Straight Out of Line

By: Demoness Mark

Prologue

Mother made a mistake...

Three actually...

First she told me who my father was and all about him. Second she made me respect him. And third she gave me a modified version of my father's name.

How stupid...

I can see you asking why was it stupid to do these three things, my invisible friend...

You wouldn't know, would you?

I should start by explaining some things. My mother, to use the term loosely, is Relena Peacecraft...

That's right I'm the daughter of Relena Peacecraft. You are probably wondering why no one knows of me...

It's because I'm also illegitimate...

Funny isn't it that my mother who is the Princess (not queen, which would involve being married) of Peace (self-titled probably), and Avenging Angel of Righteousness (another self appellation) who preaches against immorality is a single mom.

R.P. (the way I usually think of my mom) is not the woman that the press, and the world for that matter, they think she is. She is, first of all a rapist, for she raped my dad, right before she killed him, which is how I came to be. Secondly R.P. is a lunatic who wishes to rule the world, not that she isn't close. Thirdly R.P. is a murder...

I hear you asking who she killed, my invisible friend. The answer is that she killed my dad and hundreds, no thousands of other soldiers. How, you ask? Easily, she didn't kill with her own perfectly pedicured hand. No that's too messy for her tastes, instead she killed by twisting the definition of murder, and more importantly the law.

To get back to the original question I was going to answer. To answer why the first thing she did was stupid you have to know who my father was. My father was Heero Yuy, Gundam Pilot 01. To tell me about my dad brought the second and third things into the picture. I respected him because of what I was told about my father, I am even proud to have a version of his name. I Am My Father's Daughter, and I will get revenge for his death, it may take a few generations, but my father will be able to rest in peace. I will teach my children the truth, and I will teach them a code of honor which would be acceptable to my father.

You may notice that I speak of R.P. with distain. That is because I hate R.P...

I hate how she is seen as innocent, when only those she killed are innocent anymore...

I hate how she seems as beautiful as an angel, when she is as ugly as a demon inside...

I hate how she got away with murder...

I hate her insanity...

I hate her so-called peace...

I hate brilliance...

I hate her cunning...

I hate that she is my mother...

I hate her so-called morals...

I hate what she teaches...

I hate what she does...

I hate what she is...

I hate her seeming normalcy...

I hate that she expects me to become her...

I hate that she made me...

I hate the she forces me to wake up to honey blond hair and cerulean blue eyes...

Most of all though, I hate that I love her...

I hate that she loves me...

I hate that we are a family in every sense of the word...

And I hate that I love it...

But I won't let that hate ruin my revenge...

Because even though I hate/love her, her reign needs to end.