Title: Unexpected
Chapter 2: Rogue Thoughts
Author: DeathsShadow000
Disclaimer: I don't own X-Men Evolution sigh such a pity.
Authors' Notes: ROGUE DOESN'T SHARE A ROOM WITH ANYONE. Thanks for anyone who reviewed (and didn't kill me), feed-back is great and I'm sorry that the chapters are so short. I'll try to make them longer and add in more dialogue. Well, enjoy (if that's possible with what I've done).
Thoughts = 'blah blah' Telepathic Conversation = T* blah blah T*
'Here Ah am. Walkin' down these halls, thinkin' about her. WHY?! Ah should be thinkin' about Scott or how to control mah powers but instead here Ah am thinkin' about Ms.Perfect. Ah don't know why Ah feel this way, all Ah know is that whenever she walks into a room it lights up and Ah get butterflies in mah stomach and when she's close to me Ah feel as if everything is gonna be alriaght..Ah don't have to worry about mah mutation..Ah can just relax but Ah won't let mahself relax. Ah won't let someone get close, heh heh heh, listen to me! Ah'm getting' all lovey-dovey. What would people think if they found out that Ah actually loved someone liake Jean.loved someone at all. Oh well, nothin' is gonna happen anyways. It's not liake she feels the same way as Ah do and even if she did, we could never be together because of mah powers. But I want to be with her and maybe that's what scares me most. Ah'll admit that Ah'm inlove with her. Every time Ah see her, every time Ah'm near her.every time Ah dream about her, it feels as if mah heart is gonna burst from all the love Ah have for her but it also pains me to know Ah can never have her. Ah was cursed from day one to live a liafe of solitude. A want to let someone in but Ah'm afraid, Ah know that they'll only get hurt. It's so easy to love someone but it's painful to love them from a distance. It's even more painful when that love isn't returned. Today Ah almost dropped mah guard.
FLASHBACK
'Ah was walking down the hall, thinkin' about mah powers and an annoyin' red head when Ah bumped into something. That's when Ah heard the most beautiful voice on earth.'
"Are you alright?"
'It was "her" and she was concerned about me. Ah saw something flash within her eyes. I felt her arms, they were wrapped around mah waist and mah hands were restin' on her shoulders. Our bodies were pressed together. We stood there and stared at each other. Ah was losin' mahself in her eyes..losin' mah control. Ah couldn't let that happen so Ah stepped away from her. Ah thought Ah saw disappointment in her eyes but that couldn't be. Why would she be disappointed? Ah stopped wonderin' about it and put mah mask back on, Ah told her Ah was fiahne and Ah told her to get outta mah way. Ah left her standin' in the middle of the hall. Luckily no one was there to see what had happened. Ah kept on walkin' but Ah could feel her eyes boring into the back of mah skull.
END FLASHBACK
'Liake Ah said, love from a distance is painful. Ah keep every thing bottled up inside. Ah don't want to talk about mah past even though Ah'm searchin' for the answers. Bouncin' from foster home to foster home ain't fun but when you do find a some what nice and carin' home it gets taken away all too soon. Every one that Ah have ever touched is in mah head, even Jean, they blame me, curse me and beat me to the ground (at least in mah mind) and no matter how hard Ah try to fight back it's no use. There's too many voices in mah head screamin' to get out. It hurts all the time and it hurts so much.physically, emotionally, mentally and all of the powers that Ah have absorbed are tryin' to get out. It feels as if mah body is gonna get ripped to shreds. That's why Ah take this blade and run it across mah arm again and again and again. Ah see the blood flow and pool onto the bathroom floor. Ah lift mah arm up and watch a red river of blood flow down. The pain is so intense Ah go numb and that's the idea. If you can't feel then nothin' hurts. Ah am a bit surprised though, Ah'm surprised that no one has found out about this. Ah've been doin' it since Ah found out about mah mutation.it's probably been over a year now. Ah almost wish someone would find out, then they'd stop me. Maybe they'd realize Ah'm not as strong as people think Ah am. There is one thing that self-mutilation can't do..it can't make me stop lovin' Jean any less and it can't make the pain in mah heart go away, knowin' that Ah can never have her. Emotions suck.'
*The blade drops to the tiled floor with a clink and Rogue is leaning against the door, head on her knees, arms spread on the floor, while her blood pools at her feet..and she cries in silence, her tears mixing with the blood on the floor. We here music as the room fades away into darkness.
Well, whatcha think(comes out wearing a suit of steel armor)? Please read and review. Oh! Minor note: These first two chapters were done in their perspective the next chapter will have more interaction between both of the characters as well as the rest of the cast. So there will be a whole lot more talking next chapter. See ya and thanks for reading!
