In a wolf's eyes
WolfShadow01
Wishing to die
Naraku's army of demons attacked Inuyasha as Naraku and I went away, going to Naraku's castle. I prayed for my brother to be fine and to destroy the horde of youkais that were attacking him. I turned my face to look at Naraku's, full of hate, as we got closer to his castle, full of miasma and darkness.
When we finally arrived to the castle, Naraku took one of the chains in my wrists and used it to throw me against rocks, trees and everything that were in his way. "You were supposed to cooperate with me, not with the half breed. I will have to make you understand that I am the one that tell you what and when to do what I order you" He threw me one last time and I was burning in pain "Got it, wolf?" "Yes master" I have forgot about pride, honor or even justice, I just thought on the damage Naraku could do "Fine, now come here" he ordered me to move to the place next to him. I wanted to stand up but my legs and back were too injured and it took me some time, just before Naraku stopped me "No, from now on you'll crawl to me" that was the most humiliating thing I have ever done, but I didn't reply. I crawled weakly to here he was, falling on some points. When I finally arrived he ordered me to stand up and I did it even if it was really painful. I was in front of him, face o face and it made me feel uncomfortable. He started it again, his damn hands going all the way up and down me. I gasped, trying to get away. Unfortunately Naraku is not the type of youkai that lets its prey to go away so easily and he grabbed me by my neck again "Don't even think of run away wolf, because you can't. Your dear brother decided this fate for you and so it will be" I didn't reply I just kept silent and still, fearing that if I move he would get angry at me.
After Naraku was done with me, and thanks gods he didn't do that much, he took me to a dark stinky room in the basement. The walls of this room were full with strange smells, blood, vomit, piss and some others that I couldn't and didn't want to distingue. He chained me to the wall and got out, leaving me alone in that infinite darkness.
The next morning, Kagura woke me up again and threw me another piece of raw meat. At first I refused to eat it, but as soon as Kagura was gone, I was fighting to free my wrists and take the meat but I couldn't. Naraku came down some hours later and saw me fighting to get the raw meat. "So, my wolf is hungry" I stood still as rock when I heard his voice. He took the meat in his hand; my eyes never left the juicy food. He got closer to me, handing the meat at a few centimeter of my face. My stomach jumping in my insides, just some millimeters and my tongue would taste it. "Not so fast, my pet. It seems you can't remember what you did in that battle, can you? You disobeyed me and for that, you will be punished. No food or drink will be given to you until I decide" he threw the meat away. "And now my pet, I have a job for you".
Naraku send me and Kagura to a human village were it was supposed the humans have a shard or two. My mission was to destroy the village and kill all the humans to obtain the shards and Kagura's was to make sure that I didn't let anyone alive.
Kagura can be a creepy bitch sometimes but she's also nice when she is in a good mood. We talked all the way to the village.
"I still don't get it, why is Naraku so interested in you?" "Maybe it's because I'm a powerful wolf youkai that is known and feared in the entire region" "Yeah, maybe. But it may also be because he wants some fun with you" "What are you trying to say?!" "Nothing, but I have seen the way he touches you" Kagura was just playing, joking, but it made me remember his fingers all over me and I started sobbing "Ah, please don't cry. It is not for you to take it that way" I calmed down "That's easy to say, you're not the one being used as a ...whore" "Maybe not, but at least you know what the freedom is, even if you have lost it you can still remember it and comfort yourself with that memories" "Haven't you even be free?!" "No, I was born from Naraku and for him to as he please with me" "And why don't you rebel? You're strong enough" "Because if I try, he will kill me and absorb me again" "Life is not as easy as it seems, is it wind witch?" "No, it is not and call me by my given name or I will call you white wolf" "Do it, that's what I am...well, half of me" "You mean you're not a full youkai?" "No, I'm a hanyou" "You seem stronger than one" "I am, have you never heard of me?" "Not that I remember...but now that I think about it, I don't even know your name" We were talking as if we had been friends for many years and she didn't know my name "They call me Aika, but I'm also called storm wolf" "What?! Are you telling me that you are the white wolves' leader, the white princess, the mighty wolf that controls the force of nature?" she was very amazed "Yes, I am. Well, I was to be leader, but I was punished for killing my 'mate' and I had to leave my pack" "So, you were mated?" "Yes, but it was not for love or something like that. I don't have such feelings as love. I had to mate him because of my mother's life. He was a tyrant but Inuyasha and I finished him" "But, Naraku told me you were Inuyasha's sister and you're a wolf" "Well, we're just friends but we are like siblings" the mere memory of my dear brother laughing or fighting or doing anything made my heart feel as if it was being crushed "And how did you end in this situation, as a slave?" "Naraku caught me when I was fighting him, along with my brother and his humans" "I see. Well, we have finally arrived, this is the village" I just stood there, seeing the village and feeling compassion for the people there "What are you waiting for, you have to destroy it" "I can't, they're just humans" "So what?" "My father was a human, I am half human and both of my brothers were ones too" "Don't be that weak, it seem that your human half is taking control of your mind" "It is" "Then forget all that justice and compassion crap and kill them" "I don't have other option" I got closer to the village; the humans saw me and started running, for their lives or their weapons. Running was useless; none of them would go alive. I started howling, calling a storm. Kagura was fascinated by the way the clouds and wind were obeying me. "Please, mighty wolf, don't destroy our village. We have done nothing to you or to your kind. Please, I beg for your forgiveness and kindness, please" I was feeling pity for the poor old man that was talking to me; he had courage but would have to die "I am the one begging you for forgiveness. There's nothing I can do but to obey my orders and that's for all of you to die. I will gave you a painless end and pray for your souls to find peace. When I get free form the one that is controlling me, I will personally guard this land, your graves and souls. I will be your guardian forever" "Let it be so, sacred guardian" I killed him instantly, not pain, not suffering just as I did with the rest of the people. The true problem was that Naraku have planned all this to make me meet with Inuyasha again.
