and fell the rest of the way down to the forest floor.
Fera had fallen asleep hours ago. The sun was begining to rise as someone shook her awake.
"Severus?"
"Fraid not Fera."
"Oh. hi Remus."
"Oh hi Remus. Is that all I get?" he teased.
" Shut up Remus and help me up. What time is it?"
"5 A.M. How long have you been out here exactly?"
"Since about midnight actually. I finally told Severus about my father."
"I take it he wasn't to.......accepting about it?"
" I should say not. He called me a deceitful whore and walked off into the forest screaming about what a liar and bitch I am." she said as she pulled herself off the ground.
"What a jackass. I never did anything of the sort when you told me years ago."
" I know. Why are you talking to me? Or better yet, why am I talking to you?"
"Can't you put that in the past Fera? That was four years ago."
" You tried to rape me Remus. How am I suppoed to forgive you for that?"
"Please try to. I miss you. We used to be such good friends."
Fera smiled. She had missed him to, but she would never admit it out loud.
" Come on. I'll take you up to the castle. Maybe you'd like to talk to me about it?"
"Oh I suppose."
The two of them walked up to the castle and to Remus's chambers.
---- Holy shit. I finally updated. Be very proud of me. Sorry I took so long.
-Sally
Unloved
Chapter eight: Confessions of a Deceiving Teenager.
Fera woke up, hearing Severus's screams and pleas of mercy. She sat up quickly and shook him awake.
"Severus? Are you all right? you were screaming!"
"What...huh? Oh, yeah I suppose I'm alright, Bad dream is all." he said as he rolled over and wrapped her in his arms.
"What was your dream about?" she asked as she settled into his embrace.
"It was nothing important. Just go to sleep."
"No, I want to know!"
"Its of no great importance. I don't want to talk about it." he said as he pushed her off him and got out of bed.
" Severus. If its of 'no great importance' you'd tell me. Now get back here and spill!"
"NO!" he yelled as he walked out of the room and slammed the door behind him.
Fera sighed and stretched as she got out of bed and grabbed her robe hanging on the bathroom door. She headed out to find her beloved Severus.
"I thought you'd be here." Fera said as she walked over to Severus, who was leaning up against a tree on the edge of the dark forest. "Are you in a better mood yet?"
"I suppose. Now what do you want?"
".....I need to tell you something...." she said quietly.
'Now is the time to tell him. He's already in a shitty mood.....the worst he could do is kill me....right?"
" Go ahead, tell me you never want to see me again. Tell me that you hate me. Go ahead. I knew this day would come."
"Severus. I'd never do that to you, but I fear that after I tell you this, you will be saying that you hate me."
" I highly doubt it."
" Severus....I.........I'm.......Voldemort's daughter..........." she said quietly as she braced herself for the inevitable.
"What?"
" I'm Voldemort's daughter, Sev."
" How can you joke about something like this Fera."
"I'm not joking Severus. I am Voldemort's Daughter. My real name is Lucifera Riddle. I'm sorry I didn't tell you earlier....I just wanted to be with you for a while before you hated me...
" Get out of my sight." Severus said quietly as tears fell from his dark eyes.
"Leave. now."
Fera didn't move. She just stood there watching him.
" I SAID LEAVE DAMN IT! I HATE YOU! LEAVE YOU DECEIVING WHORE!" he screamed as he walked over to her. He slapped her hard across the face and walked deeper into the forest.
Fera collapsed onto the grass and started crying. Her body shook with sobs as rain started to pour from the dark clouds above her.
Severus walked through the forest scowling, crying and talking to himself.
"HOW COULD SHE DO THIS TO ME? SHE'S THE DAUGHTER OF THE MAN WHO CONTROLLED MY LIFE SINCE I WAS 16!" he yelled to the trees. "THAT WHORE! THAT DECEITFUL WHORE!"
He kept on screaming and screaming until he could scream no longer. Now he just walked silently among the trees crying and thinking about the woman, no, the lying deceitful whore he had once loved.
Deeper and deeper into the forest he walked until his feet ached and he felt he couldn't walk anymore. He dropped to his knees and borke out into body-wracking sobs.
He stayed like this until he fell asleep and fell the rest of the way down to the forest floor.
Fera had fallen asleep hours ago. The sun was begining to rise as someone shook her awake.
"Severus?"
"Fraid not Fera."
"Oh. hi Remus."
"Oh hi Remus. Is that all I get?" he teased.
" Shut up Remus and help me up. What time is it?"
"5 A.M. How long have you been out here exactly?"
"Since about midnight actually. I finally told Severus about my father."
"I take it he wasn't to.......accepting about it?"
" I should say not. He called me a deceitful whore and walked off into the forest screaming about what a liar and bitch I am." she said as she pulled herself off the ground.
"What a jackass. I never did anything of the sort when you told me years ago."
" I know. Why are you talking to me? Or better yet, why am I talking to you?"
"Can't you put that in the past Fera? That was four years ago."
" You tried to rape me Remus. How am I suppoed to forgive you for that?"
"Please try to. I miss you. We used to be such good friends."
Fera smiled. She had missed him to, but she would never admit it out loud.
" Come on. I'll take you up to the castle. Maybe you'd like to talk to me about it?"
"Oh I suppose."
The two of them walked up to the castle and to Remus's chambers.
---- Holy shit. I finally updated. Be very proud of me. Sorry I took so long.
-Sally