Chapter 2: Rogue Thoughts
Author: DeathsShadow000
Disclaimer: I don't own X-Men Evolution sigh such a pity.
Authors' Notes: ROGUE DOESN'T SHARE A ROOM WITH ANYONE. Thanks for anyone who reviewed (and didn't kill me), feed-back is great and I'm sorry that the chapters are so short. I'll try to make them longer and add in more dialogue. Well, enjoy (if that's possible with what I've done).
Thoughts = 'blah blah' Telepathic Conversation = T* blah blah T*
'Here Ah am. Walkin' down these halls, thinkin' about her. WHY?! Ah should be thinkin' about Scott or how to control mah powers but instead here Ah am thinkin' about Ms.Perfect. Ah don't know why Ah feel this way, all Ah know is that whenever she walks into a room it lights up and Ah get butterflies in mah stomach and when she's close to me Ah feel as if everything is gonna be alriaght..Ah don't have to worry about mah mutation..Ah can just relax but Ah won't let mahself relax. Ah won't let someone get close, heh heh heh, listen to me! Ah'm getting' all lovey-dovey. What would people think if they found out that Ah actually loved someone liake Jean.loved someone at all. Oh well, nothin' is gonna happen anyways. It's not liake she feels the same way as Ah do and even if she did, we could never be together because of mah powers. But I want to be with her and maybe that's what scares me most. Ah'll admit that Ah'm inlove with her. Every time Ah see her, every time Ah'm near her.every time Ah dream about her, it feels as if mah heart is gonna burst from all the love Ah have for her but it also pains me to know Ah can never have her. Ah was cursed from day one to live a liafe of solitude. A want to let someone in but Ah'm afraid, Ah know that they'll only get hurt. It's so easy to love someone but it's painful to love them from a distance. It's even more painful when that love isn't returned. Today Ah almost dropped mah guard.
FLASHBACK
'Ah was walking down the hall, thinkin' about mah powers and an annoyin' red head when Ah bumped into something. That's when Ah heard the most beautiful voice on earth.'
"Are you alright?"
'It was "her" and she was concerned about me. Ah saw something flash within her eyes. I felt her arms, they were wrapped around mah waist and mah hands were restin' on her shoulders. Our bodies were pressed together. We stood there and stared at each other. Ah was losin' mahself in her eyes..losin' mah control. Ah couldn't let that happen so Ah stepped away from her. Ah thought Ah saw disappointment in her eyes but that couldn't be. Why would she be disappointed? Ah stopped wonderin' about it and put mah mask back on, Ah told her Ah was fiahne and Ah told her to get outta mah way. Ah left her standin' in the middle of the hall. Luckily no one was there to see what had happened. Ah kept on walkin' but Ah could feel her eyes boring into the back of mah skull.
END FLASHBACK
'Liake Ah said, love from a distance is painful. Ah keep every thing bottled up inside. Ah don't want to talk about mah past even though Ah'm searchin' for the answers. Bouncin' from foster home to foster home ain't fun but when you do find a some what nice and carin' home it gets taken away all too soon. Every one that Ah have ever touched is in mah head, even Jean, they blame me, curse me and beat me to the ground (at least in mah mind) and no matter how hard Ah try to fight back it's no use. There's too many voices in mah head screamin' to get out. It hurts all the time and it hurts so much.physically, emotionally, mentally and all of the powers that Ah have absorbed are tryin' to get out. It feels as if mah body is gonna get ripped to shreds. That's why Ah take this blade and run it across mah arm again and again and again. Ah see the blood flow and pool onto the bathroom floor. Ah lift mah arm up and watch a red river of blood flow down. The pain is so intense Ah go numb and that's the idea. If you can't feel then nothin' hurts. Ah am a bit surprised though, Ah'm surprised that no one has found out about this. Ah've been doin' it since Ah found out about mah mutation.it's probably been over a year now. Ah almost wish someone would find out, then they'd stop me. Maybe they'd realize Ah'm not as strong as people think Ah am. There is one thing that self-mutilation can't do..it can't make me stop lovin' Jean any less and it can't make the pain in mah heart go away, knowin' that Ah can never have her. Emotions suck.'
*The blade drops to the tiled floor with a clink and Rogue is leaning against the door, head on her knees, arms spread on the floor, while her blood pools at her feet..and she cries in silence, her tears mixing with the blood on the floor. We here music as the room fades away into darkness.
Well, whatcha think(comes out wearing a suit of steel armor)? Please read and review. Oh! Minor note: These first two chapters were done in their perspective the next chapter will have more interaction between both of the characters as well as the rest of the cast. So there will be a whole lot more talking next chapter. See ya and thanks for reading!