Title: Unexpected

Author: DeathsShadow000

Chapter 1: Ms. Perfect's Imperfect Thoughts

Thoughts = 'blah blah' Telepathic Talk = T* blah blah T*

Authors Note: DON'T KILL ME PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!! 'I see her walking down the hall. Beautiful, graceful, intelligent yet alone, wanting to reach out, wanting help, wanting someone to hold but doesn't because she's afraid. Afraid for those she cares about and afraid of her self. She pushes people away, she's mean and cruel to those who are closest to her. She's a Rogue but a Rogue that I am most desperately in love with. I keep asking myself why? Why her? Why not Scott? Why not Kitty? The heavens know that Kitty is a whole lot nicer but there is no depth to her. My beautiful Rogue has so many layers, I wish to delve deep into her mind and her heart. I wish to take away her pain and her misery and replace it with love. I wish to give her a love that will take away all the despair, all the self-loathing and all the coldness. I wish for her to trust me with her heart for I have already entrusted mine to her. I wish to help her discover her past, I wish to help her overcome her powers, and I wish to be with her every night of every day but that cannot be, not right now at least. I will wait for the right moment. I will wait until she is ready, until she can trust me with her heart. I will wait forever if forever is how long it takes.'

'She hadn't been watching where she was going, so deep in thought was she, that she ran into me. She was about to fall so I slipped my arms around her waist and pulled against me and she in return rested her hands on my shoulders, right above my breasts. Least to say I find this position quit comfortable and did she from the way she didn't pull back. If anything I think she's relaxed.'

"Are you alright?"

'She looked up at me and I could see the mixed emotions, the confusion but what stood out most was the look of pain and longing in her eyes. It makes my heart ache to think of such a beautiful and wonderful creature in such misery. I notice no one is around. It is just the two of us and I cannot help myself but I look deep into her emerald eyes.I am going to kiss her. I slowly lean my head down but she steps back and says.'

"Ah'm fine. Just get outta mah way."

"Alright but remember this afternoon we have a danger room session. Be there on time."

"Yeah, yeah."

'She pushes past me and I feel her body rub against mine. I can barely hold myself back from pushing her against the lockers and making love to her right then and there but I'll wait, wait for when my love is returned. I watch her walk away but she won't be walking away from me any longer, I swear that I will win her heart if it's the last thing I do. Love is not something you can make yourself feel neither is it something that can be controlled. I believe this is true. I will not make Rogue love me, I will simply help her realize what's in her heart and that it is possible for a Rogue to be loved and for her to return that love. Heh, heh, heh. Who would have thought that I, Jean Grey, would have fallen for a Rogue.

(runs away from angry mob) First chapter is done (dodges frying pan). What do you think? Read and review please (climbs down a cliff). Even flames are welcomed (hides in bomb shelter with computer).