Lover of My Soul
Disclaimer: I do not and I repeat DO NOT own DBZ :) :P
Chapter One: Out the Door, Gone Forever
Hey SUP!!!!!? LOL. I'm DaRkXAnGeLz a new writer here at Just a lil bout me. I love writin stories and poetry!!! I've written them for a while. But this is the first time I actually thought about putting one online.
I hope you like my writing. It's short I know but it will get longer...I swear!!!!!! PPL I am gonna like try to put up the new chapters like once a week..or so...ok!!!!!!!!!
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We sat there on the soft cushions of my antique living room sofa. Silence lay between us both. Niether knowing what to say to make this all go away. Tears fell from my face like the rain does from the sky. This was so hard for me to do. How could I let go of the person I had grow so fond of? The person i got used to seeing everyday when I opened the front door. The voice I always heard on the other end of the phone? It seemed impossible.
Trunks looked at me with thoughs crystal blue eyes of his. A look that would make any girl melt like ice-cream does on hott summers. A look from the only man that could see into my very soul. He knew exactly how I felt about his going away. All he could do was stare at me with a look of pitty and compassion. Our lips touched soflty, as I began to cry harder. I felt so angry at myself for acting like such a child. I thought I had been prepared to handle this when it happened. I had assured myself that I would go through this day that like an adult. Like a average 17 yr old would. But I didn't. I guess i hadn't expected it to come so soon. Tears ran down my weary face.
"Do You have to go?" I said under my breath. Wiping the tears from my eyes. I faked a smile. Trying to act stronger then I really was. Inside I felt like I was dieing. I just didn't want him to know that. He probably thought I was pathetic.
"Yea, I'm sorry Pan" he responded as he took me into his two firm arms. I dug my face into his chest and breathed in his scent. Trying to clearly remember it so that after he'd left it was still there with me.
I wanted to stay there forever. But I knew it was impossible. He wasn't going to tell me were he was going. I had already insisted enough. He would leave for who knows how long........to who knows where.
He let go aboughly. As if thinking, if he didn't go now, he would never leave. He walked away from me. Never changing his pace. Never looking back. I knew this was hurting him as much as it was hurting me. I thought I
heard him whisper I love you but wasn't sure.
He went out my front door. Slamming it behind him. I ran to the open window not wanting to go outside. I knew I would only make our separation harder. If I went out there I would run after him I knew it. So I just stayed here by the window, crying like the rain that fell outside. . More then a window separated us now....I just didn't know it yet. i knew at that moment that I might never see him again. But part of me just kept hoping ....I would.
He stepped into his black mustang. Securly fasaning his seat belt. What made me mad, was that he didn't even bother looking back at the house, or at me. He just turned on the engine and backed out of my driveway. Before I knew it he was gone.
I kept looking at where his car had been just seconds ago. Somewhere inside I was hoping he'd changed his mind and pull up my driveway once again and say he wasn't gonna go to...where ever he was off to.
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Um yea that's pretty much it for now. LOL. Um tell me how ya like it. I'll write the next part real soon!!! Peace out ppls!!!!! Rosalie ( my big sis ) I luv yea!!!!!!!!!! Have fun in collage!!!!!! Sese u ROK keep drawin manga.....and ppl if ur interested in seeing her art work e-mail me!!!!!!!