Yay I got more reviews!! -jumps up and down- Im thankfull to all of you guys who reviewed, you guys have made my day! Um this chapter has a song 'Don't Speak' Um I probably placed the song parts weirdly in the story but well I just wanted it like that. I was listening to 'Don't Speak' when I was writing part of this chapter and I pictured it like a mini music video..although sum parts cut the song and mini music vdo lol but its ok cuz then it continues..I hope you guys like it. This is my first time that I EVER INCLUDE A SONG in one of my fics/chapters. Hopefully its ok..This chapter is also a lil bit long not that much. I hope you guys don't get mad lol. Now to my reviewers that have made my day!
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MysticAnubisOFtheRING - I don't think they ever find out who he is...I don't know who he is lol Me and my sister think its his dad XD But I don't know my cousin says were crazy for thinking like that..he say's its Batman XD I think not cuz Batman is not evil...so im saying its Robin's dad...but who knows..No one knows...Im glad you like the story :)
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Disclaimer: I do not own the song 'Don't Speak' or the Teen Titans, if I did this would be a movie...well if no one liked it then id have it on dvd for me to watch as with the rest of the fics ive written lol.
I apologize if they seem OOC but I tried my best to make them IC. Please enjoy!
She's Back
xoxoxoxoxoxoxo
Raven opened her window and slowly stepped out and flew down to the ground. Once her feet were on the ground she walked towards the shore and sat down. She looked up at the sky and saw the full moon shinning at its brightest, the breeze gently moved her lavendar locks out of her face. She turned around and stared at the big T behind her, her home, his home.
You and me
We used to be together
Every day together always
Her gaze moved to movement on the roof and soon her curiousity had consumed her and she quickly flew towards it. Before she reached the roof she remembered her vision and quickly turned around and flew back down to the ground. She walked towards the shore and once more sat down and stared at the sky and the moon with its companions, the stars. Thoughts of Beast Boy came to her mind and a small smile crept on her lips. He was the only one she had ever loved and she felt like if he was the only one she was going to love. She stayed sitting there a few more minutes and then decided to go back to her room. When she reached her window she looked up once more at the roof and again curiosity consumed her. She breathed in deeply and flew up to see if there was anyone up there. Her heart began to beat fast and she felt herself tense up, she was afraid of finding Beast Boy kissing Terra just like in her vision. She let her breath out as she saw no one in the roof, she felt her heart return to its normal pace. She sat down on the roof and once more looked up at the night sky. 'How beautiful it is..just you and the starry sky..with nothing to worry about..with nothing around you just the water, the sky and the breeze.' she thought. She wrapped her cloak around her and once more stood up, she flew to her window and went in her room. She drew the drapes and walked to her bed where she quickly fell asleep.
I really feel
That I'm losing my best friend
I can't believe
This could be the end
The next morning everyone was in the kitchen.
"Beast Boy why are you so happy this morning?" asked Robin who looked up from the newspaper.
"Please friend tell us what is making you smile.." said Starfire who was now eating waffles.
Beast Boy looked at Terra and then at his friends. "Well id prefer to say when everyone is in here..including Raven.." he said.
Terra nodded and then added. "Yeah we want the whole team to know..."
Robin felt something inside tell him that it was going to be bad, but he just stayed quiet.
"Y'all won't be parents right?" asked Cyborg ask he sat down on the table.
Beast Boy and Terra stared at each other and then laughed.
"No!" they said in unison.
The remaining Titans in the kitchen sighed with relief and then slightly smiled at the two teens.
Raven walked in with her cup in her hand and stopped when she saw everyone staring at her. She looked over at Beast Boy who motioned her to sit down. She didn't know what was going on but she knew it was going to be bad, bad for her because Terra and Beast Boy were standing infront of everyone. She shook her head and then said. "I prefer to stand..."
"Alright then...Ok well everyone me and Terra have an announcement to make...." began Beast Boy who's smile was now very wide.
It looks as though you're letting go
And if it's real,
Well I don't want to know
Raven felt her heart accelarate, she put up her hood to hide her face from the others. She looked at Terra who was now beginning to talk.
"Yep..me and Beast Boy are going out, were a couple." said the happy blonde girl who hugged Beast Boy.
Raven felt her body cave in at the sound of that announcement. She felt a knot forming in her throat, 'I have lost him for good now...he will never be with me...im a monster not meant to be loved...' she thought. She felt her eyes began to water, she looked at her friends and saw they were all happy.
