Marik chan: OK you guys since im getting really sick of this story and I don't like it anymore im gonna start making it a little hasty and just post it every Friday...I have it all figured out now! Its gonna have 18 chapters! Ofcourse im still hoping that you guys review!


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Chapter 12: I feel so

Ryou walked through Domino City. Thinking about this and that. It was 2 am in the morning and he couldn't sleep. Marik wouldn't escape his mind but neither would that newspaper article. What was he supposed to do?

Some times I wish I was brave

I wish I was stronger

Wish I could feel no pain

Marik was prepared to tell the whole school but he was not. He loved Marik more than anything but still...he had doubts. Maybe he was just afraid of the reactions he was going to get from his fellow students.

Wish I was young

Wish I was shy

I wish I was honest

I wish I was you not I

What would his friends say? Will they accept it just as fast as they accepted Joeys and Setos feelings for another or will they call him a freak and shove him off. But they are his friends...they wouldn't just push him off like that, would they?

Yugi was in love with Yami and Yami with Yugi everyone knew that. But nobody cared. Then why is everyone making such a big deal out of their love?!

Cause I feel so mad

I feel so angry

Feel so careless

So lost and confused again

Feel so cheap

So used, unfaithful

He was suffering under it all and Marik probably to. He didn't want Marik to hurt anymore. He sufferd so much already why put him through more?

Lets start over

Lets start over

Sometimes

I wish I was smart

I wish I made cures for

How people are

I wish I had power

I wish I could breathe

I wish I could change the world

For you and me

But still if he told the school his love for Marik would they leave them alone? Or still make a big deal out of it? He knew how many girls were in love with Marik. Nobody was in love with Ryou. He didn't have his own little fanclub like Yami, Joey, Seto or his lover. Hell even Bakura had a little fanclub full of girls.

BAKURA!!!! Something was wrong with Bakura! He had been crying. Opening the mindlink he tried to talk to Bakura.

,Kura...? Ah I mean Bakura..., He got no answer.

,Bakura., He said a bit louder.

He decided to go into the soul room.

Slowley creeping down the hall he opened the door to Bakuras soul room.

"Bakura?" He heard breathing. Bakura was asleep. He walked over to the bed and looked at the sleeping spirit.

"Kura...." He sighed covering up the yami and smiling. He kissed Bakura on the cheek and tasted salt. Bakura had been crying. The tear stained cheeks revealed it all. Ryou had no idea what happened to his Yami but what was he supposed to do. Bakura didn't talk to him. Deciding not to disturb him any longer he left the soul room and went back to the Domino City streets.

Cause I feel so mad I feel so angry

Feel so careless

So lost, confused again

Feel so cheap so used, unfaithful

Lets start over

Lets start over

Marik was deep in sleep when the doorbell rang. He didnt want to get up but since Ishizu was back in Egypt he had no choice.

He looked at the clock: 3 am! Who the hell was bothering him this early!! He sat up in bed wiping the sleep from his eyes. The doorbell rang again. "COMING!!!"

He stood up and slumped to the door. "Yes...? He said sleepily opening the door. Ryou looked up at Marik. "Ryou?" Marik was now wide awake. "What are you doing here?"

"I...had to see you...I missed you so much Ai." Ryou said looking down. Marik smiled and took Ryou inside. "You look tired tenshi." He said going into the kitchen making tea. Ryou caught a glimps of Mariks back. He saw all the marks now in the light. Afterall he was only half naked and was wearing a pair of tight black boxer shorts.

"Wheres Ishizu?" Ryou asked. "Shes in egypt. They found a new Pyramid and called her right away. She took a plane yesterday night at 8." He said coming out with a tablet of tea.

"Here before you catch a cold." He said handing Ryou a cup of tea and sitting down next to him.

"Did I bother you?" Ryou asked.

"Oh no! I was just sleeping but its ok. Id stop anything to see you my love." He said smiling.

"I didn't mean to disturb your sleep." Ryou said slightley blushing."Don't worry its fine!" Marik laughed. Ryou felt slightley uncomfortable for barging in on Marik like this. It was 3 am in the morning. What was he doing out at this time anyway!!!

"Something wrong love?" Marik asked. "What?! Oh no its fine I just um..." Ryou stared at the egyptens tanned chest, mouth half open, eyes wide as the water started to pour together in his mouth.

Marik looked down at himself. "Hm? Something wrong Ryou?" Ryou realized that he was starting to drool. "NO!!! Uhhh I mean no...I was just...um..im sorry."

Marik laughed. "Your beat why don't we go to bed you can stay here for the night." Marik stood up and headed for his room when Ryou grabbed his wrist and pulled him back towards him.

"Wait...I didn't get a chance to say hello..." Ryou breathed and pulled Marik closer into a passionate lip locking embrace. Marik gladly returned it scooping the younger one up into his arms and carrying him into his bedroom.

"Sleep now little angel." He said kissing Ryou on the forehead and covering him up. He fell asleep immidiatly. "Sweet little light..." He smiled before laying down next to him. He wonderd why Ryou was visiting him this late...well ok early but still....did he really miss Marik that much? He looked over at the sleeping boy.

He looked so pure and innoncent when he was sleeping. A true angel....his last thought before he drifted off to sleep.

MC: Another short chapter I know! But if I would have continued with the next day it would ruin the mood! Sooo... Read and Review please!!