Ressurected
A/N: Don't own Teen titans at all. I wish I did, b/c then a lot of crazy things would happen. Title is cheezy, i know... but the story isn't! (If you don't like mai coupling, then don't read it...)
¤Chapter Three¤
BB's POV -----------
Girl's stink. I mean stink like stinky feet stink. I spill my heart out, my adorable, soft, cuddly HEART out for her, and what does she do? SHE SICKS A COUCH ON ME!!!!
I thought if I told her how I felt about her, that some way she would feel the same. Now i'm looking forward to backachs all the time...
I didn't want Raven to go away like Star did a year ago. I wanted to tell her how i felt about her if something like that ever happened to her. Aw well, maybe she'll come around. Nothing to sooth a broken heart like kicking Cy's butt in a video game anyway. I still can't stop thinking about if she said she felt... okay, maybe not felt, eh, had the same views as I did. Maybe we would be getting hot-n-heavy on the floor, or possibly meditating as one, or eating a romantic breakfast together.... OR-
"Hey, BB! Earth to BB!!! I just kicked yo' but!!! BOOYAH!"
"Huh?" I looked at the screen. My car was totaled at the side of the road, while Cy's dude was doing a victory dance by my bloody corpse. PLAYER ONE WINS! flashed across the screen, and Cyborg mimicked the guy's screen dance in front of my face.
"Go Cy, It's yo birthday, Haha!!! Ready to get your butt whooped again, green dude?"
"Nah, I don't feel like it..." I dropped the controller and walked into the kitchen. I chugged down some soy milk form the fridge as I wiped a milk mustache from my face.
"Okay, then. How about an old fashioned Breakfast Jamboree?"
"Nah..."
"Movie Mania?"
"No."
"I know! How about we go on a sugar rush at the store across the mall?"
"Nope... that's okay..."
"Okay... either your in a funk about somethin', or you just found out Santa Claus wasn't real..."
"DUDE! Don't even kid about that..." I put my milk away and sat on a stool, swirling around in my seat. "I, I guess I just don't feel very well..." I heard the doors opening as Raven strolled inside. She saw me, and kind of froze. She looked like she was going to turn around, but I stopped her. "Stay, Rae. I RHYMED!!! woot I'll leave..."
I transformed into a Raven And flew out of the door. I caught Raven's eye before I left. I needed some air and time alone to deal with the tramendous hole she placed on my heart. Or, something like that.
Robin's POV -------------
"Do you remember what you said to me Star when you left?"
I turned and saw Star playing with one of my Robins. She placed it on my bed, and nodded. "Of course I remember. I said that I loved you, and that I always have and always will. Why?"
I sat down beside her and grabbed the Robin in my own hands. "Do you still feel the same way, Star?"
I saw her hang her head down, then she looked back up. "Of course. Why wouldn't I still mean it?"
I stood up and walked across the room. "Are you positive, Star? Because people can just say things, and not really mean them the same way others do. Like, you could mean Love as in just a friendship love since we're best friends, or you can mean it in another way... as in a deeper love... or-"
"Robin, you are not making much sense." Star sighed as walked up to me. She looked up yes, he's taller then her. It has been a year... in my masked eyes and held on to my hands. "When I went away, I could not stop thinking about you. You have left a very powerful impression on me..." I smiled as she continued. "No matter what, Robin, You will always be mine. No one can ever change that."
I lent in and softly kissed her lips. She seemed so sweet, so innocent, It killed me. She blushed and returned the kiss, only this time with more feeling. Every feeling, every motion, everything was all wrapped up in that one special first kiss we shared together. She led me over to my bed, as we glided down onto the soft black sheets. I won't go much into detail about what happened next since this is suppost to be PG-13 BLAST ME!, but it was the most magical night, the most magical feeling, I have ever felt in my whole life. As I felt her pressence around me, I couldn'd help but make love to her. She's special to me, and I will never let her go.
I promise I won't.
Cyborg's POV ---------------
"Okay, start explaining, or I'll make you!"
Raven looked around the room nervously, and shook her head. "I don't need to tell you anything." She spun around me and floated towards the fridge. I saw her reach for BB's Soy Milk, which almost made me faint. Since when does Raven like soy.
"Um, Rae..."
"I SAID I'm not telling you anything!"
"No, It's not that! Your..."
"WHAT!?!?!" A Black flame suddenly surrounded her body as she smushed the empty milk carton which fell to the ground in a pile of dust.
"Umm..." I felt a huge sweatdrop form at the top of my head as I pointed to the pile of ash. "You just drank BB's soy milk..."
