In a wolf's eyes

WolfShadow01

Lost of trust

We won the battle. We destroyed Naraku, and found out it was just a puppet. But everyone was safe, except for me. My master congratulated me, but I was too weak to stay awake, and I fell into unconsciousness again.

I woke up the next morning and found out someone has bandaged me and I was in my human like form.

"Master Inuyasha?" "Hmm? You are awake Aika" "I guess I am" my head ached terribly and I had a bad wound in my arm. My master took care of me and the humans too. I had just done what I have to, but they seemed happy to have me in the team. My master now rode on me whenever he wants to, he seemed to like it. But I did not let the humans do the same. They had to understand that he was the only one that had the right to tell me what to do. One time that I was transformed, Kagome tried to ride on me. I throw her and I thought my master would punish me for that, he was very protective with Kagome. He just laughed at her. "Hey, Kagome, what made you think she will let you ride on her, she is not a stupid horse" he said still laughing, while I stood there in a proud form. "Well, she lets you do it, why me not Aika?" "You are not my mistress, I do not obey anyone but master Inuyasha. I will not let a mere human ride on me if my master doesn't wish so." I answered proudly. But he did wish so. "Come on, let's get a ride if you want" said my master as he gets on me and helps Kagome get on too. If he wanted me to do it, I would obey. "Come on Aika, go the fastest you can" he said. "As you wish master Inuyasha" I said while I started running. Kagome was really happy with the ride, she liked it, and my master was happy for her, so I was happy while my master was happy. Still, I didn't really like the idea of a human riding on me.

Time passed and my master and I became even stronger and learned how to work together .

But I have a lonely nature. When my master did not need me, I went to the forest and stayed there until he called me again. I was kind happy with this life, I was happy serving him. But the humans had started to think they could order me want to do sometimes. I obeyed them sometimes, I was part of the team and I had to help , but not always. Like when Kagome and Sango were taking a bath and Kagome ordered me to watch the monk. I did not want to obey and I replied, she was not my mistress. Unfortunately, master Inuyasha heard everything and ordered me to obey her. I did it, while she kept staring at me with that 'I told you' expression of hers. I still hate that expression. Then, my master told me to do whatever Kagome wants even if he was not there. He was my master, but Kagome seemed to control him, maybe because of that necklace.

I was part of the team at first, everyone treated me like an equal, but I was now some kind of pet. I just obeyed and do everything she told me, even if I don't like it. She was not that bad, but I was very proud of myself, and obeying a human is not part of my nature. But what she asked me next was just unbearable. She asked me to transform, I do so. But then she got on me and asked me to take her to Koga's den. I couldn't do that. Koga and I were enemies, his wolves would try to kill me while she stays there talking with him. "I can't do that Kagome" "Why, wouldn't you do it if Inuyasha told you to?" "Yes, but you are not him, I can't go and I will not " "I need you to take me there" "No!" I said and started to jump angrily to take her off me. My master saw me and he scolded me, "I told you to obey her too, as if she was me" "But she is not, I only obey my master and that is lord Inuyasha not the human Kagome, I can't obey her. And I definitely can't go where she asked me to" "Why?" "Because I can't" "Fine, I order you to go with Kagome, ask her for her forgiveness and take her where she wants to go, now" "Yes master" I transformed myself into my wolf form again and goes to her. I apologized and she got on me again. This time I started running to Koga's territory .'This is going to hurt' I thought as we arrived. Immediately, the brown wolves attacked me, they started biting me, I got ready to attack them too, but Kagome stopped me. They kept with they attack until Koga saw who I had with me. "Stop it! it's Kagome" he said as happily as a lovesick pup, bating his tail. They were chatting almost all day, Kagome was asking him to help us defeat Naraku. I was outside of the cave, the wolves staring at me. Then I decided to transform into my human like form and I did. Just then, the wolf-men recognized me. "Are you not Kazue's daughter, the white north wolf leader?" "Yes, I am" "What are you doing here Kazue's daughter, you are really far from your land. And why are you with Kagome" "My name is Aika, I left my home long ago, and I am with Kagome because she told me to bring her here" I answered in a proud position. "Are you telling us that the storm wolf Aika, the daughter of the mighty Kazue receives orders from a human?" they stared laughing. "I do not!, but I do receive orders from other person, and he told me to do as Kagome says, so I do" "And who is that mighty youkai that can control and do whatever he wants with the storm wolf?" "That is none of your business, you filthy brown wolf!" I was getting angry. They started laughing again "well, after all, the mighty storm wolf is nothing but a mere hanyou, aren't you, half breed?" I hated how they called me "I am a hanyou" they started laughing even louder "but I can still freeze your dammed brown wolf ass" I said angrily. That started a fight "I usually do not fight females, but I will do an exception" said the bravest of them "I would like see you try to defeat me" He could not. In a few seconds, he was on the ground unconscious . The news of Kagome's mount "killing" one of the tribe's members arrived soon to Koga. He came out really furious, Kagome behind him, with a 'we will talk later' look on her eyes. "Do you want a fight white wolf?" "No, but you stupid wolves just won it" "She is Kazue's only daughter Koga" said one of the wolves. "What? But Kagome told me you were dog breath slave, are you?" "I am lord Inuyasha's servant" he laughed at me and get closer, to a dangerous distance from me. "The greatest of the white wolf tribe is a slave for a filthy dog hanyou" "I am not a slave, he do not treat me like that" "You are not of great value to your tribe, are you?" he said. I just looked down, to the ground. Then he grabbed my chin and forced me to look at him "Look at me when I am talking to you, worthless hanyou!" I thanked heavens for what happened next. "Stay away from her, you stupid wolf", it was my master. He and Koga started fighting, then Kagome stopped them. Master Inuyasha told me to take her to the Bone's Eater Well, because she wanted to go back to her home. I did so, and then went back to my master in the village.

"What were you two doing with Koga?" he asked me seriously. "Kagome ordered me to take her there master" "Are you telling me the truth Aika?" "I swear for my honor and pride" "What does Koga's wolves meant by calling you 'storm wolf'?" "I....." "Are you Kazue's daughter. The white wolf that can destroy everything by controlling the ice storms just with her howls?, Answer me!" "I am master" "And why haven't you told me?" "Because you do not ask, I told you I was from a royal family and I am" he just turned around, with his back against me "You are dangerous here, go back to your mountains and stay where you belong to" "I do not belong there!, you are my master. I have to stay here, we have to defeat Naraku. I am not dangerous master, I swear. I only obey you and no one else" "I did not tell you to fight those wolves and you did" "They started it" "I do not care" "Master, I have a great power that will help you defeat Naraku" "And that can defeat us too" "I will not do such a thing" "How can I trust you now. You are a wolf, I should have know you are all the same" "We are not, I am half human, just like you" "You lied to me in that too, Kazue's daughter, the storm wolf, is a full youkai" "I am not, my father was a human" "Are you telling me that Kazue fell in love with a human?" "She did"

"You have to go" "I can't" "Don't you understand?, you can't stay here. You are a white wolf, you belong to the mountains. What would happen if you call a storm and destroy a village?" "I will not do something like that, I am not a murder" "You are a wolf, your tribe is famous for killing humans" "Those stupid wolves that kill humans are just the same that killed my father and made me run from my home. I have not called a storm or howled since I arrived here, because you haven't told me to do so, and I will not" "You have one last chance, if I consider you dangerous for the humans, you leave" "Yes master".