Hello...everybody....smiles like a psycho killer ready to kill some one Thank you for all the support and kind reviews. It makes me feel loved...but right now I'm really pissed off....somebody just happened to drop a bad review by on the wrong day....POORLY PUT TOGETHER MY ASS, COOPER BOY!!!! YOU'RE LUCKY I CAN'T HURT YOU! twists head of a stuffed animal Sorry...I couldn't control my undying fury which is raging uncontrollably. ' I try and be nice...and be friends with everyone...but does it work.? NOOOO! On with the reviews I should respond to:
Starlight - I'm glad you think so, and thank you very much for the kind and happy reviews! And of course I'll read your stories when you get signed up! J
Petri - Momo is my best friend and is now my secondary character when I'm having troubles like thinking or something!
ShOrTi3 - I'm glad you think so also, and I know I can't spell sometimes...when I wrote chapter 5 I was extremely tired and I was side tracked also...
Starfire - I'm glad you liked my whole Psycho Killer Bob thing...lol My friends and I came up with him in science class one day...it was great fun! Lol....Emilio!!! HAHA!
Glaring storm - Ha ha ha...very funny! I dunno why Yelm has to be a pilot school...it sux...ooooh! Willl my freakin computer stop with the red squiggly lines already?!
Fanceyface6 - Thank you a thousand time over! At least SOME people think I have a gift....twists head on Barbie doll this time...not that it'll change anything though... And no problem for the bacon tip. It was my pleasure!
Now....:O For the thing that's made me feel like a piece of crap....
GDCooper - Poorly put together my ass! It's probably better than what you could ever do...You MAY not know me as a person or a writer, but I still take offense to what you said. You basically said that I was a crappy writer with no talent what so ever. So don't even....!!!! DON'T EVEN BEGIN WITH ME! You got yourself into a war that you will never, and I repeat, NEVER be able to win. Maybe you can hide behind your big fancy words, but those won't protect you from my fist, now will it...? As I once learned, if you don't have anything nice to say, then don't say it at all buster! Those types of things will get you beat up. I'm not the type of person who praises their own work either! I just merely said that I love to be clever? Is that such a crime?! And by the way, I'll put author's notes WHERE I WANT THEM!!!!!! Can't I write my thoughts? Jeeeeze! I only had....4 notes in the first chapter, and obviously they were, 'inappropriate!' You know, I hate people like you who think that their all that and a slice of bread. It makes you feel good to be mean to other people. I dunno if you were trying to be mean, but you sure got me pissed. Oh, and another thing! MICROSOFT WORD MAY HAVE SPELL CHECK, BUT WHEN YOU TYPE ON THE .doc DOCUMENTS, THEY DON'T!!! You should try writing one, it's not as easy as it appears, Cooper Boy....Quite frankly I should send you and e mail about this...but you know what? You were too much of a freakin' coward to leave it! Your review may not have been a slam to you, but it sure looked like one to me. And about how you said, "How on Earth did you get all those positive reviews?" are you dissing my reviewers now? So you're saying that their stupid for reviewing my 'no good, poorly put together story'? Well I happen to like all of those people who are nice to me and review nice things, and things that make my heart soar with happiness. So why don't you just shove off, and go screw a monkey. GRRRRR!!!! You make me sooooo mad!!!! Good day to you Sir, and I hope that monkey is just as kind to you as you were to me.
sighs There....I got that out of my system. He just made me mad....you can read what he said if you want. But let that be a lesson to anyone who wants to piss me of...glares at Gabby and her preppy friends And yes, I know I probably over reacted, but I haven't had the best day today...Sorry you all had to see that side of me....I feel like a horrible person...Anyways, without much further ado, I give you my story...(with all the author notes I want in it...) And it turns out I spelled ambulance wrong the whole chapter last time...sorry. Please excuse my poor spelling....--' And I will try and not put as many notes....I like to talk...sorry. But you people could tell that by my bio....lol...quarters are very, I repeat, VERY dangerous.
Disclaimer: I almost forgot about this thing...oops...I don't own the Teen Titans....yet anyways...but the CIA will never find out about my secret schemes that I've been planning! Muahahaha! cough cough I'm kidding...or am I....? looks around
Chapter 6 Suppressed Memories Part 1
Raven looked out the window as the ambulance sped it's way through the busy roads of Gothom City. (do they live in Jump city or Gothom...??) She would occasionally glance at Beast Boy, just to find him either, 1) picking at some growth in his ear, 2) looking at Starfire with a worried expression on his face or 3) staring at her in return obviously trying to catch her eye. Raven was getting a little anxious, for the worry and concern for her fellow Titan had been welding up inside of her, and was getting harder for her to control.
Beast Boy noticed this and got a puzzled look on his face. "Rae..? Is there something' wrong? 'Cause you know that you could always talk to me about--"
"I'm fine Beast Boy." She interrupted with her usual calm voice as she looked at him with an expressionless face. If it was up to her, she would have liked for Starfire to have been at the hospital a half an hour ago, but unfortunately, it wasn't up to her.