The flame disappeared as she looked down to the ashes. She knelt down and rubbed it in her hands. She freaked me out before, but this was just plain weird. "I have to find BeastBoy... I have to tell him..." She then transformed into a black Raven and zommed out of the room. I sweatdropped yet again and looked at the floor...
"She could of at least picked up these ashes... I better get and explination for this in the mornin..." I extended my arm out and sucked up the ashes. Another good thing about being a robot, having every appliance right at your fingertips.
I wonder what Star and Robin were doin'... gee, I wonder...
Starfire's POV ---------------
Robin guided me through the whole wonder experience. He talked me through some things, and kept kissing my forehead gently whenever I felt like I could not handle it. It certainly was magical though. Robin said that what we were doing was a way to show deep love for one another on this planet. I do not know what I would have done if Robin was not around. I forever would be lost in this lonely gigantic city, alone possibly. After the experience was over, we just layed there, kissing one another, feeling as one together. Robin pulled stands of my hair behind my ear, while whispering reasuring statements in my ear. He whispered things like, "It will all be alright" and "I'll never let anyone harm you, ever again" and others. I did not want to leave his side.
All of a sudden we heard sirens and red lights flashing over head, and we knew something was not right. We got dressed and ran towards the main room. I have no idea what the room is called XP!
"What's up?" Robin asked, standing behind Cyborg and looking into the huge monitor.
"Ya'll never guess it. It's Slade... he's back."
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I gasped and took a few steps back. Slade, returning? He perished into flames like I did, He cannot have returned. That is not Slade. It is one of his minions. Yes, that is it. They are just trying to frighten us. But, what if Slade was ressurected as well? I looked around at Robin and Cyborg. They both looked like they wanted to damage someone. I felt tears forming in my eyes. I thought it was the last of Slade when I jumped into the fire and killed myself. I thought It was the end of everyone's pain. Of Robin's pain...
"Where's that Bastard at," Robin muffled under his breath. Haha, PG-13 language rocks...
"Robin..." I started, but Robin stopped me.
"No, Star. That, That freak is going to pay for what he did to you. To me. To everyone. I'm going to kill him, and make sure he's dead this time."
"How'd he come back, though? Did he come back like Star, or some other way."
"It doesn't matter!" Robin shot back at Cyborg. "All I know is, that peice of trash is going to pay!" Robin swished around and stalked over towards the door. His fists were clenched, and he looked like he was going to strike at any given minute.
"Robin? Robin!" I floated towards him, to catch up to him. He could not go hurting himself because of me... because of Slade. We twisted and turned down hall ways until I was finally able to reach him. I put my hand on his shoulder, but he flinched it away.
"He's going to pay, Star. Nothing you or anyone else says or does will change my mind..."
"Robin, I, I do not wish for you to go out and damage yourself because of me. I am not worth your sufferage, and neither is Slade." He started to slow his pace a little, but It was still hard to keep with his pace. "Robin, please, you must..."
"No, Starfire! I don't want to hear it. He hurt you, and that's all I need to know to pummle him into the ground and make him pay for all the suffering he put me through when you were gone. Don't you understand? This is revenge, Star. Revenge! We need to act now before it's too-"
"No! No, we do not! Not at this persise moment, anyway." I took a hold of his hand before he could rush off again. "Listen, Robin..."
"No!!" He pulled his hand away with great force amd stepped away from me. "No! We can't just sit here and think up a stupid plan that could take forever to go through while Slade is out there doing the same exact thing. He'll get stronger and will build more minions and gadgets to destroy us all one-by-one. Don't you see, Star? WE NEED TO ACT NOW!!!"
I flinched at the sound of his voice. He had never yelled at me before and this experience wasn't all that enjoyable. It seemed like he was a type of cat, Lion, and I was its tiny little prey. I was wishing to God that he wouldn't hurt me right now, and that he may just turn away and cool off somewhere. Possibly to get his mind off of things. I took a few steps back, and managed to stammer, "Y-You are y-yelling at m-me... did I d-do s-s- something w-wrong?"
"Yes, Star, you did! You lost all of your common sense and you can't even see my views about this! If we attack now, we can easily break in and catch him off gaurd. He's weak now, Star. If we wait, then we could..."
"B-But, Robin..."
"NO BUTS STAR!!" I flinched as he neared me. "I can't believe you don't want to attack him when he's down, when he's vulnerable... I can't spell :'("
"But, h-how do you know h-he's..."
"Because I do! I can feel it..."
I looked down at the floor as tears started to fall from my eyes. This was not the same Robin I used to know. He has changed over an earth year, and I do not like it at all. He's not the same caring Robin I knew before, the same one I knew about half an hour ago when he whispered that he would never let anyone harm me ever again. Robin was harming me with his words, with his voice. I was afraid to talk to him, to look at him. "R-Robin, You have c-changed..."
