A/N: Edited version. See my author profile for a link to the full chapter.

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Captain's Logbook, entry 3

15 March, In Solis 475; 1 o'clock in the afternoon

On tail of the Skulldog. Skies solid gray, wind strong and chill. Underway, left port VdZ just before noon; Skulldogs left a little earlier than expected, but Blackjacks well-prepared: supplies readied quickly this morning; crew unhappy with the situation, but man with hook... It's time to end this.


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"I feel like shit," Ace mumured, leaning his head over the side of the ship.

"That's your own fault," Queen said harshly. She was still irked that she hadn't been present when Elaine had come through the tavern with her Dogs in tow. She'd love to have come up with something witty to spit in that witch's face, although it would have been hard to sound serious when Ace was crawling on the floor as Joker had described.

"You'd be hung over, too, if you hadn't run off to prance around the square like some landlubbing wench!"

"WHAT?! I didn't want to anchor in the first place! You're the one was was complaining about how much you missed land! You practically kissed the dirt!"

"You can kiss my ass!"

"I'd rather walk the plank!"

"I'd rather you did!"

The two continued bickering while the captain kept silent vigil through his spyglass, in no mood to chuckle over the ongoing squabble.

"Do you think they know we're following?" Joker asked the captain, also tiring of the endless insults being hurled between their mates.

"Not yet," Geddoe answered, "but I'm sure they'll figure it out soon enough."

"--and what were you doing that was so damn important?" Ace wanted to know.

"Gathering information!" Queen huffed. "We found out what the celebration was about last night, and we found out that the Skulldogs were in collaboration with some hook-handed captain. Not to mention--"

"What?!" Ace suddenly exploded.

"Captain, you didn't say anything about the man with the hook..." Joker started.

"You know about this?!" Queen cried in surprise. "How?"

"Do you think it's...the same man?" Ace asked the captain with apparent unease.

Geddoe lowered his spyglass, where he'd just barely caught sight of their rivals, and turned to his companions. "Who else?" he sighed. He started for his cabin, and his three mates parted to create a path without being asked.

After the captain's door had closed, Queen turned on her crewmates. "What are you not telling me? What's this all about?"

"It's none of your business!" Ace shot back.

"Why are you such a jerk?!"

"Why are you making me shout?!"

Joker shrugged in exasperation, leaving the two to argue. He didn't know if Ace would relent and tell Queen the whole story or not; probably not, because it really wouldn't make her feel better to know. There were some things that just shouldn't be brought up, especially when the memories were as painful as those.

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The captain held his cutlass across his outstretched palms, his gaze hard as he glared at the cold steel. In his mind, he could see it all so clearly: a high-spirited man with blonde hair and a constant smile. They'd been together for so long...and then suddenly piracy became more than just a game for Ged's brother. He became greedy, ruthless; he'd not just overtake a ship for its loot and leave with unloaded cannons raised in an empty threat, but spend his time raping while his mates did the pillaging, then torch the ship when he returned to his own. Finally Ged had seen enough.

They'd only just arrived in port and entered the tavern; why did he have to start this already?

Geddoe loved his little brother, but he'd never been witness to some of his malevolent acts. Burning ships was one thing when the crew had already been slaughtered, but this....

The girl was frightened. She was maybe fourteen. Just a child.

The other men were afraid of Wyatt, Geddoe knew. It was obvious in their eyes when he'd commanded that first ship to burn. It was evident each time he laid eyes on a woman and took her into a berth. His smile had become cruel and twisted, his eyes hard and lusting. No one dared go against him. In fact, some of them were beginning to adopt his wicked ways. Judging from the way no one was cringing or making a move to stop Wyatt, the current situation was fated to get out of hand.

Wyatt grabbed the slender girl's arms. A woman behind the counter, being forced to serve drinks to the pirate crew, started screaming hysterically. "Elisabeth! Elisabeth! Elisabeth!" she shrieked over and over. Someone hit her, hard enough to knock her to her feet, causing her to fall stunned and silent.

