Ok I am back with a new chapter, I am sorry that it has taken me a while to update but senior year has a lot of essay's and projects so yeah. I have made it kinda long, not that much but well to satisfy you guys. If its too long tell me and in the next chapter i'll try to cut it down. Ready for tomorrows episode? 'Spellbound' I can't wait to see it! I loved 'Haunted' and im guessing imma love 'Spellbound' as well :D Well I hope you guys like this chapter and im glad that you guys liked the last chapter with the lil song :) Maybe later on in the story there will be another song..who knows. Now to those of you who reviewed.
XxRavenxX - Im glad you liked the parts without Terra in them. Lol -helps stab Terra- Im in the stabbing mood right now.
Marchwarden's Blue Eyed S - I am sorry that I made you cry! -hands tissue- I know poor Raven...hopefully she will be happy... :) I am glad you loved it though :D I hope you like this chapter..Thnkx Ruby!
JAkkEd-UP - Thnkx :D
Auroran-Wings - Nope do not worry Raven will not turn suicidal..I think..Lol I had to take 3 years of typing classes in middle school..but I don't think I type fast...lol Im glad you like :)
Kaos Kitsune - I am sorry that it brought you to tears :( -hands tissue- I never knew it would do that to anyone. It is ok if you can't spell, we are all not perfect were only human :) Besides this isn't school..lol.
Gryffindor620 - Im glad Raven is your favorite as well :D She is sooooo awesome! Yes it is tough and sad.. :(
ShadowDown - The song was 'Don't Speak' by No Doubt..I really like that song..I am sorry that if it bugged you. I am glad that you reviewed though :) thnkx.
Aninnymous - Skorts are nice to wear :) Im not a really big expert on Raven so I don't really know but I tried my best to try and make her be like her lol No it's not late to confer to her emotions. To please you I added a small meeting with her emotions. As I said before im not a big expert on Raven but I try. Thnkx though :)
VashTheStampede7123 - I am glad that you would never insult Raven :D -joins in catching confetti- Lol aah yes the Terra bashing hehe. Lol poor Terra I bet she is dead by all that head bashing...-snickers- im so evil...I am really glad that you love my story! I hope that you like this chapter :)
Disclaimer: I do not own the Teen Titans.
Ok here is the continuation of this story. I really apologize if the characters seem OOC, I hope they don't but if they do once more sorry but I tried my best to make them seem IC. Enjoy!
She's Back
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Robin and Starfire walked into the tower and their smiles faded as they heard things crashing from one of the dormitories. Robin felt his heart had stopped as he knew whose room it was.
"Raven!" he cried as he ran up the few steps towards the rooms. He slid to a stop infront of the gothic girls room and kicked the door. But it wouldn't open he kicked it again and this time with full force and the door managed to fall down. He looked in and saw Raven on the floor with shattered pieces of glass and other things around her. Her room was destroyed and now other windows from the tower were beginning to crack. He walked in dodging the flying possesions and jumped on the crying girl.
Raven felt someone jump on her, she didn't want to look up. She wanted to die and take her broken heart with her. She didn't want to be here anymore, she didn't want to be hurting no more. She slowly looked up at her attacker and saw Robin looking down on her with a soft expression on his face. She closed her eyes and she felt as she slowly began to take control.
Starfire was now in the room with the two teens on the floor, she feared for Raven and for Robin who had risked the flying objects. She slowly inched her way towards them as she saw the objects begin to fall on the floor.
"Friends are you unharmed?" she said with her innocent voice.
Robin sat up and slowly picked up Raven who was still crying but only the tears ran down her cheek, no sobs. He hugged his friend and rocked her gently, it was as if he was protecting his cub from any danger. But he knew that the danger had already gotten to it, he had been late to protect her from them.
Starfire felt tears form in her eyes as she saw her best friend crying. She kneeled beside Raven and Robin and she too joined with them in their hugging moment. The three of them rocked together until Raven spoke.
"I saw them...my vision came true..I am alone...." she said in a very low whisper.
Robin gritted his teeth as he imagined Terra and Beast Boy kissing infront of Raven. Why couldn't they just go kiss somewhere else instead of here? He loosened his arms around the pale girl and said. "Raven you are not alone..you have me and Starfire and Cyborg..you will never be alone..as long as your with the Teen Titans you'll never be alone.." he said with a calm voice.