"That's what happens to people, Star. You hardly know a person if you haven't seen them for a whole year!"
I looked up, suprised. Was he blaming me for being gone all this time? Was be blaming me for dying? "R-Robin, I, I do not understand..."
"It's because of you I changed, Star! It was because of you I'm like this! If, If you didn't leave, then maybe I would be kicking back with the team designing a stupid plan. Maybe Slade wouldn't be ticking me off so bad. Maybe, Maybe I wouldn't of cried for you every single day of my whole life!! Maybe, Maybe I wouldn't have locked myself inside my room for hours, thinking if it would have been me instead. It's because of you I'm like this, Star! Why can't you SEE THAT!!?"
I floated there, looking at him. It was all I could do. I then looked at the ground, and blinked away old tears as new ones started to come. "S-so, your blaming me then?" I floated down to the ground and wrapped my hands around me. I reached my destination, and started to softly sob to myself. I heard Robin inching towards me, and I wished at that moment for him to leave me alone. I did not wish to be with him when he hated me so much.
"Star-Star, I..."
"No, Robin! Don't say anything!" I looked up at him with my blurred vision, and held on to myself tighter. "How could you blame me for this!? I did not know he would come back. I did not know that I had to sacrifice myself to save you, Cy, or the others. I did not know I would have caused you so much pain and sufferage..." My soft sobbed became louder as I found it hard to speak. "Just, Just because I s-sacrificed myself t-to SAVE you, d-doesn't m- mean you have to t-turn it around on me and b-blame me for all y-your problems that you seemed to have when I-I was g-GONE!!" I fell to the floor, crying on the hard surface. I wanted all of my pain and surrow to go away, but I knew it wouldn't go away. Nothing will go away. "You-You changed. I, I don't know y-you a-a-anymore, R-Robin."
I heard Robin's botts clatter among the floor. I heard him inching a bit closer, as he slumped down on the ground beside me. "I'm so sorry, Star. I, I didn't mean to... to hurt you like this..." I looked up towards him and saw tears coming from his masked eyes. I blinked up at him, as I rose myself from the floor and inched closer towards him. He grabbed for my hand, and pulled me closer towards him, wrapping me in a warm, wonderful embrace. He pulled back my hair, and wiped away my tears with his fingers, just like he did when we did the love making. I heard him whisper sorrowful sorries into my ear, and I just closed my eyes and rested my head against his chest. This was how things were suppose to be. This was the way everything was suppose to be. I heard claning of other foot prints coming towards us. I did not care about anything right then as they stopped inches behind us.
"Ya'll okay?"
"Yeah..." I heard Robin whisper, as he brushed his fingers through my hair. "Hey, where's Raven and Beast Boy?"
Raven's POV -------------
I could feel the coldness in the air as I glided over Gothman or Jump... which one is it!? city searching desprately for him. If somehitng happened to him, something horrible, I would never forgive myself. Ever.
I stopped in the air, and I listened to myself. I was feeling, guilty. Stupid emotions probably got out or something. I shook the thoughts away and continued in my search for BB. I mean, I'm not ready for the whole, "Let's date, have our first kiss, get engaged, get married, have sex, and then have kids" thing. Not yet. I wanted to take it slowly first, you know, building the trust and all that stuff. Beast Boy put so many emotions through my mind, I can hardly think about anything else.
BAM!
I was fluttering towards the ground at high speeds, stunned at what happened. Something, someone, took me by suprise as I could feel myself fall faster and faster. I morphed into my human state, but it was no use. Falling, falling, falling...
"RAVEN!"
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Darkness. It was all I could see, It was all I could feel, It was all I could hear. I started to get some of my hearing back, but it pounded through my brain, making my whole body shake. I tried opening my eyes, but it didn't do much good. My vision was all blurry, and I tried getting myself up, but the motions hurt too much. Screams, blurs, pain. I tried to heal myself, tried to get my vision back. I managed to get it some-what clear, and My head didn't hurt all that much. I got up on my feet, and felt around for some support. I could feel a cool material by my side, so that must be a wall or something. I looked forward into the blurry streets, and could see two people fighting in the distance. One looked pretty beat up, the other, looked like this fight was a walk in the park.
I blinked, and could see the one lying on the cement, in so much pain. He looked green, and sort of like an animal. Funny, who would have green skin? Did I know anyone that was green? Did I know anyone? I stood there, thinking, trying to think. I whipped my head up, and could feel terror spread across my face.
"Beast.... Beast Boy..."
I held on to my stomach as I tried to walk over to him. I needed to save him, I needed to help him. I could hear the other person laughing, with his foot squishing his head. No, I-I couldn't lose BB. Not, not now...