"Marvelous! I am glad to see that you have finally decided to become a pair!" said Starfire as she hugged Terra and Beast Boy.
"Wow thats..um..great" said Robin who looked at Raven and then walked up and gave a hand to Beast Boy and Terra.
"Wow y'all better not be gettig busy or anything...but im glad that y'all are dating.." said Cyborg as he hugged Terra and patted Beast Boy in the back.
Raven just stood there and knew that she was going to have to say something before they suspected anything. She felt her knot tighten and she knew she was going to crack if she talked, but she had to.
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
"Um..c-c-co-ongratualions...I-I-I h-hope that you are h-h-h-h-a-appy..." everyone looked up as they saw the living room window break, she wanted to run to her room and hide in her darkness but she couldn't.
They all looked at Raven, but Raven just stared at them with no expression.
"Thanks Raven" said Beast Boy and Terra to the gothic girl that just stood there.
Robin looked at the broken window and then turned to Raven. 'Poor Raven...it must really be hell...' he came back to earth when he heard Terra talk.
"And also thanks to all of you guys...I thought you guys weren't going to approve" said Terra who was smiling.
Raven watched them and she felt empty and sad. She decided to just leave they weren't going to notice her leaving, besides it would be better because she wouldn't be doing anymore damage. They were all talking and facing the 'couple', she walked out the doors that were now engulfed in black and melting, and headed towards her room drowning out the cheerfulness in the kitchen.
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
She arrived in her room and just stood and slowly began to release the tears that had been forming in her eyes. She fell to the ground and continued to sob quietly she cried for Beast Boy who didn't know she had feelings for him. She cried for her heart that now had a hole in it. She cried for herself because she was always going to be alone. She looked up and saw some of her possesions engulfed in black, they weren't levitating they were just engulfed in her power. She didn't care she continued to cry there on the floor.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox
A few months passed and all was well, well not all.
"Robin...friend Raven does not come out of her room now..she has been like this since the announcement of friend Terra and Beast Boy's couple status...do you know why?" asked Starfire as she laid on her bed with Robin beside her. (Don't think wrong..they're haven't done anything..)
Robin sighed and turned to his side and faced Starfire. "Well Star..um..Raven just wants to be alone..she probably is hurt because...I don't know.." he said as he frowned.
Starfire looked at Robin suspiciously and then said. "Robin I feel that there is something that you know and you wish not to share it with me...perhaps Raven has told you not to tell anyone so I am going to respect that and not ask you anymore..now do you wish to go and see if we could go have some fun at the mall of shopping? Or would you prefer to stay here alone?"
Robin stared at Starfire and then a small smile formed in his lips. He loved Starfire for being so comprehensive. Even if she was a little ignorant on a lot of things and she looked dumb and innocent she knew exactly when to be serious. He thought of Raven alone in her room like always meditating her problems away. 'You need to concentrate on your personal life too you know?..You should go out with Starfire and have a good time and then when you come back, you should go and talk to Raven...' he thought to himself. "Alright Star..we'll go to the mall..." he said as he got up from the alien's bed.
Starfire smiled and then she too got up and walked towards the door. As the couple walked out of Starfire's room and into the common room they found Terra and Beast Boy playing on the gamestation.
"Yo Terra imma beat you this time! No doubt about it!" cried the green boy as he jumped on the sofa with his fingers rapidly pushing the buttons on the controller.
"Right Beast Boy...thats what you said last time and you still lost..." laughed Terra who continued to push the buttons as well.
"Um guys...Star and I are going out..we'll be back later on in the day..Cyborg is out and Raven is in her room.." said Robin to the teens playing on the new television that they had bought, after Raven finished destroying the last one.
Terra pushed the game on pause and then stared at the couple.
"Ok..see you guys later..." she said as she resumed the game.
Robin and Starfire walked out of the tower, Starfire grabbed Robin by the arms and together they flew off towards the mall.
xoxoxoxoxoxoxox
Raven opened her eyes and stood up. 'That is enough meditating..I need to go out and get some more books..I also need more herbal tea and I need a new cloak..let's see what else do I need to do..' she thought to herself as she began walking around her room looking for her small, blue wallet that had a picture of a fairy on it. 'Oh yeah..I need candles...' She found her wallet on her dresser and then she walked out her room and stopped to lock her door. She didn't want anyone going in it while she was gone.
Our memories
They can be inviting
But some are altogether
Mighty frightening
As she walked through the familar halls she looked at the floors to remind her that Beast Boy and Terra were together and that they were in the common room. She stopped infront of the sliding doors that took her to the common room, she sighed and then walked into the room and saw the two teens playing on the gamestation.
