I look into my magic mirror...

My heart beats wildly

I see your eyes... your hair... your smile

And I think about all that has happened along the way...

The adventures – the good ones & the bad –

The fear I saw in your eyes & the sadness to

I think about how...

You gave to me your heart, your soul, your love...

And how I at first pushed you away... But you pushed back & never gave up.

I didn't trust you... I feared you... didn't want to know what would happen if I tore down my wall... my security blanket... my protection from being left

But more over I feared myself... feared to tear down the wall... and letting myself get into something, only to be hurt again...

But you were there... you didn't leave me...

No matter what I said... what I did... or what I didn't do...