"Before I kill you, Titan, would you like any last words?"
That voice.... It was so, familliar...
"Well, I was going to say you're an ass, but I think you know that already..."
I heard Beastboy Scream in pain as his head was pushed harder into the ground. My strength was coming back. My vision, my hearing, my memory...
"Azarath, Metrion, ZYNTHOS!" My eyes began to glow the usual white color they turned when I used my powers. I could feel my shadows pick up a few streetlights, as I threw them towards the person who was hurting BB. He stammered back, far enough for Beast Boy to escape. I then waved my hands again, as fire hydrents and cars started to fly towards the enemy. I wanted to kill him, kill him so badly. He hurt Beast Boy, and he'll pay.
"R-Raven?"
I raised my hands again as buildings started to crumble. The debrise I hate spelling...;P gathered into my powers, as I lunged them forward, making a grave above the enemy. This felt so good, so great, so wonderful.
"Raven!"
I tunred my head to see Beast Boy with a frightened look on his face. Was I scaring him? Was I hurting him some how? His face was bruised and bloody... did I do that to him? It was all my fault. All of this was my fault. He hates me, He doesn't like me anymore. I thought he felt...
I lowered my hands as my powers faded away. MY eyes widened as I fell to my knees. I heard Beast Boy call out my name, but it really didn't matter anyway. I was the one who caused him all the pain he's going through. I'm the one who did that to him. Why was I so cruel? Why...
"Rae? Rae! Are you, Are you okay?"
"It's my fault..." I jumped at the touch of his arm around me. I didn't deserve to feel him. I didn't deserve to love him. I didn't deserve anything.
"What's your fault, Rae?"
I kept my eyes close as I felt him hold me tighter. No, I kept telling myself. You don't deserve this. He's touching you. He cares about you, You don't deserve that.
"You're hurt. It's my fault. If I hadn't yelled at you, If I told you how I felt..."
"Whoa, Rae! Back it up. Your fault? None of this is your fault!" I could feel myself being rcoked back and forth, so lovingly, so caring. I didn't deserve it, but it felt so good at the time. "I was the one who left the Tower, remember? I was the one who ran, well, flew out like a mad man. I didn't know, I didn't know that he was back, and, well..."
"No. NO!" I could feel my emotions all coming out of me all at ounce. Guilt, timid, sadness, happy, everything. I pushed Beast Boy back as he flew into a wall. "NO!! I did this to you, How could I? I'm sorry, Beast Boy. I'm sorry.... I'M SORRY!!!" A black whirlwind of emotion started to surround me, as I fell to my knees. I clenched onto myself, afriad to open my eyes, or afraid to let go of myself. My tears mixed in with the blackness around me, and I wanted to just let go of the pain. To just let go. Let go...I felt myself being lifted into the air, lifted into the darkness... I didn't deserve anything. I didn't deserve to live...
I felt hands grip onto mine, as I opened my eyes slowly. Through my teary vision, I could see Beast Boy floating there, holding onto me. He pulled me into an embrace, as I started to cry on his shoulder. The blackness around me started to fade a bit, as Beast Boy and I were lowered to the ground. We reached the pavement, when the blackness stopped. I could feel sobs that were stuck in my throat, as Beast Boy's relaxing hand rubbed up and down my back. I looked into his bruised eyes, and kissed him gently. I could feel the cooling blood that was on his lips, as he kissed me back. I slipped away and rested my head on his shoulder. "I'm sorry. Beast Boy. I'm sorry..."
"I'm sorry, too." He started to gently rock me back and forth again, as the night air started to get colder and colder.
"Who was hurting you?"
The rocking stopped, and I could feel his hand on the back of my head tense. I closed my eyes, and was sorry I asked. I wasn't ready for what he said next.
"It, It was Slade..."
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DUN DUN DUN!!!!! falls over holy crap this was a long chapter. I'm so tired right now. I can't ever think at night. I was going to make it longer, but left it as is.... now i have to correct the stupid thing. I decided to keep writing even though i only got.... 2, 3 reviews last chapter.... since 14 ppl or so reviewed on the first chapter, I thought I should continue. Yes, Robin and Star had sex, and yes, BB and Rae got together.... and no, Raven didn't kill Slade... oh poopers... anywho, please review... Sorry everything is coming on so fast, I just wanted to make this some-what short... who really knows, right? right. Please, Please review... I would appriciate it very much... is that spelt right? I dunno.... PLZ review! Chapter 4 will come as soon as I wanna post it.... Keels over and sleeps while drooling on her keyboard bleccchhh... Na ha, BB said ass! Oh, and the last BB/Rae scene was from the BB/Terra scene in the Ep. "Terra." I like my version better... XD! lol...
