Miroku's thoughts
I love you so much you didn't even know
But I guess I have to let you go.
Miroku sighed as he walked along a stream, the path back to his village. The pathway out of Sango's life... He didn't want to admit to himself how much it hurt to have been rejected by her. He had let his guard down and his hopes up once again that morning. Just the look in her eyes made him wonder if she wanted to say something before they parted. He had needed her to say something... anything. But just because you needed or wanted something didn't mean you would get it.
I wish we could go back to that Monday night
Maybe things would have been better and we'd be together.
I hate my life I really do
If you only knew I needed you.
He stared at his once cursed hand and mentally slapped himself. Why? Why did he have to ruin his proclamation of love to Sango by groping her? He flinched at the memory. He was so close, so close, but once again he had ruined everything.
But now it's too late
And I can't go back.
All I can feel is the hate you have for me now.
Miroku began to clench and unclench his fist. Right now he wished that he hadn't gotten rid of his 'Wind Tunnel'. After he had his heart shattered, he didn't care if the damn thing sucked him up or not. He felt lousy, his heart was aching, his eyes were watering but most of all his thoughts kept coming back to that face... the face of an angel. His angel.
I hope that feeling doesn't last cause I miss you
I just can't forget all the things we've been through.
I don't know what happened that day
But I fell for you in every way.
His mind flashed back to the memories of fighting with Sango side by side. Lying close to her at nightfall and protecting her with all he had. All his hopes for true love, marriage and a son would not be fulfilled; sure there would be other women, but there wouldn't be another Sango...
The day that we met I wasn't looking for love that is true
But I know that's what I found in you.
Not a movement around me, not a sound
You're the one I need around.
At last he reached a place to rest. One more day and he'd be back home. Home.. The place where he'd felt most alone. No more adventures, no more fun, he'd all left it behind with her.
All I could feel was my heartbeat out of my chest,
From the memories of you that I'd never forget.
He closed his eyes and fell into a sweet slumber. With the thoughts of Sango flooding his mind...
Note: There I felt like the story was incomplete without Miroku's thoughts.. should I continue or leave it to here? You will decide for me in your reviews..
And yes the poems that I included are my original ones (c) GRay yup yup all mine P