He and his humans arrived, leaded for the smell of human blood.
I was in the middle of the village, dead bodies all around me. Inuyasha saw these and couldn't believe his eyes. "Aika?" I gasped; I hadn't seen him "Inuyasha!" "What are you doing here; did you come to kill the demon that did this?" he obviously didn't want to believe the truth. "Who did this Aika? Answer me!" A sudden wind hit me, a creepy, scary wind and I instantly knew it was Naraku. "It was her" said coldly Naraku "What?! No, that's not true. Tell me it's not true Aika" "It is true Inuyasha, but it seems you don't want to believe it" said Naraku "I will show you that it was her, wasn't it you?" "It was me" I answered looking at the ground emotionless. Naraku wanted Inuyasha to see it by himself and threw a human child to me. I didn't want to do it, less in front of my brother. The poor kid fell next to me, terrified. "Please don't kill me, please" the child was crying "Kill him" said Naraku emotionless and so I did, I sliced the young boy's throat and he died painless. I turned to my brother, he was stunned. "See, she obeys me now, she's mine and I can do all I want with her and she won't refuse nor reply" "No! What have you done to her?" "Nothing, she is the same wolf; I just made her understand her place as a slave. Come!" he ordered me to go next to him, he didn't say 'crawl' but I knew I have to do it. I got on all fours and started crawling next to him, as I would do in my wolf like form. Inuyasha couldn't believe I was crawling like a dog, all my pride had gone again and he got even more surprised when Naraku petted me and I bated my tail and purred, he didn't know Naraku wanted me to do it, it was an order.
"You see now, she is mine and she knows it" I turned to see my brother as he pulled out his sword. Naraku's army arrived instantly and started fighting the humans, keeping them busy. "I want you to fight Inuyasha, made him understand whose are you now" I wanted to reply, I couldn't fight him, but Naraku took the chain in my neck and pulled of it, it hurt terribly and I couldn't breath. When he released me, I stand up, looking at my older brother and attacked him.
He didn't want to hurt me and we were fighting for some minutes before I pinned him to the ground. He fought to get up, but I didn't let him "What are you doing? Have you forgotten me?" "Of course not, I would never forget you...again" "Then, why?" "Because it's an order" "Why are you obeying him, you should fight" "You don't know what have I suffered, I tried Inuyasha, I tried to fight him but I couldn't. He's stronger than I thought, he tortured me until he broke me. I can't fight him anymore, I have submitted" Tears were falling down my cheeks "So easily?" "You don't know how it was, you don't have the right to criticize me" "Of course I have it. My sister is nothing but a...a..." "A whore for Naraku, that's what I am" "What? You mean he...?" "Yes, I'm his whore, his slave, his warrior, I'm what he wants" "Then free me and I will kill him" I thought it for a moment, I hesitated to obey Naraku, but his voice made me recover my senses "Good job, my wolf" Inuyasha fought furiously to get free from me and attack Naraku. He just laughed at my poor brother's useless tries "How does it feel to be betrayed by someone you love...again?" "You bastard..." Naraku just laughed louder. Inuyasha and I were really close to each other and just at this distance he noticed the bites, bruises or marks on my neck and shoulders "What have he done to you?" "What do you mean?" that's when I noticed he was staring at my neck and I realized he was referring to those wounds "They're nothing, unfortunately that's not the only place I had that kind of marks" he turned red as he thought on what I had say. Naraku was getting bored of this game and ordered us to go back to the castle. I got up and free my brother, he jumped, going directly towards Naraku but I stopped him.
Naraku took me in his arms, holding me closer to him, enjoying my fear. He turned my back against his chest and started licking my neck, I felt as the dirtier thing in the whole world "Don't you even think it" Inuyasha was furious now and was prepared to attack Naraku, but he used his tentacles to stop him. I suddenly felt one of the tentacles slide down my legs and then under my kimono. Both Inuyasha and I were stunned, but I didn't move and Inuyasha tried to attack again, without any result of course. Naraku created a barrier to keep Inuyasha away while he made him angry just by touching me, the tentacle going deeper inside me.
I couldn't hold it anymore and I dared to escape from Naraku's grip. I jumped two or three meters away and I cut the tentacle, he looked at me, disapproval all over his face. "We're going" he said calmly. I just obeyed him, crawling next to my master as I transformed in my wolf form and he mounted on me. I turned one last time and saw my brother, stunned and heartbroken.