DISCLAIMER: Dun own TT and never will. But y'all know which charactors I do own.

HELLO!!! I blame Usher and his hot n' sexy body for the title of the chapter. I'm listening to burn right now....I love him!!!! ::blinks:: Okay...

This chapter is pretty good I guess, Starfire's a bit dramatic at the end... I dun know...maybe you won't think so I just woke up and still sleepy. So anyways,

enjoy,

CHAPTER 9

Confessions

Robin hadn't slept at all that night. Just staring up at the ceiling and thinking about Raven and Starfire.

Some how it felt right...It's weird because for months I've been dreaming about Starfire. But Raven... she's intelligent and when she opens up to you, you really notice her beauty. I have to tell Starfire, it wouldn't feel right if I kept it from her. I know I'd be thinking about it day and night. What about Raven? What is she thinking about right now? About us? What did she think of the kiss?

The night had slowly rolled on; Robin barley had gotten any sleep, thinking about Raven and Starfire. At the first light of dawn shone through his window he had gotten up. He quickly pulled on his leotards and went to the kitchen.

He made himself a cup of coffee and sat staring out the window watching as the sun slowly rinsed. I hate this stuff, Robin told himself as he took another sip.

Raven sighed. She leaned against the ledge under the window and stuck her head out breathing in the scent of the salty waters around Titans' Tower. The few strands of light illuminated her face with a different kind of light than usually did. It was almost holy looking with the golden shine.

Then why do I feel so wrong? Robin is Star's man not mine. I want Robin but I don't want to go behind Starfire's back. It just wouldn't feel right...I want him though. Beyond all means I want Robin. He is the yang to my ying. He is the fire to my ice. He's the only person I have really opened up to... But still I can't have him.

Raven sighed as she pulled her head back in and sighed again. Once again life sucks.

Starfire quickly pulled on her leotards and bounded happily downstairs to the kitchen.

She entered and spotted Robin. Starfire flew over and kissed Robin on the cheek, "Goodest Morning, dear Robin," she got a plate from a cupboard and went to the fridge and started loading it with food.

Robin stood up and stared at Starfire's back as he rubbed his neck searching for words, "Uh...look Star," Starfire turned around and smiled, "Yes?"

"We...uh...need to talk,"

"What about dear Robin?"

She's just so innocent...how am I going to say this?

Robin rubbed the back of his neck again, fumbling with his words. "Um...look this isn't easy for me so I'm just going to say it," the boy wonder sucked in a deep breath, "Raven and I...last night... kissed,"

Starfire's eyes widened and she dropped the plate she was holding. The plate shattered shooting out shards of the china everywhere on the ground. Her mouth was agate and her eyes still wide with shock.

"I...I just wanted for you to know. I understand if you don't like me anymore..." Robin turned away expecting Starfire to start screaming at him or something besides just staring at him like he'd gone insane.

Starfire closed her mouth and looked down. A small, "Oh," was uttered as hurt flowed through her. A single tear slowly rolled down her cheek. "Star...I'm really sorry," Robin said turning around to face her. But Starfire angrily wiped away the tear and flew past Robin to the hallway.

How could he? My dearest Robin? How could she? Raven was my friend! How dare she back stab me!

Starfire floated sadly along the hallway thinking to herself when Beast Boy's door sprung open.

"Hey Starfire!" BB said happily, "Hello friend," Starfire said depressed. "What's wrong?" He asked jogging slightly to keep up with her. Star didn't answer she quietly floated down the hallway.

"Star?" He asked only to have Starfire's bedroom door slam in his face.

Starfire slumped down on her bed. A unusual frown was perched on her lips, her chin was shaking a bit and she was biting her bottom lip. A dry scratchy feeling wavered in her throat and her eyes started getting watery.

Tears flowed unwillingly down her face and dripped on her pink bedspread leaving small tear sized stains. Her eyes searched around her room searching for just something to take her mind off of Robin and Raven.

Her Shelf? No, she explain what artifacts' names were and what they did to Robin and that just brought up painfully memories.

Her eyes wandered some more...

Her dresser? No she and Raven had picked out the outfit that she wore on their first date!

It seemed like everything was related or had something to do with Robin at some time or another. Her eyes wandered more as warm salty tears rolled down her face.

There was a large pile of teddy bears. They're all grinning at her with there built in smiles. They almost seemed to be laughing at her, she was crying and them all smiling and staring at her with there little black beady eyes. Starfire wiped away another bunch of tears as she continued to stare at the teddies.

Did one just wink at her? "Eep!" Starfire shrieked basting a teddy.

Hmm...this seems most pleasant. Starfire thought to herself as she blasted another.

She focused her anger into her eyes and blasted another with her eye lasers. It was odd, but it was her own therapy that helped her deal with...what's his name again? Starfire had forgotten about Robin and Raven. She continued to blast until there was just a burnt pile of stuffing.

Starfire stared at the burnt pile horrified at what she did, she walked over to them with shaky knees and sat down beside the pile. "Oh," she mumbled, "I am sorry," she said hugging a burnt teddy as another wave of tears broke out.

Next chappie is gonna be long so dun really expect it for a few days

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