Going Under
Rinoa and Squall had finally settled down in a home of their own. Times have been getting tougher and tougher. Fight after fight. Slap after slap. One day Rinoa had had enough...
Now I will tell you what I've done for you. Fifty thousand tears I've cried, Screaming, Deciving, and Bleeding for you and you still won't hear me GOING UNDER!
Rinoa went to stay with the one person that really made her feel safe... Siefer, She was slipping into a slow depression on her own, and hte daily calls and threats from Squall sisn't help any at all. She'd thought she had helped him learn to love and trust, but really she'd just taught him how to use and abuse.
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself. Maybe I'll wake up for once. Now tourmented daily defeated by you, just when I'd thought I'd reached the bottom. I...dive...again...I'm going under drowning in you. I'm falling forever. I've got to break through. GOING UNDER!
Things just got worse as shes ended up in the hospital. In a few long months she was released. Free to return to her once happy life. She was still staying at Siefers, and that same night she came home she got a call. It was a familiar voice, that brought back so many happy memories, it was music to her ears, the sweet, heavenly voice belonged to Squall. He rambled on about how he needed her and he would die without her. she realized she still loved him. She went back to him.
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies. So I don't know whats real and whats not. Always confusing the thoughts in my head. So I can't trust myself anymore.
As they continued dating once again things got worse, until they were back to where they were before. One night after a brutal beating she lies next to him in bed... listening to his light breathing...she snaps, and pulls a knife out from under her pillow and ends her problems.
I won't be broken again I've got breath I can't keep going under.