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i love wolves- Okay, here's chapter 9!! I really hope you like it! Thanks!
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Chapter 9-They Did What!?- Jenny's POV
" Jenny.. I'll ask one more time.. what happened?" Pony asked me. His voice sounded shaky and angry. I knew he was worried and he had a right to sound angry, but it scared me.
" The.. socs.." I said barely in a whisper, but I guess it wasn't a whisper, because Pony heard me and he blew up.
" What!?" he yelled.
" I know.. I'm-" I began to say slowly, but he cut me off.
He paced around the room a few times, and than he finally sat on the edge of the bed with me again. I knew he was just trying to calm down, but it was hard for him.
" When?" he asked firmly.
" Umm.. when I was passed out the other night... when they.. attacked us... I guess.. I don't really know, I was passed out." I said sadly.
" Did they rape you?" he asked firmly once again. Usually he would stutter or blush at the thought of talking about stuff like rape, but he was dead serious, and I wasn't about to mess with him.
" No." I said quickly. I wanted him to believe me, because I knew it was true, and I had already lied to him so much that I don't know how he'll trust me ever again.
" Are you sure?" he asked angry.
" Yes, I am sure Pony.." I said. We sat in silence for about two minutes until Pony finally broke our silence.
" Wait a minute.. you just gave me a big long speech about how we can't keep secrets from each other, and then you had a secret that you were hiding from me?!" he asked.
" I know, I'm sorry.." I said.
" Sorry? You're sorry? You made me feel guilty about not telling you everything that was on my mind, and the whole time you were keeping a secret, I can't believe that you did that." he said in disbelief.
" I know, it was really bad Pony. I'm sorry.. I just kept the secret to protect you. I didn't want you to worry, you have enough to worry about. I'm so sorry." I said quietly. Was he going to leave me? He must want to. I betrayed him. He hates me. All of these thought were running through my head all at once. I had to know or else I would go crazy.
" Are you going to leave me?" I blurted out in the midst of our silence.
" What.. what do you mean?" he asked.
" You know, leave me, dump me, not be with me anymore.." I said afraid to hear the answer.
" Leave you? Are you kidding?" He asked.
" No, I'm not kidding. Are you?" I asked.
" I am never going to leave you. Especially over some stupid little fight like this.." he said.
I let out a small sigh of relief.
Then suddenly I guess it hit him, and he realized why I hid it from him.
" Wait a minute.. is that why you hid this from me, because you thought that I would leave you if I found out that they did something to you that you don't even remember?" he asked.
I nodded slowly.
" Oh.. god Jenny! I would not leave you over that, you couldn't control whether they beat you up or not. I can't believe that you would even think that. Is that the kind of impression you think of me?" he asked.
" No, I just got scared and it was the first thought that came to my mind.. that's all. I'm really sorry Pony. Please forgive me?" I said slowly. Tears were slowly trickling down my cheeks, and I suddenly realized that he still had no shirt on, and I had on a small white tank top. His normal tan skin was a pale white. And I felt a chill go up my spine, and I felt the hairs on the back of my neck stand up.
" You okay?" he asked.
" Yeah, just a little cold all of the sudden." I said.
Since I was standing up now, which by the way I don't remember doing Pony got up and stood next to me. He slowly slid his strong arms around me and pulled me into a hug. He was freezing also. I cried silently into his bare chest. I just loved him so much that it hurt.
" I am so sorry." I said again. " Sorry.. sorry.. sorry.. sorry.. sorry.." I kept mumbling into his chest over and over again.
" Shhh.." he pulled away slowly.
" Don't be sorry baby.. don't ever be sorry.. besides we better get you cleaned up, and then we can go back to my house.. Darry'll have a cow, but he'll understand once he sees what they did to you." he said gently.
" Show him? We can't show him Pony!" I said a little louder than I had meant to.
" Why not?" he asked confused.
" Be- because... it's... embarrassing.." I said quietly. I didn't know why I was embarrassed exactly. I just didn't want the gang to know that I hid the whole thing from them, and they'll be mad that I hid it from Pony especially. I should have told Pony, it was a mistake that I didn't.
" Embarrassing? Why?" he asked.
" I'm embarrassed because I didn't tell you.. they'll think I'm crazy." I said to him.