Starfire had been listening and understood a little bit. Raven was in love with Beast Boy and it hurt her to see him with Terra. "Friend you are never alone...Robin is right..you have all of us here with you..we are The Teen Titans.." said Starfire who held a hand out to the depressed girl.
Raven stared at her two friends and nodded she took Starfire's hand and squeezed it. She was glad to have both of her close friends with her at this moment. Even though they were there she still felt that pain inside of her and it wasn't going to go away that easily. "But...you guys will get married and leave and then ill be alon.." she couldn't finish for Robin shushed her.
"Please do not think of the future like that..if Robin and I are to be married then you shall come with us no matter what..I know Robin has no objection to this because he too wants the same thing.." Starfire said to Raven who still had tears trickling down her pale cold cheeks.
Robin got up and picked up the telepathic's door and kicked it into its hinges once more. "There..now we have more privacy and those two..won't come barging in.." he said as he walked over and closed the curtains to the now broken window.
Starfire helped Raven up and sat her on the bed. She sat beside Raven and gave a weak smile to Robin who sat on the other side of the crushed girl.
"I don't know how I forgot my vision..I had told myself earlier when Terra had come that I was not to go up there...but I guess I forgot today because there I was.." Raven said as freshly tears puddled her eyes as she remembered the sight.
Starfire hugged her friend and let Raven rest her head on her shoulder.
"Please friend do not torment yourself with those memories..." said Starfire who gently moved locks of lavendar hair from the pale girls face.
"Starfire is right Raven..don't remember what you saw..it is better if you just forget about them. I know its going to be hard but remembering them only harms you more. Don't torment yourself, besides he is not worth your tears.." said the spiky haired boy who spoke with seriousness yet with softness at the same time.
Raven couldn't help it, her heart was broken and the boy she loved was in the roof making out with the girl of his dreams and it wasn't her. She felt as Starfire got up and walked out of her room leaving only Robin by her side. She stared at him with her violet eyes that had seen crying so much and then she said. "Thanks Robin..you and Starfire have been a big help..."
Robin smiled and then shook his head. "Don't say thanks...besides what are friends for? I don't want you to do some crazy thing like kill yourself or cut yourself all right? I want you to be brave and just stay calm, me and Star will come and check up on you..please Raven don't do anything stupid..its not worth it.." he said to her in a bold tone.
Raven didn't like the idea of being watched like a baby, but she quickly pushed the small anger that was starting to form from that idea. She knew that her friends only cared for her and wanted the best for her. They were like her parents, a small laugh escaped her pale lips and she looked up to see Starfire with a glass of water and pills.
"Is there something amusing friend?" asked Starfire as she handed the sleeping pills to Raven.
"It's just that you guys are like parents to me.." Raven said as her smile faded. "Thanks guys...you truly are friends...." she finished.
Starfire smiled and hugged Raven (lightly) and then watched as the goth drank the water with the pills. Robin also stood up and saw as Raven laid down and closed her eyes. Both teens began to walk towards the door and before they went out of her room they smiled and walked out closing the door firmly behind them.
As they entered the common room they saw Cyborg coming in with more parts for the T-car.
"Yo check it out..I found more parts for my baby, any of you guys want to help me install it? Where's Raven I wanna show her!" said and excited Cyborg who's expression rapidly changed when he saw the facial expressions on the two teens. "Did somebody die while I was gone?" he asked.
Starfire knew that Raven didn't want the whole world knowing of her problem so she perkied up and smiled.
"Friend! No one has passed away, Robin and I are just in this mood because we are tired from the moving pictures" she said with her green eyes glowing.
"Yeah Star had an awesome time at the movies..and so did I..." said Robin who put on a fake smile.
Cyborg stared at the two teens with suspicion and then shrugged and walked towards the garage forgetting about asking Raven to help him with the T-car.
Starfire looked at Robin and both teens sighed. They walked towards the couch and sat down together.
"We will check on her later.." said Robin as he threw his head back and rested it on the couch.
Starfire nodded and then hugged Robin. "Alright we shall see Raven in awhile." she said as she closed her eyes and listened to her boyfriends heartbeat.
Terra and Beast Boy walked in laughing and stopped when they saw the two teens on the couch. Robin and Starfire looked up and saw the two lovers standing there holding hands.
"So did you guys hear all that breaking noise?" asked Terra to the couple on the couch.
"Oh Raven hurt herself..." answered Robin with anger in his voice.