A/N: Don't own Teen titans at all. I wish I did, b/c then a lot of crazy things would happen. Title is cheezy, i know... but the story isn't! (If you don't like mai coupling, then don't read it...)
¤Chapter Three¤
BB's POV -----------
Girl's stink. I mean stink like stinky feet stink. I spill my heart out, my adorable, soft, cuddly HEART out for her, and what does she do? SHE SICKS A COUCH ON ME!!!!
I thought if I told her how I felt about her, that some way she would feel the same. Now i'm looking forward to backachs all the time...
I didn't want Raven to go away like Star did a year ago. I wanted to tell her how i felt about her if something like that ever happened to her. Aw well, maybe she'll come around. Nothing to sooth a broken heart like kicking Cy's butt in a video game anyway. I still can't stop thinking about if she said she felt... okay, maybe not felt, eh, had the same views as I did. Maybe we would be getting hot-n-heavy on the floor, or possibly meditating as one, or eating a romantic breakfast together.... OR-
"Hey, BB! Earth to BB!!! I just kicked yo' but!!! BOOYAH!"
"Huh?" I looked at the screen. My car was totaled at the side of the road, while Cy's dude was doing a victory dance by my bloody corpse. PLAYER ONE WINS! flashed across the screen, and Cyborg mimicked the guy's screen dance in front of my face.
"Go Cy, It's yo birthday, Haha!!! Ready to get your butt whooped again, green dude?"
"Nah, I don't feel like it..." I dropped the controller and walked into the kitchen. I chugged down some soy milk form the fridge as I wiped a milk mustache from my face.
"Okay, then. How about an old fashioned Breakfast Jamboree?"
"Nah..."
"Movie Mania?"
"No."
"I know! How about we go on a sugar rush at the store across the mall?"
"Nope... that's okay..."
"Okay... either your in a funk about somethin', or you just found out Santa Claus wasn't real..."
"DUDE! Don't even kid about that..." I put my milk away and sat on a stool, swirling around in my seat. "I, I guess I just don't feel very well..." I heard the doors opening as Raven strolled inside. She saw me, and kind of froze. She looked like she was going to turn around, but I stopped her. "Stay, Rae. I RHYMED!!! woot I'll leave..."
I transformed into a Raven And flew out of the door. I caught Raven's eye before I left. I needed some air and time alone to deal with the tramendous hole she placed on my heart. Or, something like that.
Robin's POV -------------
"Do you remember what you said to me Star when you left?"
I turned and saw Star playing with one of my Robins. She placed it on my bed, and nodded. "Of course I remember. I said that I loved you, and that I always have and always will. Why?"
I sat down beside her and grabbed the Robin in my own hands. "Do you still feel the same way, Star?"
I saw her hang her head down, then she looked back up. "Of course. Why wouldn't I still mean it?"
I stood up and walked across the room. "Are you positive, Star? Because people can just say things, and not really mean them the same way others do. Like, you could mean Love as in just a friendship love since we're best friends, or you can mean it in another way... as in a deeper love... or-"
"Robin, you are not making much sense." Star sighed as walked up to me. She looked up yes, he's taller then her. It has been a year... in my masked eyes and held on to my hands. "When I went away, I could not stop thinking about you. You have left a very powerful impression on me..." I smiled as she continued. "No matter what, Robin, You will always be mine. No one can ever change that."
I lent in and softly kissed her lips. She seemed so sweet, so innocent, It killed me. She blushed and returned the kiss, only this time with more feeling. Every feeling, every motion, everything was all wrapped up in that one special first kiss we shared together. She led me over to my bed, as we glided down onto the soft black sheets. I won't go much into detail about what happened next since this is suppost to be PG-13 BLAST ME!, but it was the most magical night, the most magical feeling, I have ever felt in my whole life. As I felt her pressence around me, I couldn'd help but make love to her. She's special to me, and I will never let her go.
I promise I won't.
Cyborg's POV ---------------
"Okay, start explaining, or I'll make you!"
Raven looked around the room nervously, and shook her head. "I don't need to tell you anything." She spun around me and floated towards the fridge. I saw her reach for BB's Soy Milk, which almost made me faint. Since when does Raven like soy.
"Um, Rae..."
"I SAID I'm not telling you anything!"
"No, It's not that! Your..."
"WHAT!?!?!" A Black flame suddenly surrounded her body as she smushed the empty milk carton which fell to the ground in a pile of dust.
"Umm..." I felt a huge sweatdrop form at the top of my head as I pointed to the pile of ash. "You just drank BB's soy milk..."
