Disclaimer- you know the drill, it ain't mine!
I have a habit of dedicating my tears.
The first – Sirius.
Lily Potter. James Potter.
The anonymous old man.
Cedric Diggory.
Why? Why do I still cry like this? MOVE ON. But still they fall.
Grawp.
Firenze.
Trelawny.
God, I even cry for Trelawny. How my 13 year old self would have laughed at that.
Quirrell.
Serverus.
How peculiar that it is natural to call him that.
Ernie Macmillan.
Hannah Abbott.
Crabbe. Goyle. The dead Malfoy. The one who rots in prison. The one who weeps for the other two: They are only worth one drop. It is funny that I regret their deaths at all; seeing as I would rather they were dead than alive.
Zabini Blaise.
The handsome spy.
Minette Halloway.
Julie Adams.
Sally-Anne Perks.
Mandy Brocklehurst.
I never even spoke to them.
Terry Boot.
Michael Corner.
Justin Finch-Fletchley.
Why do I save the worst till last?
Professor Sinistra.
Professor Vector.
Madame Maxime.
Professor Flitwick.
All valued teachers, but none so much as
Minerva McGonagall.
Faithful order members:
Dedalus Diggle.
Sturgis Podmore.
Hestia Jones.
Nymphadora Tonks.
Please stop.
Hedwig.
Crookshanks.
Trevor.
Scabbers, a faithful pet, too, I suppose.
Now it's really hurting.
Parvati Patil.
Cho Chang.
Lavender Brown.
Seamus Finnegan.
Dennis Creevy.
Angelina Johnson.
Lee Jordan.
Oliver Wood.
It hurts too much, why do I torture myself?
Neville Longbottom.
Now one that doesn't.
Peter Pettigrew.
Not this one, stop, STOP, I can't take this one,
Raped and tortured, Gabrielle Delacour.
Bastards.
Percy Weasley.
Charlie Weasely.
Arthur Weasely.
Fred Weasley.
Ginny Weasley.
Traitor- Mrs Weasley.
I MUST STOP.
Hagrid.
Dumbledore.
STOP DAMN YOU. STOP STOP STOP STOP STOP
Mum.
Dad.
ITS NOT FAIR.
Tom Riddle.
Don't make me say it, oh please, please don't make me say it.
I won't say it, I won't.
Please...
Ron Weasley.
Harry Potter.