Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Harry Potter characters; they are the property of JKR. This story is mine.

A/N: This is like a diary, I won't say who is writing you will have to pay close attention and see who you think it is. There will be hints, and you will be able to guess who they are.

The Diary's

Entry 1

Dear Diary,

I sit here looking out of the window on the train. The scenery passing by, just like so much of my life has. It seems like just yesterday I was boarding this scarlet steam engine on my first trip to Hogwarts. And now here I am, sitting in the very same compartment I met my two best friends, on my last trip to Hogwarts.

The night is falling, which means we should be arriving soon. I know my duties and I should get up to and make sure everyone is all right. Ron looks at me weird, with my Head Girl badge on my chest. I think he is jealous that Harry and I received them. But he knew it was coming. He had to, especially with the defeat of Voldemort. Harry was bound to receive the Head Boy badge.

Harry, now that is a subject! I look at him now and I find it hard to picture him the knobby kneed little boy he used to be. He has grown into such a man, and so has Ron for that matter. It seemed to me in the blink of an eye that Harry and Ron have shot up and filled out. They are no longer children; they are men and I love them both dearly.

Though I fear, in my heart of hearts that my love for one of them is growing; growing beyond that that of which I wilts allow. But alas how can you stop yourself from feeling what is real, what feels so right but yet must be wrong?

I feel the train slowing down now. Harry and I must make our rounds and give the passwords to the prefects. If only Ron would be aloud to come alone, but it is only us. I just hope that Ron doesn't feel as though he has been deserted.

Forever Yours