The flame disappeared as she looked down to the ashes. She knelt down and rubbed it in her hands. She freaked me out before, but this was just plain weird. "I have to find BeastBoy... I have to tell him..." She then transformed into a black Raven and zommed out of the room. I sweatdropped yet again and looked at the floor...
"She could of at least picked up these ashes... I better get and explination for this in the mornin..." I extended my arm out and sucked up the ashes. Another good thing about being a robot, having every appliance right at your fingertips.
I wonder what Star and Robin were doin'... gee, I wonder...
Starfire's POV ---------------
Robin guided me through the whole wonder experience. He talked me through some things, and kept kissing my forehead gently whenever I felt like I could not handle it. It certainly was magical though. Robin said that what we were doing was a way to show deep love for one another on this planet. I do not know what I would have done if Robin was not around. I forever would be lost in this lonely gigantic city, alone possibly. After the experience was over, we just layed there, kissing one another, feeling as one together. Robin pulled stands of my hair behind my ear, while whispering reasuring statements in my ear. He whispered things like, "It will all be alright" and "I'll never let anyone harm you, ever again" and others. I did not want to leave his side.
All of a sudden we heard sirens and red lights flashing over head, and we knew something was not right. We got dressed and ran towards the main room. I have no idea what the room is called XP!
"What's up?" Robin asked, standing behind Cyborg and looking into the huge monitor.
"Ya'll never guess it. It's Slade... he's back."
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I gasped and took a few steps back. Slade, returning? He perished into flames like I did, He cannot have returned. That is not Slade. It is one of his minions. Yes, that is it. They are just trying to frighten us. But, what if Slade was ressurected as well? I looked around at Robin and Cyborg. They both looked like they wanted to damage someone. I felt tears forming in my eyes. I thought it was the last of Slade when I jumped into the fire and killed myself. I thought It was the end of everyone's pain. Of Robin's pain...
"Where's that Bastard at," Robin muffled under his breath. Haha, PG-13 language rocks...
"Robin..." I started, but Robin stopped me.
"No, Star. That, That freak is going to pay for what he did to you. To me. To everyone. I'm going to kill him, and make sure he's dead this time."
"How'd he come back, though? Did he come back like Star, or some other way."
"It doesn't matter!" Robin shot back at Cyborg. "All I know is, that peice of trash is going to pay!" Robin swished around and stalked over towards the door. His fists were clenched, and he looked like he was going to strike at any given minute.
"Robin? Robin!" I floated towards him, to catch up to him. He could not go hurting himself because of me... because of Slade. We twisted and turned down hall ways until I was finally able to reach him. I put my hand on his shoulder, but he flinched it away.
"He's going to pay, Star. Nothing you or anyone else says or does will change my mind..."
"Robin, I, I do not wish for you to go out and damage yourself because of me. I am not worth your sufferage, and neither is Slade." He started to slow his pace a little, but It was still hard to keep with his pace. "Robin, please, you must..."
"No, Starfire! I don't want to hear it. He hurt you, and that's all I need to know to pummle him into the ground and make him pay for all the suffering he put me through when you were gone. Don't you understand? This is revenge, Star. Revenge! We need to act now before it's too-"
"No! No, we do not! Not at this persise moment, anyway." I took a hold of his hand before he could rush off again. "Listen, Robin..."
"No!!" He pulled his hand away with great force amd stepped away from me. "No! We can't just sit here and think up a stupid plan that could take forever to go through while Slade is out there doing the same exact thing. He'll get stronger and will build more minions and gadgets to destroy us all one-by-one. Don't you see, Star? WE NEED TO ACT NOW!!!"
I flinched at the sound of his voice. He had never yelled at me before and this experience wasn't all that enjoyable. It seemed like he was a type of cat, Lion, and I was its tiny little prey. I was wishing to God that he wouldn't hurt me right now, and that he may just turn away and cool off somewhere. Possibly to get his mind off of things. I took a few steps back, and managed to stammer, "Y-You are y-yelling at m-me... did I d-do s-s- something w-wrong?"
"Yes, Star, you did! You lost all of your common sense and you can't even see my views about this! If we attack now, we can easily break in and catch him off gaurd. He's weak now, Star. If we wait, then we could..."
"B-But, Robin..."
"NO BUTS STAR!!" I flinched as he neared me. "I can't believe you don't want to attack him when he's down, when he's vulnerable... I can't spell :'("
"But, h-how do you know h-he's..."
"Because I do! I can feel it..."
I looked down at the floor as tears started to fall from my eyes. This was not the same Robin I used to know. He has changed over an earth year, and I do not like it at all. He's not the same caring Robin I knew before, the same one I knew about half an hour ago when he whispered that he would never let anyone harm me ever again. Robin was harming me with his words, with his voice. I was afraid to talk to him, to look at him. "R-Robin, You have c-changed..."