The two lovers shrugged.
"Well it looks like we need a movie..." said Beast Boy who walked towards the couch and plopped down when he got there.
Terra followed him and quietly sat down beside her green boyfriend.
Robin and Starfire stared at the lovers.
'He did not ask how Raven was hurt....' thought Starfire.
"Perhaps it is not such a good idea to watch a movie now that friend Rav..."
"Yes! A movie is perfect for this moment!" said Robin who then turned around and gave a sshh-dont-say-nothing-about-Raven look.
Starfire nodded. "A movie is perfect for this moment..." she said with a half smile showing.
Terra stared at her two friends and then shrugged, she got up and popped in a movie in the gamestion. She smiled and went back to the couch and sat beside Beast Boy who wrapped an arm around her slim waist.
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Raven walked through a garden that had a sky of different colors. She sighed and sat down on a spot that seemed comfortable. She closed her eyes and thoughts of Beast Boy crossed her mind once more. 'How could I fall in love with someone like him?' she thought before she got interrupted.
"Because he is funny, cute, annoying and because he is Beast Boy!"
Raven opened her eyes and looked up to find herself in a pink cloak. (Happy)
"Maybe he got mad because we didn't apologize.." came from a Raven who had a gray cloak. (Timid)
Raven turned around and looked Timid. "No he couldn't be mad at me, he doesn't know how I feel about him.." she said as her gaze fell on the green grass.
"We should of kicked his as...." the green cloaked Raven couldn't finish because she was interrupted by a yellow cloaked Raven wearing glasses. (Brave and Knowledge)
"I think you should tell him how you feel or else love will find another way out and it'll be in a ugly way...you know that when you don't express us the correct way we get out eventually..remember what happened with Fear?" said Knowledge.
Raven stared at her emotions without saying anything and then just sighed. "But I can't tell him I mean he's with Terra..I can't destroy their relationship."
"But what about me? I want to be expressed..I don't like being hidden from the world."
Raven turned around and stared at a baby blue cloaked Raven. (Love)
Raven stared at Love and then slowly began to get up. She walked towards Love and stopped right infront of her.
"So you are Love right?" the pale girl asked Love. Her voice filled with nothing but a hurt tone.
"Yes I am Love...and it's not my fault I popped out to join your other emotions. You just fell in love and here I am." said Love with a smile in her face.
Raven was about to say something when another Raven dressed in a black cloak appeared. (Depression) Raven stared at Depression and felt a tug in her heart. This was the Raven that had appeared the day Terra had arrived, this poor Raven that only existed to feel pain.
"He will never love me...he has found someone way better than me..did you not see them kissing in the roof? They love each other" said Depression as she stared at Raven.
Raven felt pain in her heart as she said those words. She was right, they were deeply in love and nothing and no one would ever break them apart.
"I am sorry you had to come up in existance Depression but well...I wasn't expecting this..it all came so sudden.." said Raven as she sat down once more.
The rest of her emotions (even sum I didn't mention) sat down around her. Each one looking at her and nodding lightly.
"I don't know what to do...Robin told me to tell him but...well.." she couldn't finish because Happy interrupted her.
"I think you should tell him that we love him! WE LOVE BEAST BOY!!" cried the pink cloaked girl. She was smiling and clapping at the same time. "Don't you guys agree?? Let the message out!! We will all be happy!!"
"Oh Shut up! We should just kick his ass and then go and kill Terra.." came from a red cloaked Raven. (Rage)
Raven looked at Rage and then blinked. "No I can't kill Terra..it's not right.." she said while shaking her head.
"I think we should keep this to ourselves not let him know...we should just stay quiet forever..besides isn't that our purpose?" said Depression who buried her face in her hands.
Raven stared at her emotion cry for the love of her life. Depression was right, she was meant to be alone. Live alone and die alone. She was born alone and she was going to have to go the same way, alone.
"I think you should tell him when the time is right..it does not have to be right now it can be a few weeks from now even years from now..when the time is right...what I mean is that if the time is right tomorrow then tomorrow it will be.." said Knowledge who looked at each emotion and then at Raven.
Raven looked at Knowledge and then nodded approving that answer. She liked it but then the thought ruining Beast Boy's relationship made her shake her head. "But I don't..."
"Oh Shut up! Just tell that goddam boy that you love him!! Geeze who cares if you ruin their relationship...you have to be selfish once in awhile!" yelled Rage who stood up but was quickly seated back down by Knowledge who tugged at her rope quite hard.
