I'm not gay. Well, at least I don't think I am? Well...My first kissed were with Ginny. I went rushing to her when I heard the whole, "Kissing is the best!" thing. Now whats the trouble in trying it out with your friend? I mean, it wouldn't be awkward or anything because I never talk to her anymore. I'm trying to block it all out.
When Ginny and I kissed..I liked it. I really liked it, so I kept trying things on her. I've straddled her and groped and French-kissed and..I haven't found anything more satisfying. She just lets me do it though, no and, ifs, or buts about it. No ews or any of that after wards either. Just the sexual tension piercing its way through the air.
Of course, I see the way her brother looks at me too. I like him and all.. It's just theres no real substitute for Ginny. Even when I do block her out all the time, being grumpy to her and never everyone else.
I'm just scared... What will people think when they hear that Hermione Granger, know-it-all, smartest witch of her age, has fallen for Ginny Weasley? I don't know what to do anymore.. I see her staring at me, and I know she really likes me, but I was hoping she wouldn't.. Maybe then I wouldn't have to admit to liking her back. Or liking the way she always gives me those sexy glances that make me weak in the knees.
Why Ginny? I ask myself constantly, then I remember all the things she's done for me and how her and I became quite good friends in my fourth year. I remember her letting me let it all out about Ron, how stressed I was about my studies, everything. Back then she didn't really know me all that well, either. She let me do it though, like we'd been best friends our whole lives.
I love that about her, how she just takes people in out of the rain of the stress and becomes their shelter. How she always makes everyone laugh and puts them all in good moods, and how she'll always try to help people, even if she didn't know what she was doing. She at least tried.
God, I envy her strength, how she just goes for things she wants and never looks back. I see it in Ron, too. Weasley strength I suppose.
I won't envy her anymore, I'm going to go for it. Even if I'm taking all the signs wrong and she's just thinking of me as a friend, I am most certainly going for it. No looking back. I want her to be mine, and I think she wants me as hers. Thats it, end of story, I'm just going to lunge out in the face of danger!
No second thoughts, Hermione. Just..Do this..
When Ginny and I kissed..I liked it. I really liked it, so I kept trying things on her. I've straddled her and groped and French-kissed and..I haven't found anything more satisfying. She just lets me do it though, no and, ifs, or buts about it. No ews or any of that after wards either. Just the sexual tension piercing its way through the air.
Of course, I see the way her brother looks at me too. I like him and all.. It's just theres no real substitute for Ginny. Even when I do block her out all the time, being grumpy to her and never everyone else.
I'm just scared... What will people think when they hear that Hermione Granger, know-it-all, smartest witch of her age, has fallen for Ginny Weasley? I don't know what to do anymore.. I see her staring at me, and I know she really likes me, but I was hoping she wouldn't.. Maybe then I wouldn't have to admit to liking her back. Or liking the way she always gives me those sexy glances that make me weak in the knees.
Why Ginny? I ask myself constantly, then I remember all the things she's done for me and how her and I became quite good friends in my fourth year. I remember her letting me let it all out about Ron, how stressed I was about my studies, everything. Back then she didn't really know me all that well, either. She let me do it though, like we'd been best friends our whole lives.
I love that about her, how she just takes people in out of the rain of the stress and becomes their shelter. How she always makes everyone laugh and puts them all in good moods, and how she'll always try to help people, even if she didn't know what she was doing. She at least tried.
God, I envy her strength, how she just goes for things she wants and never looks back. I see it in Ron, too. Weasley strength I suppose.
I won't envy her anymore, I'm going to go for it. Even if I'm taking all the signs wrong and she's just thinking of me as a friend, I am most certainly going for it. No looking back. I want her to be mine, and I think she wants me as hers. Thats it, end of story, I'm just going to lunge out in the face of danger!
No second thoughts, Hermione. Just..Do this..