Alrighty I am updating once more on this beautiful 11 of October 2004. I have finished chapter 9 and I decided to update as soon as I could which is right now. For now on I should put the date so I could see when I last updated them :) Ok I am very glad that you guys liked the last chapter. I am also glad because I got a few more reviews :D Im glad that people read this. So this chapter is about Beast Boy trying to figure out why Raven hates/dislikes Terra so much. We will see what happens to these two. I decided to put in something special because I just had to add it, if you guys don't like it (which I doubt) but just incase you guys don't like it don't worry cuz its the only one in this story. I do hope that you guys enjoy reading this chapter, I really liked making this chapter. Now to my reviewers..

JAkkEd-UP - :D

Raven A. Star - It is ok but you reviewed for chapter 8 :D I decided that Raven needed sumone to be close with so I chose Robin and Starfire. I mean Starfire is sweet and cares about her friends a lot while Robin is the team leader and he needs to be caring for his team mates so yeah they were perfect :) Lol I think BB will need to be hurt...hehe im sooo evil..

Gryffindor620 - Lol Beast Boy is in idiot?? xD I guess he is..I believe a jerk in this story...well in the previous chapter.

XxRavenxX - Yes poor Raven -tear- Do not worry in another fic of mine I don't think Raven will suffer as much. Lol. I can't help it I love writing depressing love stories, its kinda my thing..-shrugs- im weird like that..

ShadowDown - I am glad that the song didn't bug you -jumps with joy- Yes poor Depression it is so sad that she is the one that must suffer mostly all the pain of love and such. Yes Raven is a mysterious girl but that is what makes her beautiful, awesome and so cool. Lol.

Auroran-Wings - I am very glad to see that you loved it :) It makes me very happy foreals. Lol yes he is acting like a jerk. Lol Sadly Terra will not be going anywhere in this story :( Sad yes I know! lol Chinchilla xD -feeds chinchillas Terra-

VashTheStampede7123 - I am glad that you like that moment. As I said sumwhere up there in Raven A. Star 's review thingy. (You could read it :D) Yes. Lol -joins in Terra whacking- Fun fun :D I hope that I don't end up like Terra now that I updated. Or am I still going to end up like her?? -hopes not- I hope you like this chapter :)

Disclaimer: I do not own The Teen Titans.

I am sorry if they seem OOC but I tried my best. I hope you enjoy the story! :D

She's Back

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Terra stood perfectly still after Raven left the common room. Silence encircled her and the three titans beside her. 'She hates me..but why? What did I ever do to her? I hate being the problem...I knew I shouldn't of come back..I should of just left some place else..' she thought as she stood there perfectly still.

Beast Boy felt his hands begin to sweat. His uniform became a very tight place to be in and he felt his breathing become noisy. Had Raven just said that she disliked Terra, had Raven just told him to fuck off in a nice way? 'Why does she hate her though?' As those thoughts ran through the changelings head anger began to rise in him. Anger towards Raven who didn't know how to love and love back. Anger for ruining his perfect day with Terra, anger for not knowing why Raven was acting like she was. He turned around and faced Robin and Starfire who were standing there looking at the floor.

The atmosphere in the common room felt cold and unfriendly. The only noise heard was the humming of the heater and air conditioner working to regulate the temperature in the tower. Outside they could see the sun was now setting, Cyborg walked in whistleling but immediately stopped when he saw the four teens standing with surprised expressions on their faces.

"Yo could someone mind telling ol Cy here what the heck is going on in here?" he said as he finished whipping his greasy metallic hands.

"Raven doesn't like Terra..."

Cyborg turned around towards Beast Boy and slowly walked to him.

"Say what? Rae don't like Terra? Now who said that stupid thing?" he asked with a joking smile.

Beast Boy made fists. "She said it herself Cyborg! Raven told us just a few minutes ago, she hates being in the same room as Terra. That's why she locks herself up in her room.." he said with anger in his voice.

Cyborg wiped the smile off and looked at Terra who had tears trickling down her cheeks. He felt sorry for the blonde, it wasn't going to be easy for her living here with Raven not liking her. His gaze moved to Robin who was holding Starfire against him. He began to understand why they had been acting weirdly before. He sighed and then moved his gaze back to the green boy who showed an expression of pure anger.

"Well do any of you know the reason why Rae said this?" asked Cyborg as he looked at his team mates slowly and carefully.

Robin felt himself tense up when Cyborg asked this, Starfire and him knew the reason why and he didn't think Raven would want everyone else to know. He tightened his hug on Starfire to signal her not to answer the question. Starfire returned the message with her grip on the hug tightening as well.

"No Cyborg we don't know why Raven is acting like this..but I think its better not to bother her tonight or tomorrow. Let's let her cool off for awhile.." said Robin to the half robot that just stood there waiting for answers.

"Robin you are a liar! You and Starfire both know why Raven is acting like this because you guys have been acting weird!" cried Beast Boy who turned around and glared at his leader.