"Wow Beast Boy you finally beat me! It will rain today..." said a giggling Terra.
"I told you I was going to beat you!" cried a grinning Beast Boy.
'Can't they do anything besides play the stupid video games?' she asked as she quietly walked to the doors. She felt a smile tug her lips as she thought that she had walked by unnoticed but she tensed up when she heard she was wrong.
As we die, both you and I
With my head in my hands
I sit and cry
"Hey Raven where are you going?" she heard him ask her.
'Why must he be the one to talk to me...Why!? Why!?' She thought to herself.
"We hardly see you know..you're like a rare jewel.." Beast Boy said to the girl who's back was facing him.
"Well I need to meditate and I like to be in my room where it is dark and quiet.." she answered him with coldness in her voice. 'Why am I talking to him like this?...Because he broke your heart! but he doesn't know I have feelings for him...' she thought.
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
"Um Raven would you like us to go with you to wherever you're going?" she heard Terra ask her.
"The place I am going to is a place you will find boring..and I prefer to go alone..please don't take it wrong..I just like being alone.." she said with her voice cracking a little bit on the word alone. "I must be going now..good-bye" she quickly said before going out the door and leaving the two teens in the common room.
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
"Do you really think she likes me? I mean ive heard everyone say that before I came she'd be reading in here and she'd go to the roof and almost never be in her room...and well now im here she is hardly comes out..." said Terra to Beast Boy who was staring at the spot where Raven had been just a few seconds ago.
He turned around and faced the blonde and placed a small kiss on her lips. "Terra, if Raven didn't like you we'd all know by now..besides if she doesn't like you she'll just have to swallow and accept you because you are part of the team now..." he told her as he smiled warmly.
Terra felt guilty for being a thorn on Raven's life, she felt as if Raven did not want her there but everyone kept telling her no. She nodded and then continued to play with Beast Boy.
xoxoxoxoxox
Raven walked into the dark coffee shop that was familiar to her since she came to Jump City. She heard the bell ring as she walked in and waved at Candice the girl who owned it. Candice had black, straight hair that was always shiny. Her eyes were blue like a crystal, clear ocean. She wasn't thin or thick she was average and her skin was pale just like Raven's. She was dressed in a black dress that was knee high and spaghetti strapped. Raven looked around and saw other people sitting at table's either reading books or drinking coffee/tea and talking with friends. The smell of coffee made her face lit up, she loved this little coffe shop.
"Hello Raven..what can I help you with today?" Candice asked her with a warm smile.
Raven walked up to her and then said. "Well Candice..I came in here looking for a book of poetry, 3 lavendar scented candles, 2 boxes of herbal tea and the cloak I ordered awhile back remember?"
Candice's face lit up. "Oh yes! It came just yesterday straight from Azarath, from the tailor that makes them." she said as she turned around and walked into a room. "Come on in Raven so that you can see it."
Raven nodded and then smiled, she liked this place. It was not only a coffee shop but also a lil dark, quiet place to read books, drink tea or coffee and also a small shop for meditational, spiritual and yoga supplies. (I love this store!! lol) She walked into the dark closet and saw Candice holding up a cloak just like hers.
"Here it is Raven..just how you wanted it..straight from Azarath.." said Candice who handed Raven the cloak for her to inspect.
Raven touched the cloak and smiled for she loved the fabric from Azarath. Another reason she liked this small place was because Candice was also from Azarath and still had contact there, so Raven could ask for whatever she needed that was in Azarath. "I will take it..how much do I owe you for everything?" asked Raven as she folded the cloak into a perfect square.
"Well 3 candles, 2 boxes of herbal tea, the book of poetry and the cloak...twenty-five dollars..BUT since you are one of my friends and your from Azarath ill only charge you the book.."
Raven's jaw dropped and she quickly shook her head. "No I could not possible do that...i'll pay you the exact amount alright?" she said as she got her wallet out and began to count the money.
"Nonsense Raven! You will only pay five dollars and that is that! Now give me my money and be gone! unless your going to stay and read?" said Candice who was smiling at Raven who was hesitating to pay only 5 dollars.
"No no I have to go back to the tower..here is the twenty..." she got interrupted by Candice who grabbed only five dollars and gently pushed Raven out.
"There you go Raven all paid up! I hope you come back soon!" said Candice as she waved goodbye to Raven who was now standing outside the little coffee shop.
