Chapter Five

The Proof...Well Kinda

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We all stood there for what seemed like an eternity until Sirius pulled me into a passionate kiss, lip lock, arms around each other, making out type of kiss.

I guess Remus didn't want to see it because when he pulled apart Remus wasn't there.

Without a word, Sirius drifted off into his dormitory.

Leaving me standing there wondering weather that was good proof or not. He could kiss any girl weather fling or not! So I still had a decision to make.

I realized how many girls would die to be in this position and I just want to get out.

The next day...

I woke up. It was still dark outside. I tried to go back to sleep but I couldn't so I sat out in the common room.

Just waiting. Waiting for nothing. Because nothing would come.

I wondered what the time was. I looked at my watch. It was 5:00 am...I should be sleeping.

Today is the Quidditch game. But now I'm wondering if I should go because of Sirius. I love Quidditch, even though I can't play it. I still love to watch it. I am going to go. It will give me the chance to talk to Sirius. Which I desperately need. To tell him how I feel about that kiss. Even though I'm not quite that sure either.

I should figure that out before I try and talk to him.

At the Quidditch game...

Well we won...I think, I wasn't really paying attention. I was more worried about talking to Sirius.

Then I started to think about if Remus and Sirius weren't friends anymore because of me. Which made me even more determined to find out who I wanted.

For a while I thought about not choosing anybody. But I couldn't bear that thought. They would've been fighting over nothing and I don't want them to feel foolish.

So, who to choose?

After the Quidditch game I ran to find Sirius. Finally after a long search I found him.

"SIRIUS!" I yelled after him. "SIRIUS!"

"WHAT?" He yelled back.

"I wanted to talk to you, but if you're in a bad mood I'll leave." I said sensing his anger.

"No, I want you to stay. I wanna talk to you too."

"Okay." Wondering if I should have witnesses.

"Last night, after the kiss, I thought about it as proof that I really loved you, and I didn't think it was good. I mean I could kiss a girl weather their a fling or not. So I think I'm ready to give you that proof."

"So what is it?"

"Would you be my girlfriend?"

I stood there stunned. He'd never asked a girl to be his girlfriend. He just asked them out. Was this the proof I was waiting for?

"I understand that you're shocked. I'll give you some time to answer it." Sirius said, a little disappointed. And he walked away.

I was still standing there. Weighing the guys. Who was the one I wanted to most?

I ran to Gina. I told her everything that has been happening to me. Gina looked at me with amazement.

"I don't know who to choose!"

"I know!"

"I love both but can only have one!"

"How about the one true kiss?"

"That was Remus. Sirius only made me confused!"

"Go with Remus then!"

"But Sirius asked me to be his girlfriend!"

"Then go with Sirius!"

"But what about Remus?"

"(Sigh) I'm not helping you no more, good night!"

"NOOOO GINA!"

"Too late!"

I decided I should get to bed too.

Then the answer came to me, I knew I who I should pick!