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CHAPTER 5:What I Can Give

" Well . . Well . . .Well . . I have just been gone a day and look what we have here. Not only has the watcher arrived, he also brought along more amatuers!"

I just could not stop myself from thinking these comments as I transported myself to the Summers' house. I had arrived a few moments ago from my training and I decided to look in on Spike. And this was what I came to witness.

Rupert Giles along with potential slayers, more like potential victims to me . . And more is yet to come, came to Sunnydale to aid the slayer . .yeah right! I wanted to leave the group and search the house for Spike when I heard Giles mention that the council had all been murdered. This was important news, I had to stick around and listen for more.

" The First " is the source of all evil . .which is typical, thats nothing new to me. After ones minions failing so many time in causing an apocalypse, I guess the big boss would like to do it himself personally, what do you think? But there are some new stuff I did learn, I learned that IT is a non corporeal being which means no one could touch it and neither could it touch anybody. Which means I cannot kick its ass, too bad I had dreamt of beating IT into a pulp, well I guess I have to use my other skills then. IT I learned is also a shape shifter but it can only take forms of persons who already are dead. And at the top of my acquired info list, the council had no known record on how to kill IT . . . If they had only knew of my existence then they would have known a way to kill it . .tough luck for them ..advantage for me!

I listened to everyone as they start giving their two cents on the matter . . .I say it was more like complaining . . .Wait a minute! Why is that geek, evil genius wannabe doing here? Tied up in a chair no less with a vampire bire mark? Lots of things could happen in a day, dont you think? Anyways back to listening in on the scooby gang. But what I heard next made want to reveal myself and kill the Bitch infront of them! Can't really recall who said it but all I know is what I heard.

" Spike could help us if we could find him or if he has not gone bad or if he is . . . "

I was seeing red at that time, my aura and anger was rising rapidly and the next thing I knew I was in outer space, emitting a very bright energy blast, which scientists declared at that time as the biggest solar flare event in the history. When the blast died down, I found my sisters surrounding me. I was angry with them too. How can they let this thing happen? I somehow knew that . . .that weakling could never protect him but deep inside I had hope that she would prove me wrong but she did not and I was once again correct. But my sisters! I trusted them to protect him for me!

" I know you are angry with us!" Rei spoke for the group.

" We would have helped him but inorder to do that, we would have revealed ourselves to both the enemies and them." Mina then spoke up.

" Then we would have lost whatever advantage we had over them! " Mako said.

" It would have been illogical to do such a move and as long as The First does not know of our existence, then we have a greater chance of defeating IT than you know who because The First would only see her as the only threat." Ami, the last one to speak, explained.

My anger began to subside as I began to calculate all my advantages. And it all adds up to me becoming the winner in the end.

" Where is he? " I instantly asked. " Dont pretend that you dont know where coz I know all of you know! "

" He is being held captive by The First . .He is in a cave below the tree lot. " Mina Replied.

"Be Careful .. The First is very powerful, just a small hint of your presence and all will be lost." Rei spoke.

" I will, keep an eye for me on the slayer . . . something is about to happen and I want to be there when it does. " The I disappeared from outer space, leaving only a glint of silver.

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I had to really restrain myself this time . . . the sight of Spike being drowned almost brought me to the edge once more. I wanted to face The First then and there bu the timing was not right. I could see Spike fighting . . never loosing hope . . . So I decided to do the next best thing. I reached into his mind . . . gave him encouragement, motivated him, gave him hope. And aside from that I gave him bits of strength to help him endure the torture. I wanted to give him more but that would give me away. I will just wait for the right time to free him . . . . now I wait. As I was starting to settle in for the long wait, I received a telepathic message from Mako. The Slayer had fallen into the cave and was now facing the primitive version of a vampire. Without second thought I transported myself to the scene.

The fight was only a little skirmish, not much action . . the slayer was just lucky that the sun had come up. She just got a few bruises here and there, I am pretty sure that Giles would be filling the slayer with info once they get home. Speaking of home, I have to return to mine too. I still have classes to attend. And as for Spike, Mako and Ami are watching over hime for me for the mean time.

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Nothing much happened in school. Buffy disappointed another student by going of to lala land while the student was talking about his problems. And the principal was becoming a little bolder with revealing some of his true personality, the slayer could be in for a surprise once he reveals who he really is . .. I already know him and his secret but it is not for me to tell .. all will be revealed in time.

Many events happened as the sun had set. A potential ran away and was killed. Buffy fought the "ubervamp" as she called it and lost big time. And Spike was once again tortured, The First was trying to convince him to go to ITs side. As for me, I watched all the events as it unfolded. I studied how the ubervamp fought as well as I studied how the slayer fought a powerful foe.

I was by Spike's side as he was tortured. I was giving him some of my strength and even though my heart was crushed when he implied that the slayer would always be there for him . .. but U still keot my place by his side. I love him too much to leave him like that. I am not Cecily Adams, who never saw him nor Druscilla, who used him and I am especially not her, who finds him dispicable. I will stay with him even though it pains me greatly to hear him talk about her. I will stay with him, I will promise never leave him even if I will give up my life just to keep that promise!