Raven was going to back in but then a small laughed escaped her lips. 'Ahh Candice so nice and friendly..she won't accept the rest of the money...' she said in her mind as she walked towards the tower with her belongings.
xoxoxoxoxox
Raven walked into the tower and silence encircled her. She quietly walked towards her room and sighed, she was alone in the tower. She put her candles on her dresser and hung up her cloak next to some other ones. She put her book in her book shelf and her boxes of herbal tea, she stored them in one of her drawers. She grabbed one of the candles and walked towards the window, she noticed that it was not windy. "Perfect for meditating on the roof" she said to herself as she headed towards her door. She locked her room and walked towards the roof door, deciding not to make any noise and break the silence she decided to just teleport herself outside. She closed her eyes and chanted her 3 famous words.
"Azarath Metrion Zinthos".
When she opened her eyes she was outside, she turned around and froze when she saw the sight infront of her. Terra and Beast Boy kissing, she quickly hid behind the door and stared at the two lovers exchanging saliva. She felt her heart break into millions of little pieces, she felt her legs began to shake and she saw her vision blur.
It's all ending
I gotta stop pretending who we are...
You and me
I can see us dying...are we?
How could she have forgotten about her vision? She opened the door and slammed it shut, she ran to her room and just walked in. (She can walk through walls so yeah..) She felt the room spin around her and she fell to her knees. She hugged herself and continued to cry. 'Why did I go? Why did I forget my vision? Why must he love her? Why must I suffer? Why must they torment me? Why must I be alone?' More tears made their way down her pale cheeks.
"I am just an ugly monster who is unworthy of showing her feelings to the person she loves the most...I am just a monster meant to be alone forever..." she said through choking sobs.
Don't speak
I know just what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
No one could mend her broken heart now, the million pieces had scattered and now were cutting her more deep. The pain she felt was worse than ever, she knew she had lost him before but she still had a little hope, just like always, hope. But now she was sure that all hope was gone, and that she had lost him for sure. She was always going to be alone, no one would ever be by her side and tell her how much they loved her. Through closed eyes she heard her some of her possesions break, she opened her eyes and saw a lot of her stuff levitating around her and exploding. She closed her eyes once more and continued to cry, the pain she felt was very painful and nothing would stop it.
Don't speak
I know what you're thinking
I don't need your reasons
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Don't tell me 'cause it hurts
I know what you're saying
So please stop explaining
Terra and Beast Boy were kissing when they heard the roof door slam shut. The two lovers jumped up and looked scared.
"Um..what was that? Was there someone up here with us?" asked Terra who got up and walked towards the door.
"No if someone would of come in we would of heard the door open...but no noise until that slam..." said Beast Boy who followed Terra.
They looked at the door and slowly opened it, as if it were going to break. The looked down the stairs but saw no one. They looked at each other and then shrugged, whoever had been up there with them was now long.
Don't speak
Don't speak
Don't speak
ohhhhh
They walked back to their spot and sat back down, as they leaned towards each other and resumed their kiss they heard noises of things breaking. They took notice and looked at each other.
"What is that? Is that Raven?" asked Terra who held onto Beast Boy.
I know what you're thinking
And I don't need your reasons
I know you're good
I know you're good
I know you're real good oh
"I don't think it's Raven because she is out..unless she came back, but why would she be breaking things? She is alone down there, no one can bother her so I don't know why she would be doing that.." said Beast Boy who tightened his grip on Terra's waist.
"Or maybe its Cyborg working on the T-car..." said Terra who inched her way closer to him.
"Yeah...maybe.." said Beast Boy who closed his eyes and pressed his lips against hers. Ignoring the breaking noises that were ringing through out the tower.
La da da da da da
La da da da da da
Don't, don't
Ohh Ohh
Raven inside the tower hurting with pain and the two lovers outside filled with love.
Hush me hush me darling
Hush me hush me darling
Hush me hush me, don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Hush me hush me darling
Hush me hush me darling
Hush me hush me, don't tell me 'cause it hurts
Ok there it was Chapter 7 of 'She's Back' Yes it is pretty sad because Raven saw them... -curses Beast Boy and Terra- but what can we do? Life is so not fair...So how was the lil song involved with this?? Lol it probably sucked...sorry if it did! Please review and tell me what you thought. Thnkx!
Chapter 8: Raven gets even more depressed catching the attention of the rest of the Titans, they try to talk to the goth. Beast Boy see's that Raven avoids him and Terra making him mad. He decides to talk to her about it. (Um the talking part might be either next chapter or the chapter after next..)