My first fanfic in a really long time. My first Naruto one. Actually when I wrote this I was thinking more of Kairi. Right now I'm really obsessed with Kingdom Hearts. It makes me cry sometimes because theres no way that Riku/Sora are ever going to be together, and I love Kairi so much that I want her to be alone. I don't know why. Maybe because it's angsty. But still, I think that Sakura should move on. I never liked her with Sasuke and I never will. I don't want her to be alone, but I do want her to suffer for a bit. Just a little bit then she can move on and be with Kakashi-sensei :P. But I really do like her. Also for some reason, I'm really afraid that Sasuke is going to die...it's like a feeling in my gut.
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto.
He's dead...I can't feel any tears run down my face, but I know they're there. Not because he's dead, its because I wasted my whole life on him, when I could've reached a level high enough to save him. Save him for Naruto. Save him, so he could avenge his clan. But no...I was too busy thinking up ways to make him go out with me, to pay attention to Kakashi-sensei. I never trained. I always argued with Ino over him. But even she moved on, while I stayed behind, still hoping that maybe he would look my way. And in the end, I was his undoing. I was right there. Kakashi-sensei and Naruto were busy with their fights. But I was there, watching. Watching as he desperatly tried to take revenge upon his brother. No one noticed me. I could've easily snuck up on him. But I didn't. I was too scared. Too weak. And in the end, it was all my fault. The spray of blood was more then I could handle and I passed out. When I woke up, I was in a hospital, and he was six feet underground.
Naruto is crying. He is crying so hard, it makes me sick. When was the last time I saw him cry? It was years ago surely. It hurts me to see him like this. The #1 Loudest Ninja, laying in a heap on the soft newly turned soil. It's funny. Naruto was the one he loved the most. Naruto was the one that could've saved him. He would've been brave enough to step in. He would've felt enough for him to step in. But me...I guess in the end, I never really loved him. If I had, I would've sacraficed everything for him. I shouldn't be crying. Afterall it wasn't me who lost someone precious. I shouldn't be falling next to Naruto. I shouldn't be wishing I were dead instead of him, and wanting Naruto to stop crying, and wanting him to be alive again and comfort me and tell me it's not my fault. But I am...
I'm a brat. A selfish weak little brat. I always have been. And when I've finally learned my lesson... it's too late.
Wow that sucked...guess I outta start getting back into the groove of fanfic writing. I can't just freeload on the site anyways.