"That's what happens to people, Star. You hardly know a person if you haven't seen them for a whole year!"
I looked up, suprised. Was he blaming me for being gone all this time? Was be blaming me for dying? "R-Robin, I, I do not understand..."
"It's because of you I changed, Star! It was because of you I'm like this! If, If you didn't leave, then maybe I would be kicking back with the team designing a stupid plan. Maybe Slade wouldn't be ticking me off so bad. Maybe, Maybe I wouldn't of cried for you every single day of my whole life!! Maybe, Maybe I wouldn't have locked myself inside my room for hours, thinking if it would have been me instead. It's because of you I'm like this, Star! Why can't you SEE THAT!!?"
I floated there, looking at him. It was all I could do. I then looked at the ground, and blinked away old tears as new ones started to come. "S-so, your blaming me then?" I floated down to the ground and wrapped my hands around me. I reached my destination, and started to softly sob to myself. I heard Robin inching towards me, and I wished at that moment for him to leave me alone. I did not wish to be with him when he hated me so much.
"Star-Star, I..."
"No, Robin! Don't say anything!" I looked up at him with my blurred vision, and held on to myself tighter. "How could you blame me for this!? I did not know he would come back. I did not know that I had to sacrifice myself to save you, Cy, or the others. I did not know I would have caused you so much pain and sufferage..." My soft sobbed became louder as I found it hard to speak. "Just, Just because I s-sacrificed myself t-to SAVE you, d-doesn't m- mean you have to t-turn it around on me and b-blame me for all y-your problems that you seemed to have when I-I was g-GONE!!" I fell to the floor, crying on the hard surface. I wanted all of my pain and surrow to go away, but I knew it wouldn't go away. Nothing will go away. "You-You changed. I, I don't know y-you a-a-anymore, R-Robin."
I heard Robin's botts clatter among the floor. I heard him inching a bit closer, as he slumped down on the ground beside me. "I'm so sorry, Star. I, I didn't mean to... to hurt you like this..." I looked up towards him and saw tears coming from his masked eyes. I blinked up at him, as I rose myself from the floor and inched closer towards him. He grabbed for my hand, and pulled me closer towards him, wrapping me in a warm, wonderful embrace. He pulled back my hair, and wiped away my tears with his fingers, just like he did when we did the love making. I heard him whisper sorrowful sorries into my ear, and I just closed my eyes and rested my head against his chest. This was how things were suppose to be. This was the way everything was suppose to be. I heard claning of other foot prints coming towards us. I did not care about anything right then as they stopped inches behind us.
"Ya'll okay?"
"Yeah..." I heard Robin whisper, as he brushed his fingers through my hair. "Hey, where's Raven and Beast Boy?"
Raven's POV -------------
I could feel the coldness in the air as I glided over Gothman or Jump... which one is it!? city searching desprately for him. If somehitng happened to him, something horrible, I would never forgive myself. Ever.
I stopped in the air, and I listened to myself. I was feeling, guilty. Stupid emotions probably got out or something. I shook the thoughts away and continued in my search for BB. I mean, I'm not ready for the whole, "Let's date, have our first kiss, get engaged, get married, have sex, and then have kids" thing. Not yet. I wanted to take it slowly first, you know, building the trust and all that stuff. Beast Boy put so many emotions through my mind, I can hardly think about anything else.
BAM!
I was fluttering towards the ground at high speeds, stunned at what happened. Something, someone, took me by suprise as I could feel myself fall faster and faster. I morphed into my human state, but it was no use. Falling, falling, falling...
"RAVEN!"
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Darkness. It was all I could see, It was all I could feel, It was all I could hear. I started to get some of my hearing back, but it pounded through my brain, making my whole body shake. I tried opening my eyes, but it didn't do much good. My vision was all blurry, and I tried getting myself up, but the motions hurt too much. Screams, blurs, pain. I tried to heal myself, tried to get my vision back. I managed to get it some-what clear, and My head didn't hurt all that much. I got up on my feet, and felt around for some support. I could feel a cool material by my side, so that must be a wall or something. I looked forward into the blurry streets, and could see two people fighting in the distance. One looked pretty beat up, the other, looked like this fight was a walk in the park.
I blinked, and could see the one lying on the cement, in so much pain. He looked green, and sort of like an animal. Funny, who would have green skin? Did I know anyone that was green? Did I know anyone? I stood there, thinking, trying to think. I whipped my head up, and could feel terror spread across my face.
"Beast.... Beast Boy..."
I held on to my stomach as I tried to walk over to him. I needed to save him, I needed to help him. I could hear the other person laughing, with his foot squishing his head. No, I-I couldn't lose BB. Not, not now...
