In a wolf's eyes
WolfShadow01
The accident
"You're moves are better Sei and your bites too. Your transformation is really amazing, Shippou, I almost believed you were another wolf" I congratulated my two pups, they deserved it. "I am one" said the young kitsune proudly "You're not, you're a fox" said Seikou, not wanting to admit that Shippou was acting as brave as a wolf "It's the same" "It's not!" "Yes, it is" "No, it isn't. Wolves are a lot stronger than foxes" "Mom, he's fighting with me....again" "Defend yourself, you're older than him, Shippou" "If I do it, we will go with you crying like a girl" "Of course I won't" "Yes, you will!" "No, I won't!"...and it was all day until Inuyasha hit them both in the head. Three years passed like that, we were happy, until a misfortunate accident occurred...
It all started with a battle with a strange youkai, a powerful one. I ordered the two pups to go away and return with Kaede since we were not far from the village. Inuyasha and I were fighting the youkai, but it had a strange iron-like skin, it was unbreakable. Unfortunately, Tetsusaiga was not unbreakable and it broke with the youkai's skin. Inuyasha transformed into his youkai form, something I had never seen. I was happy at first, because he killed the youkai in no more than three seconds. But, when he looked at me with those red eyes, his hands were full of the youkai's blood, I couldn't help but to feel scared. "What's wrong with you brother? You're acting strange" he just got closer as he growled menacingly at me. It was not a 'go before I kill you' growl, it was more like a 'I'm the one who gives the orders around here, submit or die'. Combine this, a out of control youkai Inuyasha who is guided just by his instincts, with a young wolf female youkai in heat and that's not a good combination. Inuyasha raped me that night, I couldn't blame him, he was out of control when he did it but I couldn't forgive him either. The next morning, he woke up naked and covered in sweat and blood. I was below him, covered in scars and my own tears. He quickly got off, worried when he realized what had he done. "Aika, I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to I swear, I just lost control over me and..." "It's okay Inuyasha, it's nothing I'm not used to, since I was Naraku's whore" "I'm not like him. I have always thought of you as a sister, this is just that I..." "You lost control over yourself, I know" We both decided to forget that horrible night, but I couldn't keep traveling with him anymore. My body responded in an unwanted way even at the most innocent touch. So, I took my pups and went away from him "Why? I don't want to leave uncle Inu" "I know, but we have to go" "Why can't he come with us?" "Just listen to your mother and obey her. Don't worry about me, I'll be fine" They finally understood and we started our trip "Thanks for understanding Inuyasha, you really mean a brother to me, but I can't keep with this since you-know-what" "I understand, and I won't blame you if you don't want to see me ever again" We said goodbye and went on our separated ways. The only part I didn't tell him was that I took three and not two pups with me. I was pregnant again, this time with Inuyasha's child.