Disclaimer: This is being posted on Fanfiction andFictionpress because it applies to a show I adore, but it's also about me. It might apply to you too, so I just want this reach the most people it can.
The Emptiness Within
You walk along an empty road
Where no one cares, where anything goes
Trying to fool yourself
And in the sea of endless faces
You're among the big disgraces
All alone and scared
You used to be so ambitious
Now everything's so repetitious
Ya kinda lost yourself
Keep on treading the steady line
Only it's nothing, a waste of time
You refuse to get some help
When all the days collide together
And every day's got stormy weather
It's all just one more test
Nothing's ever good enough
Perfection ain't you
You keep on doubting yourself
Everyone says you show such much talent
And they make the empty promises
Trying to make you feel better about you
You can't stand to look in the mirror
Cause it makes everything so less clearer
You've stopped caring, won't try
When you know it's a lie
Don't know what to do
Plagued by insecurities and social rejection
You act like you don't care and give no reaction
When your world crashes down on you
You crave to break out, to get up and leave
To feel released, to just break free
But there's so much holding you down
You hope and wish someone would listen
That they would help you make sense of it
What are you to do?
You hold onto mistakes you've made in the past
And kill yourself for some kind of redemption
You're so lost and confused
You wish everything would come full circle
Trying to figure out why you're hurting
There are no answers to be found
You lie awake in bed at night
Filled with empty pleasure and reassuring lies
Knowing the only person with the answers is you