Wyatt was smiling.

"Don't," Geddoe growled from halfway across the room. His voice was low, but everyone heard it. Several heads turned, and the crowded room fell hushed. It was the first time anyone had spoken out against the first mate, and it amazed them all to see that it was his own brother.


Wyatt laughed, a high-pitched, boyish laugh.


How did this happen? the young captain thought, horrified in the change in his brother. Wyatt was only nineteen, dammit. He was still a child, himself.

The woman on the floor, presumably the girl's mother, was sobbing quietly to herself, her face already darkening with a bruise.

And still no one did anything.

The girl, confused and terrified, turned her head to the side. Her wide, pleading eyes met Ged's, and in his mind he could already hear her screams. The girl would die, but the captain would see her face in his dreams forevermore, haunted and tormented until he could take no more of the guilt and gave himself a watery grave...unless he stopped this.
Now.

Geddoe sprang out of his seat and the blade of his drawn sword flashed threateningly in the firelight.

Wyatt gave him a surprised, disbelieving look, his handsome eyebrows raised in question. "You want your turn first, brother?"

"I said,
don't."

The first mate shot Ged a bold, daring look, then pulled his dagger from its scabbard.

"Don't do this..." Ace murmured, stepping forward trying to stand between the two men. One look in the captain's blazing eyes, though, told him to back the hell away or die. Joker grabbed his shoulder and drew him back into the cowering throng.

Elisabeth was looking at Geddoe with such hope that he wouldn't have backed down if he had to take on the entire crew. He knew he was captain by title only; Wyatt was the one who gave the orders. But that was about to change, one way or the other.

The girl gave a yelp and cried out at last, "Help me, please!"

Wyatt turned and struck her with a blow that rendered her unconscious. Geddoe started forward, not to attack his brother but to see to the girl. Wyatt misinterpreted the sudden movement and took a hasty step forward, prematurely raising his dagger to slash his brother's face.

God, it stung!

Ged couldn't see for the blood gushing across his vision. At first he froze, shocked with disbelief, his ears ringing. He held a glove to his face for just a moment, but it hurt too much and he drew it away, horrified by the amount of blood that he felt covering his features. His head aching suddenly, the room almost spinning, he looked at his brother with astonishment.

Time stood still for a moment, and if Geddoe could have held onto any memory of Wyatt, it would be this one.

For just an instant, Wyatt had become his old self. He was a child, feeling the brutal anguish of guilt. He'd hurt his brother, and he was so very, very sorry. For just one last second in time, they loved each other like brothers.

But that moment passed as quickly as it had appeared, and Wyatt readied himself to attack again, the unrelenting cruel mask taking over his features.

He hates me, Ged suddenly realized. He didn't know why, but his brother hated him.

Wyatt slashed out with his dagger, but Geddoe was faster. He had only partial vision, but there was no one with reflexes to match his. In one clean sweep, the dagger had fallen to the tavern floor--Wyatt's hand still attached.

The girl hadn't been the one screaming that night.

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Geddoe lowered the cutlass, raising a hand to his face, covering the eyepatch. He did that often. He wanted to pretend he was just covering his eye, hiding it from glaring sunlight. But knowing that when he took his hand away again he would still be blind on that side. Fifteen years later, and he wasn't yet used to the disfigurement, in a way. He still wanted to pretend it had never happened.

With a deep sigh, the captain dropped his sword, letting it fall with a clatter, and sat down on his bed. He thought about the way things had turned out. After seeing the first mate incapacitated, most of the crew had jumped immediately to the captain's defense. No threat, no harm in ridding them all of the plague that had been Wyatt.

Did Geddoe regret that day? He didn't think so. He'd found out who his true friends were and saved himself the strife of just putting up with his brother. Ged had loved Wyatt, his only family. But the day Wyatt had reached for Queen was the day he'd lost his hand.