"Please friends we must not fight..Beast Boy we assure you that we do not know why friend Raven is acting like this..." lied Starfire. She hugged Robin and began to lead him towards the doors leading to the dormitories.

Beast Boy stared at Starfire and he knew that Starfire would not lie. "But still you guys are acting weird.." Beast Boy turned around and faced Terra who still remained in the same position as she had been since Raven left. He walked towards her and held her in a hug. "Don't worry Terra everything will be alright. Raven is probably confused or is just tired thats it..now you should go to bed...today has been crazy..." he said before lightly kissing the blue eyed girl.

Terra nodded and then slowly got out of his hug and walked towards the dormitories. She stopped and then turned around and looked at Beast Boy who stood looking back at her. His green eyes dug into hers and she managed a small smile before turning around and disappearing through the doors.

Beast Boy sighed and turned his green gaze to Cyborg who just scratched his head.

"Woman are so hard to understand..." he walked over to the security panel and typed in the passcode. A small locking noise was heard throughout the tower, security was set up now. "Alright imma hit the charger..the tower is safe now..nothing can get in and nothing can get out...good night Beast Boy.." he said as he yawned.

"Good night Cy..." said the changeling to the disappearing hybrid.

Beast Boy yawned and walked through the halls, he stopped infront of Raven's door and he felt anger rise up once more but it quickly faded. 'Why does she hate Terra? What did Terra ever do to her?...I need to find out why..' he pressed his ear against the door and heard nothing but wind flowing through curtains. 'Why does Raven have her window open?' he thought to himself as he turned into a small garden snake and slithered under the gothic girls door. Once in the room he went back to human form and he stood in surprise as he saw the scene.

The room was a complete mess, it had broken statues, ripped books, the mirror was broken, some of her shelves were hanging and others were broken, pieces of glass were scattered all over the floor and the bed was messy. It looked as if a hurricane or tornado had just passed through there.

Beast Boy searched the dark room for Raven but he couldn't find her. His gaze moved to the flowing curtains that were to be covering a window that was now no longer existing. 'That's why theres glass on the floor..the window is broken...' he thought to himself as he walked towards the broken window. When he reached the window he looked up at the sky and noticed a full moon in the sky. He remembered the night he had asked Terra to be his girlfriend, it was a night just like this one. Except Raven didn't confess anything in the other night. He was about to turn around and leave when he heard the familiar words that would always come out of the pale girls lips. He transformed himself into a eagle and flew out of the window. He went on the roof and saw Raven levitated above the roof with her eyes closed, chanting her words. He turned into his human form and quietly waited for Raven to finish her meditation.

The night air was chilly and nothing was heard except for the waves crashing against the shore and Raven chanting her words. At that moment she felt peace and tranquility, nothing to worry about and nothing to bother her. She slowly opened her eyes and looked up at the clear sky, the full moon shone bright and the stars twinkled beside it. A dark figure caught her eye and she gasped when she saw who it was.

"Hello Raven..I came to talk to you about what happened earlier..." said Beast Boy with a slight hint of anger showing.

Raven wrapped her cloak around her body and sighed a deep sigh. She felt her heart begin to accelarate, images of what she had see earlier kept running through her mind reminding her that he was with Terra. She didn't feel like talking to him at this moment, she was sad, angry and tired.

"Beast Boy now is not the time to talk about anything.." she said with her emotionless voice, hoping for him to just leave her alone in the roof like she was meant to be.

"No Raven I am not going to leave you here...not until I understand things.." he said with his expression set into a serious one. He made his hands into fists as he saw Raven turn around and begin to walk away from him. He ran by her side and grabbed her arm.

Raven was startled by the green boys action. She looked down at his hand and then moved her gaze to his face.

"Please let go of my arm" she said to the green boy who was grabbing her arm and not loosening his grip on it.

"No I want to talk to you...tell me why your acting like this!" cried the changeling who pulled Raven towards him.

Raven felt this closeness and her heart began to pound against her chest. She knew he had to know in order for him to understand her behavior and also so that he could let go of her arm.

"You really want to know?" she asked him with a serious and calm tone. 'Are you sure you want to tell him?' she thought to herself. She looked at him and then felt her body go cold as she continued to stare into those beautiful green eyes. 'Yes I should...now or never..'

"Yes.." the changeling answered.

"Its..its..cuz..I...I....love you.." she said in a very low whisper. It was so low that Beast Boy had to lean in more in order to hear her.

Beast Boy looked up and saw as tears began to trickle down her cheek. He let go of her arm and stared at her in shock as he now knew why she had been avoiding him and Terra. "You do?" he asked as he continued to stare at the pale girl infront of him.

