The Only Way

A bird in a cage
That will never be freed
For there's only him, my jailer
There's no me.
I'm a mere extension of him
Never show anger, never show pain
Never cry bitter tears or chase the wind on a whim
Never feel again.
Love is far beyond my grasp
I am dead inside
I was never alive
I never got a chance to fight or defy
I could never fly.
I want to be free
To roam the wild fen
Use my own eyes to see
The beauty of a forest glen
A trickling brook,
A forest glade
No such beauty resides in the life he has made
For me.
They say that life
Is perfect symmetry
Black and white
That's a lie
Life isn't night or day, dark or light
Life is black
For me.
Am I alone?
The only one under his control?
He has turned my life black
Blackened my heart
Now I hate others for having what I lack
So I kill and fight
In the dead of night
But when the blood drips from my hands I finally cry
He has deceived my eye, bled my heart dry
But there's one way left
One way to fly.
To throw away this life of ruin, bereft
Of emotion, of love, I can't defy
So I put the blade to my heart
He held me as his and his alone
'Til death did us part
And now I have been slain
By my own blade
But weep no tears for me
For the dead feel no pain.

Authors note- This was written by TheDarkAzar. He asked me to post it so I obliged. Sorry about not posting anything for a while but at my house the net is down and im sneaking this in during school lol. Neway I have to go the teacher is looking at me weird.....bye