"Are you sure...? Because---" He was once again cut off by Raven.
"Yes, I'm sure...why are you so curious?" She questioned as she turned to face him. Her eye brow was raised curiously.
"Uhh...do I have to have a reason to be concerned about you, Rae? You are my friend and all..." Beast Boy replied as he rubbed the back of his head. Raven looked at him as though he was a crazy guy off to the nut house.
"Whatever..." She sighed when she finally decided that it was normal for him to be concerned. Raven stared at Starfire's unconscious and felt a pang of guilt in her stomach. Suddenly, Starfire's finger twitched as she once again began to regain her consciousness.
"Where...am...I?" Starfire mumbled as she brought her hand to her forehead. Her eyes abrupt ably closed painfully as she moved, for every movement she made sent a shock of pain through her entire body.
"Star, it's ok. We're on the way to the hospital right now...Every things going to be alright, you'll see!" Beast Boy said in drab tone, almost as though he was trying to reassure himself that everything was going to be alright. (I learned how to use a thesaurus today! Lol...it really helps! Momo Get on with the story! throws a mallet at Sakura's head)
"Beast Boy...tell---" Starfire didn't reach the end of her sentence before the mental trauma had got to her and once again, made her pass into the plain of nothingness. (This should almost be a Angst or Drama...but we'll seeeee!!!!)
Not but two minutes after Starfire had passed out the second time, they had reached the hospital's emergency wing formally known as "Wing Of Terror! Muahahahaha!" (ok...if that is what they used to call the emergency room...I wouldn't want to go there....looks around) Bob and Bill had opened the back end of the ambulance to unload Starfire as Raven gasped. Her eyes scanned the building as she, once again, felt fear entangle itself with her. She knew this place well, though she tried hard not to remember it. The memory swelled inside of her like an allergic reaction. Slowly, her breathing began to shallow and grow more ragged and urgent. (ok..I wasn't going to do this at first, but oh well. There's obviously, going to be two memories we visit today class. dresses up like a teacher and has a cool lil pointy dealy First one is with Raven, second with Star...and I have no idea if any of this is true...so don't assume...lol...it just adds effect!)
"Rae...are you feeling alright?" Beast Boy inquired as he put his arm out for comfort. "You don't look too well...maybe you should---"
"NO...no...I am fine Beast Boy. I'm just...just not myself right now," she sighed as she rubbed her head. She could feel a terrible head ache beginning. Beast Boy backed down and decided that it was best to leave the telepath to her own thoughts and conflicts.
"Well...you two will have to stay in the waiting room, obviously. So just go and help yourselves to any of the nice and cushioned seats. And make sure that you visit the buffet!" exclaimed an all too cheery nurse as she popped up out of no where and started to drag Raven and Beast Boy towards two big automatic sliding glass doors. (wow! I wanna go to that place! They have food and every thing! You can't go to a place without food...it makes it not fun! Lol...) Beast Boy had two round, black buttons for his eyes and his body went all noodley as he allowed himself to be dragged to the glass doors. Raven on the other hand, made a futile attempt to pull away from the 'So cheery, she's freaky' nurse but instead got pulled along with the slobbering Beast Boy.
"Why must you be so persistent in dragging me?" Raven mumbled as she succeeded in pulling her arm out of the freaky nurses' vice like grip. The nurse gazed at her with a blank stare.
"Your father is waiting, Raven. There is no need to be apprehensive..." echoed a voice inside of the dark teens head. Raven's eyes flashed with fear as the voice continued to speak. "It will happen...don't worry...Your father will be here shortly..." The voice echoed once more. Raven stood rooted to the spot where she stood as Beast Boy snapped out of his 'noodle' daze.
"Rae...are you sure that you're feeling alright? 'Cuz we don't have to stay..." Beast Boy mentioned as he slowly began to take small strides towards her.
"Stay...." was all that Raven could mumble. Her eyes were filled with watery tears, waiting to slide down her pale, impassive face.
"Raven...this is not like you...Ya know what? I think that we should go back, no I don't think, I know. C'mon now...I don't want to put you through anything that might scar you." Beast Boy tried to comfort as he once again began to advance towards her. He reached out to touch her shoulder when a shock of pain went through his head. "Ahhhh....ouch! What the hell was that...?!" He yelped as he hastily brought his hands to his head.
"I s-said, stay b-back!" Raven stuttered as tears slowly began to roll down her ashen face. Her arms began to tremble as she tried to make her noncompliant limbs budge. Beast Boy had recovered from his latest shock of pain and once again, recommenced in walking towards Raven. Another shock went through his head, but this time, he didn't concede. He reached his hand out to touch her shoulder, and felt yet another shock go through his mind, but still, he went on doing what he had started.
"C'mon, Rae. Lemme help...." He grunted as he forcibly placed his hand decisively on her shuddering shoulder. Just then, something happened that Beast Boy would never be able to understand. It was as though he was in a raging torrent of blinding colors that swerved all around him. 'What in the world is going on...?!' he thought to himself as he tried to pry his hand off of Raven's shoulder, but to his dismay, it seemed as though someone had put silly glue on his hand.