"Before I kill you, Titan, would you like any last words?"
That voice.... It was so, familliar...
"Well, I was going to say you're an ass, but I think you know that already..."
I heard Beastboy Scream in pain as his head was pushed harder into the ground. My strength was coming back. My vision, my hearing, my memory...
"Azarath, Metrion, ZYNTHOS!" My eyes began to glow the usual white color they turned when I used my powers. I could feel my shadows pick up a few streetlights, as I threw them towards the person who was hurting BB. He stammered back, far enough for Beast Boy to escape. I then waved my hands again, as fire hydrents and cars started to fly towards the enemy. I wanted to kill him, kill him so badly. He hurt Beast Boy, and he'll pay.
"R-Raven?"
I raised my hands again as buildings started to crumble. The debrise I hate spelling...;P gathered into my powers, as I lunged them forward, making a grave above the enemy. This felt so good, so great, so wonderful.
"Raven!"
I tunred my head to see Beast Boy with a frightened look on his face. Was I scaring him? Was I hurting him some how? His face was bruised and bloody... did I do that to him? It was all my fault. All of this was my fault. He hates me, He doesn't like me anymore. I thought he felt...
I lowered my hands as my powers faded away. MY eyes widened as I fell to my knees. I heard Beast Boy call out my name, but it really didn't matter anyway. I was the one who caused him all the pain he's going through. I'm the one who did that to him. Why was I so cruel? Why...
"Rae? Rae! Are you, Are you okay?"
"It's my fault..." I jumped at the touch of his arm around me. I didn't deserve to feel him. I didn't deserve to love him. I didn't deserve anything.
"What's your fault, Rae?"
I kept my eyes close as I felt him hold me tighter. No, I kept telling myself. You don't deserve this. He's touching you. He cares about you, You don't deserve that.
"You're hurt. It's my fault. If I hadn't yelled at you, If I told you how I felt..."
"Whoa, Rae! Back it up. Your fault? None of this is your fault!" I could feel myself being rcoked back and forth, so lovingly, so caring. I didn't deserve it, but it felt so good at the time. "I was the one who left the Tower, remember? I was the one who ran, well, flew out like a mad man. I didn't know, I didn't know that he was back, and, well..."
"No. NO!" I could feel my emotions all coming out of me all at ounce. Guilt, timid, sadness, happy, everything. I pushed Beast Boy back as he flew into a wall. "NO!! I did this to you, How could I? I'm sorry, Beast Boy. I'm sorry.... I'M SORRY!!!" A black whirlwind of emotion started to surround me, as I fell to my knees. I clenched onto myself, afriad to open my eyes, or afraid to let go of myself. My tears mixed in with the blackness around me, and I wanted to just let go of the pain. To just let go. Let go...I felt myself being lifted into the air, lifted into the darkness... I didn't deserve anything. I didn't deserve to live...
I felt hands grip onto mine, as I opened my eyes slowly. Through my teary vision, I could see Beast Boy floating there, holding onto me. He pulled me into an embrace, as I started to cry on his shoulder. The blackness around me started to fade a bit, as Beast Boy and I were lowered to the ground. We reached the pavement, when the blackness stopped. I could feel sobs that were stuck in my throat, as Beast Boy's relaxing hand rubbed up and down my back. I looked into his bruised eyes, and kissed him gently. I could feel the cooling blood that was on his lips, as he kissed me back. I slipped away and rested my head on his shoulder. "I'm sorry. Beast Boy. I'm sorry..."
"I'm sorry, too." He started to gently rock me back and forth again, as the night air started to get colder and colder.
"Who was hurting you?"
The rocking stopped, and I could feel his hand on the back of my head tense. I closed my eyes, and was sorry I asked. I wasn't ready for what he said next.
"It, It was Slade..."
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DUN DUN DUN!!!!! falls over holy crap this was a long chapter. I'm so tired right now. I can't ever think at night. I was going to make it longer, but left it as is.... now i have to correct the stupid thing. I decided to keep writing even though i only got.... 2, 3 reviews last chapter.... since 14 ppl or so reviewed on the first chapter, I thought I should continue. Yes, Robin and Star had sex, and yes, BB and Rae got together.... and no, Raven didn't kill Slade... oh poopers... anywho, please review... Sorry everything is coming on so fast, I just wanted to make this some-what short... who really knows, right? right. Please, Please review... I would appriciate it very much... is that spelt right? I dunno.... PLZ review! Chapter 4 will come as soon as I wanna post it.... Keels over and sleeps while drooling on her keyboard bleccchhh... Na ha, BB said ass! Oh, and the last BB/Rae scene was from the BB/Terra scene in the Ep. "Terra." I like my version better... XD! lol...