Candika: First of all I'd like to say Hi :0) Long time huh? I know I know I know, understatement of the century. It's been like what?  Two years? It doesn't feel that long but it has been. Last update was on the 11-04-02 Wow! Huh? A really, really, really loooooooooooooooooonnnnng time

Firstly I would like to apologise to all my readers for not updating a heck of a lot sooner. I have no valid reason for not doing so, apart from the still steadily frustration of the lack of publishing of Night World book 10 (the title escapes me quite now)

Frustrating that were still waiting eh?

Now I'd like to thank all those who voted and reviewed on the last chapter. Probably forgotten what the whole point of voting was all about though . . . not that I blame any of you though! The blame rests fully on me and I apologise yet again and thank those who have been patiently, or impatiently, waiting for me to get of my lazy arse and start typing. Sigh

Anyway the vote went as follows:

Gillian and David with a depressing 0 Votes . . .

Jade and Mark with 1 vote . . .

Thea and Eric  with also 1 Vote . . .

Keller and Galen with 5 Votes  . . .

Jez and Morgead with the winning 6 votes . . .

So if you hadn't have guessed already. The lovely fiery red-head and the annoyingly handsome vampire have won the vote!

So who first . . . . .

Well what are you waiting for . . .

Read on and find out ;o)

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JEZ

He's the most conceited, hot-headed and stubborn man I know . . .

But I love him.

I can't help it and I don't think I'd want too.

Sure he has faults, but who doesn't . . . right?

God if anyone had told me a few months ago that I would be madly in love with Morgead Blackthorn, I would have laughed for years.

But I love him . . . I do and it's no laughing matter.

I think deep down I always loved him, perhaps that's why he annoyed me so much.

I now finally understand the saying: 'There's a thin line between love and hate'

I truly thought that I hated him . . . all those years we spent fighting and arguing. He was always so annoying and irritating . . .

Ok, so he still is irritating, annoying and hot-headed and, goddess, this list could go on and on forever . . .  but he's my idiot and I wouldn't want him any other way.

He makes me so happy. I never thought I could feel this was. I feel as though my heart could burst out of my chest for the whole world to se. It's an incredibly annoying sensation and yet I don't think I could go on living if the feeling ever stopped.

Strange isn't it?

That I, Jezebel Redfern, preferably known as Jez, and soon to be Mrs Jez Blackthorn, am and always will be, truly and madly in love with the most annoying vampire in the world.

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Kinda disappointing huh? Been waiting this long for such a short and pitiful chapter. I'm finding it rather hard to get back in the mood for writing this fic. My writing stile has changed since I first started this series. Good or bad I don't know . . .why don't you tell me?

I felt that there wasn't much more I could typr that wasn't a repetition of what I'd already done sigh the whole marrying thing was a new one though . . . .

Well let me know what you think or thought

I'll stop rambling now

Candika