I felt something tickling my head, stroking my neck, my arms and back to my face, caressing my face softly, taking in the very shape with their fingers. My eyes flew open and I nearly screamed.

'Shh!'

'Oliver!'

'Look, I'm sorry! I came to see if you were ok but you were asleep and you looked so peaceful. I just had to watch you, imagining you lying on a bed next to me, sleeping soundly whilst I watched you sleep. I suppose I got carried away. I'm sorry.'

'Oh Oliver, it doesn't matter. How long have you been here?'

'A couple of hours. I just wanted to make sure you were ok after what Malfoy did.'

'After what Draco did! Remember I'm engaged to the other one!'

'How could I forget?' Oliver looked away sadly and I felt suddenly guilty.

'Sorry, I didn't mean too…'

'No, it's ok. I just wish it was me, I wish it was us who were expecting the baby, not you and another man. I wish I could put my hand on your stomach, like this and know it was our baby that was growing inside.' I took Oliver's hand and placed it on my stomach, letting him feel the small bump.

'It's not the same, I know.'

'You've already got a little bump.'

'Soon I'll have a big bump. Oliver, there's something I want to tell you.'

'Yeah?'

'I want you to know, that if I could change things, if I could go back to the world cup and change the way things went, I would. I miss you more than anything. I mean, I love Lucius but that is also more about security as well as everything else. But the thing is, even he knows I still love you, he can still see it in my eyes. If I could change it so that this baby could be yours, I'd do it in a flash. You will always be my one true love.'

'Then tell Lucius you made a mistake, tell him that the baby is mine!'

'I can't do that Oliver! It's not fair on Lucius and it's not fair on you! Could you honestly bring up another man's baby?'

'I could if I was with you.'

'But I'm with Lucius now and I do love him and the baby is his. There is nothing we can do about that.'

'I know. I love you too, with all my heart and I could kick myself for letting you go and hurting you the way I did. Angelina told me that she used to hear you crying yourself to sleep.'

'Is nothing secret in this place?'

'So it's true?'

'Of course it's true! You are the first person who has broken my heart and it hurt. I still haven't got over it completely.'

'I'm sorry.'

'Shh! Don't apologise anymore.'

'Harry's been banned from Quidditch, so have Fred and George.'

'What?'

'Lifetime bans.'

'Who? Oh Professor Umbridge?'

'Yeah, how did you know?'

'I just did! Oh she is an evil cow! She's got it in for Harry and Dumbledore.'

'That's because they are going against what the ministry are saying but they'll soon see that they were right. Do you know what I don't fully understand?'

'What's that?'

'Why you are with Lucius when the only thing you ever wanted to be was an Auror.'

'Oh don't go back onto that subject. It wasn't me who gave up on five years!'

'Please don't let us argue. I was just saying, that's all.'

'Yeah well, Lucius is going to get in touch with some of his friends at various Quidditch clubs.'

'Fair enough. I just reckon you'd be a great Auror.'

'It means a lot to hear you say that Oliver. I just wish that I…' Oliver's face was suddenly next to mine. I knew what he was about to do and instead of pulling away, I closed my eyes and responded when his lips touched mine. His tongue slipped into my mouth and caressed mine. It was like old times, in Gryffindor tower after a Quidditch game. I would be sitting on Oliver's lap, laughing with everyone else, sighing as Oliver stroked and kissed my neck. Then he would cup my face and kiss me softly whilst Fred and George would make hurling noises. This was perfect, how I wanted it to be.

'I think we should come back later.' Oliver jumped away and I looked over at Harry, Ron and Hermione were looking back, all were smiling broadly. Oliver looked at me.

'I'm sorry, I didn't mean to. I'll see you tomorrow.'

'Oliver, don't go, please…' But he swept passed the others and was gone. I sighed and looked at the others.

'What happened there?' Hermione asked

'Hmm, got carried away I suppose. He kissed me and for a moment it was like old times.'

'What do you mean?'

'Oh come on, you remember! After a Quidditch match, especially if we won, everyone would be cheering and celebrating. You, Harry, Ron, Oliver and me on the chairs in that corner! I would be sitting on Oliver's lap and we'd be acting as couples do. Do you remember?'

