'Kyo...Kyo wake up it's me'. Kyo found himself surrounded by darkness. Then slowly coming from the shadows he saw her. His sister. It had been two years since her death. He was so relived to see her he ran immediately into her arms.

"Oh sis I missed you so much." He hugged her tightly, almost afraid to let go because he might loose her again.

"It's so good to see you again but I have to go. I can't stay. He won't let me." Then she let go and he saw HIM. He was pulling her away and son she started to disappear.

"No, please don't leave me. No. NO"

"NO", Kyo screamed as he sat up in bed. His body was drenched in sweat and he was shaking uncontrollably. He got out of bed and carefully made his way to his desk. There he reached all the way to the back of the drawer and took out an old black photo album. He tucked it under his arm and walked to his closet. He took out his jacket and searched the pockets. When he found what he was looking for he slowly made his way to the kitchen. There he purred h9imself a glass of milk and sat down at the table. He took out a cigarette from the pack he kept hidden in his closet and lit it. He had started when his sister died. He opened the album and started looking at the pictures of them. He stopped at a picture of a young 15 year old boy and a young woman of about 23.They were in the mountains surrounded by trees.

Flashback.

"Hey sis, you know I love you right?"

"What do you want now Kyo?"

"Well I had fun today, but will it last? I know he hurts you sis. You can't let him get away with this."

"You don't know what you're talking about. Yea, he gets mad but he would never really hurt me. "

"Listen I know that you're only my half sister and that nobody knows about you but I love you more then anything in the world. I know you're not happy. "

"Lets not talk about this ok? It's sucking the fun out of the whole day."

"Alright. Whatever you want"

End Flashback.

A tear slowly slid down his cheek and he silently wiped it away. That's the last time he saw her. The last time they talked. More tears made their way down his face. He was so wrapped up in his thoughts he didn't even notice the tears or that Shigure was in the doorway watching him.

Shigure POV

What could have happened to make Kyo act like this? Yes he's been having nightmares for a couple of years now but he rarely heard him. Tonight he heard his scream so loud he was surprised no one else woke up. And he was smoking? Since when? He was looking at something. Maybe I should go talk to him. He looks really down.

Normal POV

Shigure made his way to Kyo and sat down at he table. Kyo then looked up at him and quickly wiped his tears away.

"I'm sorry I made to much nose. I didn't mean to wake you up. I'm sorry," he wiped more tears away and took out another cigarette.

"It's alright. My I have one?" he asked pointing to the pack of Marlboro Kyo held in his hand.

They sat there in silence for a while just smoking until Shigure finally asked Kyo what had happened.

"If I tell you will you promise not to tell anyone? I mean Akito know but if he found out I told you he would kill me. Not that it matters. I would much prefer to be dead."

"Kyo you know you could tell me anything right? I would never consider breaking your trust. Rest assured will not tell Akito anything."

"Alright, he answered, but don't say anything. And promise not to laugh." Shigure nodded and so he began.

"You know pretty well that my father left my mother a while back when I was a kid. Well he remarried a woman whom he had been having an affair with for quite some time. They had a daughter seven years before I was born. When my father died my sister found out about my mother and me and went searching for us. Well by that time my mother had already killed herself so I was living with Kazuma. When her and me met we got along from the beginning. Her and me got really close and by the time I was thirteen her and me were inseparable. Unfortunately that's the same time she got married. He husband was a very large angry man. Him and Akito got along well. Too well if you ask me. Then I found out he was beating her. I told her to divorce her husband but she wouldn't listen to me She would always stand up for him and make excuses. One day I finally convinced her to get divorced. We were planning to run away together and live in my father's home in China. Then somehow Akito and Tetsu must have found out because we both a piece of it. Unfortunately my sister didn't make it. She didn't survive the beating her husband gave her. I was supposedly the lucky one. I was just hospitalized for two weeks. I wanted so bad to be with her in heaven. I remember begging the nursed to kill me. Akito never lets me live it down. He reminds me constantly about her. He even arranged it so that her husband got away. I swore the night that she died and swear every day that if I see him I will kill him with my bare hands. She was all I had. No one ever understood me better. And tonight I had a nightmare. I saw Tetsu taking her away again. I couldn't bare the thought of him hurting her and not being able to help. I received quite a beating from him too. The night she died, after he killed her him and Akito came and let me have it. They wanted to punish me for defying them. I hate them both. I know its weak of me but my whole world revolved around her. I love her so much still. Nobody knew. She was all I had and I couldn't talk to anybody. I have lived with thins pain for so long and it just keeps growing. I know all of you have it so hard but you have no idea what it feels like to be the family reject. I cant talk to anybody I can't be happy. Akito doesn't let me live. He doesn't let me love. I don't show any emotion because I cant. I'm not allowed. And you know what hurts more, to have the people you love hate you. I care so much for all of you and you all just shun me. You know how much it hurts to have to fight Yuki. But I guess he will never know, because if Akito finds out I'm dead. Not that I really mind anymore. Hell can't possibly be worse then this. Well I'm sorry for wasting your time. Good night." With that he got up and ran to his and locked the door. Shigure noticed he left an old black photo album behind. He opened it and found pictures of Kyo as a child with an older girl who looked surprisingly similar to Kyo. Her hair was a bit more brown and reached to her wait but other then that she looked almost identical to Kyo. Shigure sighed and closed the album. So he was telling the truth. And that also meant that what Akito told him was also true.

Flashback

Shigure helped a drunken Akito to his bed. As he was tucking him in Shigure heard him mumble something about the disgrace and his sister regretting their stupidity. He made nothing of it and just walked away. As he was about to open the door Akito said in a loud voice that soon the cat's world was going to shatter. That him and his siter were going to pay. He just shook his head and walked out.

End flashback.

He got up tucked the album under his arm and walked upstairs to his room. As he got into bed he heard muffled sobbing coming from the room next to him. Kyo must still be up he thought. He smiled sadly and went to sleep.

This is my first fan fic ever. please rr thanks so much