Raven turned her back towards him and in a low voice she said. "Yes I've loved you for awhile now..before we met Terra. Although you were annoying and ignorant I felt some kind of feeling towards you, specially after you came in to my mind. When she came I felt jealousy thats why I didn't approve of her. When she left the first time I was glad and I had hope that I would tell you how I felt for you, but then she came back and once more I felt threatened. When she betrayed us I hated her..not only because she betrayed us but because she hurt you very deep. I told myself that I would never forgive her for that, you are a very sweet person who deserved much more better than being hurt..and well when she came back the second time I lost a lot hope of a future for you and me..but I still had a little, then I saw you guys kissing earlier today and well my hope died.." she said as more tears made their way down her cheeks.

Beast Boy stood there staring at the crying girl infront of him. The girl that had just confessed her love for him. 'So it was her who slammed the door, that is why her room is a mess...she is hurt...that is why she hates Terra...' he thought to himself. He turned around and then felt a big knot in his throat. Raven loved him, she had always loved him and he never knew. He turned towards her once more and saw she was no longer crying. Her violet eyes were staring into his green ones, he could feel her pain by just looking into her eyes. He quickly moved his gaze towards the floor.

"I didn't know...I always thought you hated me...If I would of known sooner things would be a lot different now..before we met Terra I had feelings for you Raven...but you just never let me near you, you never wanted me to show you my love. I thought you didn't like me so I decided to move on, then Terra came into our lives and well...you know the rest..." he said as he stared into her eyes once more. He felt his blood run through his body like cold water in really hot pipes. He noticed as she lifted her hand and slowly tucked a piece of her lavendar hair behind her pale ear.

Raven looked at him staring at her. 'He had feelings for me? Why did I never notice?...Oh Raven...' She let her arms fall beside her body and she slowly fell to the ground in a sitting position. She felt her eyes begin to water, she was going to be crying once more. She swallowed her tears down and managed to choke out a few words.

"I...aam...sorry...for this....I guess..I lost....for...being to slow..." she felt a tear fall down her cheek, she looked at the ground and just let the rest of them begin to fall.

Beast Boy walked towards her and sat down beside her. He sighed and then lightly placed his hand on her shoulder. He could feel as she stiffened up but after a few seconds she became relaxed at his touch. He lifted her head so that he was looking at her straight in the eyes. He saw as she slowly leaned closer towards him, he closed his eyes and then he felt her soft lips on his. His heart pounded on his chest and he felt as if it were going to explode. He quickly pulled away and then stared at her for a moment. She just stared at him with her violet eyes burning into him.

Raven stared at him and then closed her eyes as she leaned in to kiss him. She felt free and alright at that moment, that beautiful moment were their lips were touching. She felt as he pulled away and then she opened her eyes, she knew that he didn't really love her back. She sighed and then said "Im sorry Beast Boy...I couldn't resist it..". She turned away and stared at the full moon above.

Beast Boy stared at the beautiful pale girl and found it hard to say what he needed to say. "Raven I am sorry that this happened like it did..but I love Terra...im really sorry..."

Raven felt her heart stop and her breathing became so slow it seemed as if she wasn't breathing at all. Her mind slowly began to remember some of her conversations with her emotions.

"I think you should tell him that we love him! WE LOVE BEAST BOY!!" cried the pink cloaked girl. She was smiling and clapping at the same time. "Don't you guys agree?? Let the message out!! We will all be happy!!"

"I think we should keep this to ourselves not let him know...we should just stay quiet forever..besides isn't that our purpose?" said Depression who buried her face in her hands.

Depression was right, she was meant to be alone. Live alone and die alone. She was born alone and she was going to have to go the same way, alone.

"Raven I agree with Knowledge. You should tell him when time is right, I need to come out eventually..he needs to know..please.."

'Oh how right you were Depression...we are meant to be alone forever...' she said in thought to herself. More tears begin to spill down her doll like face making her vision blurry.

"Please leave Beast Boy...I will see you tomorrow...good night..." she said trying to hide the little sobs that were trying to escape.

Beast Boy got up and stared at the crushed girl. He felt horrible at that moment, how could he do so much pain to someone like her. He knew that she was not going to say anything else, she needed to be alone at this moment. "Good night Raven..." he said as he transformed into an eagle and flew back inside the tower. Little did he know that those would be the last words he would ever speak to her.

There it was the ending to chapter 9, so how was it? I hope you guys enjoyed it. Yeah I know its sad and poor Raven but as I said sumwhere in the beginning of this story that this story was going to finish in a sad ending so yeah. Well I am sad to say that there is only one more chapter left for this story and that is Chapter 10. Yes the end is near...very near! I thought that this story was going to suck but I really like it Perhaps once im done with it ill re-read it xD yes...I just love depressing stories. Oh yeah and for those of you who read my other fic 'Jealousy is Evil' you guys know that there will be a sequel and well I am going to start it. Now I need 2 names for Raven's twins (one boy and one girl) and also a name for Starfire and Robin's baby. Oh and help me decide wether to choose boy or girl. Okie dokie?? Thnkx! Sorry for that being soooo long.

Chapter 10: What happens to Raven? How does the team react to whatever happened to Raven? Find out in the final chapter of 'She's Back' !