'Yes. Fred and George used to take the mickey out of you sometimes.'

'Well, it was like that. Oliver just kissed me and it was like everything was back to normal. I was with Oliver; everything was just as it should be. Not how it is now, I'm pregnant and I'm with the only person who can stop me doing what I've always wanted; yet I love him. A deep, dark part of me loves every single hair on his body, every breath that he takes. Then the rest of me, the only part either Sirius or I got, the good part, that part loves Oliver and it is so much more pronounced than my love for Lucius because I know Oliver is the one.'

'So do something about it. You can't marry someone you don't love!'

'But I do love him Hermione, haven't you just heard what I said? I do love Lucius and he means a great deal to me. Never in all my life did I believe that Lucius could be so soft and caring, but he is.'

'But not like Oliver?'

'Of course not like Oliver!'

'They should teach us how to deal with love! It might help sometimes!'

'I wish they would because I know I haven't got a clue as to what I'm going to do.'

'You could ask Sirius.'

'No Harry, I'm not sending an owl to Sirius, it's getting to dangerous.'

'I wish we could help.'

'Ron, I wish I could help myself!' I heard the door open and looked up, as did the others.

'Lucius, hi.'

'I thought that I would come back and see you but you have visitors.'

'No, they were just going, weren't you.'

'Yes, we have homework to do. See you Destiny.'

'But what about?'

'Come on Hermione!' The three of them hurried outside and shut the door behind them. Lucius sat on the side of my bed. I placed a hand on his face and kissed him softly. Lucius responded eagerly and I felt cool air against my legs as he pushed the sheet down. His hand was caressing my leg when I pulled away.

'I don't think this is really the place, do you?'

'No! Poppy?'

'Yes Mr Malfoy.'

'Is Miss Black able to leave now.'

'If you look after her then yes, I see no problem with that.'

'Ok.' I nearly jumped out of bed and ran to my room but Lucius slowed me down. We got to my room without being stopped and I relaxed and said the password. The door opened revealing my now welcoming room. I stepped inside, Lucius behind me and as I heard the door snap shut, I spun round and looked at him. In response he kissed me, pulling me into his body so that every part of me was squashed up against him. I could feel his erection pressing into me like some iron rod, pressing against my groin, making me more excited. I ran my hand down and began to slowly caress it, listening to his soft moans of pleasure. He pulled away from our kiss and panted softly as he spoke.

'Do you know what I wanted to do when you jumped on my lap at the Quidditch game?'

'What is that then Lucius?'

'I wished that you had done it earlier, so then I could have lifted up the back of your robes, position them so they hid everything, then I would have thrust into you, making love to you as the game progressed.'

'Even with all those people around?'

'They were too busy concentrating on the match but it would have been fun, the thought that someone might be watching.'

'I know who that someone might have been!'

'Who?'

'Umbridge and Snape. It is clear from the way Umbridge flutters her eyelids at you that she fancies you and Snape is just jealous of anyone who is having a good time!'

'Well, I am afraid that Professor Umbridge may punish you all she wants for being with me but she is wasting her time! There is more chance of me chasing Miss Granger than her.'

'Hermione isn't that bad looking!'

'No, but you know my views! Now, be quiet!'

'Hmm, I think you'll have to make me.' Lucius gave me an evil grin and kissed me hard, certainly silencing me. He pushed my hand away and then walked backwards until I felt my bedside cabinet behind me. He lifted me up, pushing my skirt and pants down as he did so. I felt the cold drawers against my bare flesh and gasped as Lucius removed my robes, shirt and bra, leaving me completely naked in front of him. I went to undo his trousers but Lucius stopped me, instead doing it for himself. I tried to watch him but he kissed me again, taking my mind off of what his hands were doing although my legs seemed to open automatically, wanting, waiting for what was about to happen. I soon felt the tip of him pushing its way inside and I sighed softly, causing Lucius to chuckle. Soon he began to thrust, forcing his overly large manhood into my tight hole. We seemed to fit perfectly, just so that he would bring me all the pleasure and satisfaction I would need and I was just tight enough to bring him his satisfaction. As he continued to thrust, I remembered one of the reasons why I loved him so much as there was no denying that he was great in bed. As the thrusts continued, my thoughts stopped and I began to call out Lucius' name as I felt my body stiffen and shake. With one last thrust Lucius drove deep into me, releasing his seed into my already occupied womb. He held me close as my body bucked, calming me down by kissing my neck.