"Don't try to run, Raven....It'll find you anyways..." Echoed the same voice that Raven had previously heard in her head, except this time, Beast Boy heard the paranormal voice too. A chill raced up his spin as he continued to listen to it's sinister tone. "It will always be here..." it continued.
"Shut up...JUST SHUT UP!!!!!" Raven shrieked as tears flew from her eyes that were already filled with so much fear.
"Raven...what...is happening...?" Beast Boy said quizzically as big question marks appeared over his green head.
"B-beast Boy...? What are you doing here...?" Raven asked, a little confused as she looked at Beast Boy for the first time, as if she had just noticed him.
"I wouldn't mind knowing that myself..." he replied as he tried to wave his arms, but couldn't because his hand was 'super glued' to Raven's shoulder. "Where are we anyways...?" he asked as he placed his foot on Raven's ram and tried to pull his hand free.
"You're in my thoughts...I don't know how you got in here, but you must leave...immediately." She explained as he stopped trying to detach his arm.
"Whoa whoa whoa whoa! Last time I went into your mind I not only got chased around by small, demonic birds, but I was also almost shish-ca- bobbed by that malicious statue! Get me outta here!!" Beast Boy's voice held the edge of panic as he hysterically looked around for those little black raven's with the blood red eyes.
"This is different, Beast Boy. Last time you were in a place of meditation...now you are in my memories. You can access all my thoughts and all of my deepest darkest secrets here..." Raven explained as a light bulb appeared over everyone's favorite changeling's head and turned on.
"Sooo....does that mean..." Beast Boy smiled impishly as he once again tried to deviate so he could explore all of her thoughts, but forgot that his hand was cemented on to Raven's shoulder.
"Don't even think about it. Besides, you would get lost, just as you did when you went into my mirror." She replied with a huff as she began to feel something tugging at her cloak in the direction of a black, swirling hole that looked almost like a black hole...the ones in space. (...I am making no sense what so ever am I?) Something attracted her to it...like a magnet would metal. The force became stronger and harder for her to resist, and soon she was walking towards the black hole.
Beast Boy was being dragged by Raven, also. He took one look at the hole and cried, "There's no way I'm goin' into that 'Swirling Vortex Of Doom' Rae. You must be outta your mind!!"
"It's not like we have a choice," Raven replied through clenched teeth.
"What do you mean we have no choice?!" Beast Boy exclaimed as he tried to pull himself and Raven away from the vortex.
"This 'swirling vortex of doom' won't stop until I'm in it...so it looks as though you have to come along for the ride." Raven said as Beast Boy turned into a big green elephant, thinking that it might stop their progress towards the black hole. Instead it had the opposite effect than what Beast Boy had intended, they were being sucked in faster.
"Ahhhh!!!" Beast Boy screamed as Raven and himself were sucked into the 'swirling vortex of doom.'
Back to Starfire....
Starfire's eyelids flickered open to find a creepy nurse leaning over her staring at her.
"Eee!" she shrieked as she tried to hide under the covers of her hospital bed, but found it a little painful to move. The nurse smiled a crooked smile and began to laugh in a high sinister tone.
"So you're finally awake? Just to let you know, your operation was a success! Your appendix was taken out and is in that jar over there!" exclaimed the nurse as she pointed to a jar on Starfire's bed side table.
"But...but I didn't need this...what is it called? Appendix?...what operation? Is there something wrong with me?" Starfire asked as she felt up and down her entire being, searching for a wound or a painful bump. The nurse began to laugh again as she watched the teen search in panic.
"Oops...wrong bed..." she merely said as she made her way to another bed with a old man in it. Starfire let out a sigh of relief when the nurse said that.
"What happened...?" She asked her self as she brought her hand to her head. Suddenly, the scene flooded back into her mind. She saw Kitten and herself fighting. Then the next moment she saw Robin hitting her and then saw him retreat back to Kitten, who in return whispered something in his ear. She saw him walking towards herself and leaning down and taking a breath. She heard his voice saying, "I hate you...Kitten is my...is my only love. I can't, and never will love you. Good Bye..." Those word echoed in her mind for a few minuets before she once again, processed it and began to sob into her knees. She touched the spot where he had uttered those terrible words to her. It felt as though she could feel his breath on her skin. A chill went down her spin as she tried to suppress her agony and negative feelings that had surfaced inside of her. Her heart gave an uncomfortable twist as those words echoed in her skull, it was as though they were going to make her head explode.
'Why won't they fade...?' Starfire thought as she began to take ragged breaths. "WHY?" She cried out loud as she brought both of her hand to her head.
"Shush...you'll wake the other patients!" The nurse scolded as she made her way back to Starfire, holding her finger to her mouth. Starfire wasn't paying any attention to the nurse, for she was too caught up in her own thoughts that haunted her so. Blackness was consuming her as she began to cry out on pain and sorrow, Starfire knew what was going to happen. She just had a feeling it had to do with her past....And boy was she right.
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