Although she didn't want to ruin it she did want to be selfish for once, she did want to express her feelings for him and let him know. She wanted to let this big weight off of her chest, she wanted to feel alright again. Raven turned and stared at Love who had been quiet the whole time. "What do you think Love? Tell me..please.." said Raven with a whisper.
Love looked up at Raven and then said. "Raven I agree with Knowledge. You should tell him when time is right, I need to come out eventually..he needs to know..please.." Love answered her.
Raven sighed and then got up, as she was going to turn around and walk out of that beautiful green garden she looked at Depression who still had her face buried in her pale hands. Raven nodded and then walked out leaving her emotions behind her beginning to talk about her decision.
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The movie ended and the four teens on the couch stayed silenced until Beast Boy broke the silence.
"So where is Raven? I haven't seen her for a while.." he said as he looked at Robin.
Robin felt Beast Boy's gaze on him but he didn't turn to look at his friend. 'He is still wondering why I asked him those questions..' he thought to himself as he got up and said. "Alright Star I gotta go and see if I am needed in my room." motioning towards the dormitories as he said room.
Starfire nodded and then got up. "Oh yes Robin..you must go and see if your room is ok..." said Starfire who winked at Robin. A very noticeable wink.
Beast Boy and Terra noticed the wink and then suspicions filled them.
"Um Starfire is there something wrong with your eye? Or are you winking?" asked Terra who looked at the alien suspiciously.
"Dude whats going on? You guys have been acting weird ever since we got here..and where's Raven?" he asked with him knowing that she was in her room like always.
"I am right here..what do you want?"
The four teens turned around to see Raven standing with a cup in her hand. Her eyes were puffy but not that much, even though her voice was monotic they could still hear the sadness behind it. Her lavendar hair was neatly brushed and fixed behind her ears.
Beast Boy couldn't speak when he heard Raven, he had been startled. But he managed to calm his pulse and opened his mouth. "Why don't you join us here in the common room? We could all have some together time..you hardly come out of your room. I know that you like to be locked up but well..." Beast Boy couldn't take it no more, he felt a small anger rise in him. He needed to find out why Raven had changed after Terra's arrival. "Why don't we ever see you down here again? Ever since Terra came back you've been locked up in your room. And your always in a bad mood, what is wrong with you? Do you hate Terra? Cuz if you do then mayb..." he got cut off by Raven who lifted her hand indicating to stop talking.
Raven felt anger stir in her, 'Calm down Raven..Calm down Raven..' She knew Rage was tired of keeping her feelings towards him hidden but she guessed Rage must be working to let loose right now.
Robin knew that it was not a good time to be asking questions. He was going to tell Beast Boy that Raven was just tired, but before he could Raven spoke.
"Beast Boy..I don't have to explain anything to you or her. Why I lock myself up in my room is my business and my business only. You and her should not even care what I do. Mind your own business, and so what if I do hate Terra? What are you going to do about it? Are you going to quit just because I don't like her? If you were to quit that would be a very stupid thing to do..I don't want to join you in this 'happy' reunion because I don't like happy. Happy is dead for me at this moment, I love to be in my room because I am away from you and her and everyone else. I don't like to be in the same room as she is in, there I said it. You wanted me to tell you....I don't like Terra...I just don't like her..is that what you wanted to hear? Are you happy now? Are you glad that now you know why I keep myself in my room? I don't want to do anything to her, I am trying to avoid tragedy! Now I am done." finished Raven who then turned around and walked to her room.
Raven felt her heart beating fast, she stopped at her door and looked up at it. 'You did it...you told them that you disliked her..' she thought. She put her hand on her heart and felt that it was still beating fast.
"Azarath Metrion Zinthos"
Her door slid open and she walked into her darkness.
End of chapter 8. I hope that you guys enjoyed it as much as I enjoyed writing it. :D I also apologize if I have confused you. I just had my sister read it and she said "It's good..yeah...bye" lol Um sorry im crazy. Anyways I hope that I have satisfied your reading pleasure and if not I am disappointed in myself! I will try and satisfy you in the next chapter. Thnkx!
Chapter 9: The team now knows that Raven dislikes Terra, but why? Beast Boy is angry at her and decides to find out why Raven doesn't like her. Will he find out her feelings towards him?