'I've missed that!' Lucius said bluntly.

'So have I. Damn you're good!'

'Now Miss Black, you must show some modesty otherwise you might give me an overly inflated ego.'

'Yeah, like you haven't got one anyway, part of which is still inside me!'

'Are you saying I am big headed?'

'No, I'm saying you have a big dick!'

'I was hoping you were saying that, otherwise I would have to punish you.'

'Oh yeah, how?'

'You wish to be shown?'

'Well, I did say you had a inflated ego!'

'Very well then!' Lucius pulled out and ordered me to my hands and knees and I followed willingly. I prepared myself for whatever he had in store but still let out a yelp as one of his hands stung my backside. He repeated this until it was red and I had tears in my eyes. Lucius got down behind me on all fours and I felt him kiss the spot where he had hit me. It was soothing and soon I felt him position himself in between my legs and he began to thrust quickly and urgently. Suddenly he withdrew and before I could ask, I felt the tip of him against my much smaller, still virgin hole.

'Lucius, I don't know…'

'Just relax! It is the only thing left I have to take and it is your punishment!' I felt his words bore through me but I was scared.

'It's just, please?'

'I promise I won't hurt you. If it hurts, tell me and I'll stop!' He said these last words in a soft, soothing voice that reassured me of everything. I took a deep breath and relaxed as much as I could. As I felt the head of it push past the rim, pain seared through my body and I called out, tears flowing down my face.

'It's ok, just relax. Please believe me baby, you know I wouldn't do anything to hurt you on purpose, I love you.'

'I know.' I relaxed again and tried to get used to the invasion in my most private part. Soon he was fully inside me and he waited until I was ready and then he began to thrust and I don't think I have ever experienced anything so heavenly. My whole body was immediately on the verge of an orgasm and I wanted to feel every last inch of him inside me. It was over all to soon and I felt Lucius' breath hit my back as he came down. He slowly pulled out and walked into the bathroom to wash, just to make things hygienic.

'Come here!' I walked into the bathroom and saw Lucius had filled the bath up. He took my hand and led me into the bath, letting me straddle him as he sat down. Once settled he softly ran a hand through my hair, repeating it over and over making me feel safe and warm.

'Why do you love me Destiny?'

'What? Huh? What made you ask that?'

'Many things. The fact that you are by far the most popular girl in this school and you could have anyone and you dated one of the most popular lads who came here.'

'Oliver and me, that was different, it was special and I'll never forget it.'

'Or stop loving him?'

'Probably not but I also love you, but for different reasons. I've seen a side to you no one, not even Draco has seen. It's moments like this that make me realise how much you mean to me. That night in the dining room, when you made love to me, it blew me away because no one had been so soft or gentle. I love because you are you and I wouldn't want it any other way. Plus, between you and me, the sex is pretty amazing!' Lucius smiled softly.

'That's all I wanted to hear!'

'Why do you love me?'

'Because you are the most amazing girl I have ever met. You are mature, sensible, loving, incredibly gorgeous and you gave me a chance!'

'Lucius, I need to tell you something.'

'Yes?'

'Please, please, please be careful! You know your fellow death eaters are evil and that you know who is the worst of the worst. If any of them find out, if he finds out, that you are engaged to someone who could hand you Harry on a plate yet you haven't told him, I hate to think of the consequences. I don't want to lose you, not now. So I'm pleading with you to be extra careful.'

'Destiny? I am not a stupid sixteen-year-old boy who can't see what is coming. I know to be careful, to protect you and our baby as well as myself. I am not going to do anything to make him suspicious.'

'Good!'

'But I am glad that you care enough to warn me. It just proves how mature you are!'

'Of course I care, if I didn't I wouldn't have said I'd marry you.'

'No?'

'No! I could have easily have told Draco or Oliver that the baby was theirs and I am sure that Oliver would have been as quick to propose as you were but I didn't, I told you.'

'I am glad that you did so. Now, keep quiet!' I felt Lucius' hands slowly swim over my body and sighed softly. I was going to have fun tonight, no matter what.