" Sweetie, it's understandable. They'll understand why you didn't tell us. You just didn't want us to worry. Even though you should have told me, I understand why you didn't, but from now on we need to tell each other things, okay baby?" he asked sweetly.
" I promise.. I'll never keep another secret from you." I said, even though I knew that I couldn't keep it. In fact, I had already broken it. But I had a secret that I definitely could not and would not tell Pony. Because this secret i know he would hate me for. So, I made up my mind that I wouldn't tell Pony what it was.
" Okay, good. So lets go get you cleaned up." he said as he took my hand and lead me to my own bathroom across the hall. He lifted me up and sat me on the cold counter.
" Wow, you have gotten really light." he said.
" You think I'm fat?" I blurted out loud.
" What?" he laughed slightly.
" It's not funny.. " I said. Oh god, I knew it, he thought that I was fat.
" I'm sorry Jenny, but what are you talking about? Why would you ask me if I thought you were fat when I just said that you were getting light?" he asked me.
" You still haven't answered my question." I said seriously.
" Jenny!! Of course I don't think your fat. You're beautiful Jenny. And even if you were.. heavy.. I wouldn't care. I would still love you no matter what. You are not fat. You're actually incredibly skinny, and you should probably put on a few pounds if anything.." he said concerned.
" So you don't like the way that I am now?" I asked. I knew in my heart that I was being crazy. Pony probably thought that I was losing my mind, but I just kept on opening my mouth.
" Jenny, will you just stop! I love you regardless of what you look like, it's what's in here sweetie." he said pointing to my heart.
" God. .. what am I thinking?" I said aloud. I was still sitting on the counter, and I sighed and leaned back until my head was resting on the mirror.
" Do you think I am crazy?" I asked.
" No, not crazy. Just scared. What happened to you was horrible sweetie. It traumatized you. You have a right to be jumpy and scared. Don't let the socs take away your confidence. You're beautiful inside and out. I love you, and I don't want to hear anymore of this okay?" he asked.
" Thank you. And please forgive me." I said.
" Of course." he said leaning in to kiss me. After a while I leaned away.
" We better hurry and get to your house so they don't worry about you." I said. I was trying not to be mean, but Darry deserved to worry more than Soda did. In a way I did feel bad for Darry, he had the responsibility of a dad. Maybe I was being hard on him.
" Right. " he said. He leaned away from me and picked up the warm wet wash cloth that he had previously gotten ready for me. And he stood over me while I was still on the counter, and waited. Duh! He wasn't going to just rip my shirt off. He was more polite than that.
" Oh, right.. do you want me to just umm..." I began to stutter than I blushed.
" If you don't want me to, or you're to uncomfortable than I can just-" he began to say.
" No, it's okay.. sorry." I said. I was being childish. It was no big deal if I took my shirt off. It was only to clean my cuts. He had seen me in a bathing suit before. I slowly took of my shirt. Pony gasped when I did so. I guess it was worse than he had thought.
" The socs will pay..." he mumbled under his breath.
" I love you Pony. Honestly. I don't know what I would do without you. Thank you." I said smiling to him as he dabbed off my back with the wash cloth.
" I love you too. Thanks.. Do they hurt you to bad?" he asked.
" Umm, not to much anymore." I said as he finished putting on the medicine on my back and stomach.
" Thank- you for doing this." I said to him. Then all of the sudden I got the urge to kiss him. I knew we shouldn't be kissing at this particular moment, but I could help myself. He ran his hands through my hair instead of putting them on my back and waist like he usually did. I was so caught up in the moment, that I didn't realize when I heard a familiar voice from the bathroom door. Uh-oh.. we were in big trouble now!
TBC...
I know, kind of stupid, but review and read anyways.. And like always, sorry for errors and spelling mistakes.. thank you!
And thank you sooo much to everyone who reviewed the last chapter, cuz this chapter wouldn't be here without your reviews. So thanks.
hartfu13- Hey, thank you for the review, I think you reviewed for chapter 7 right when I put 8 up, so sorry that I didn't thank you last chapter, but I hope you'll keep reading!
naria4- Hey, thanks for reviewing, you were one of my very first reviewers, and have kept me writing, thank you so much!
Wen- hey, thanks for your review. I love getting them from you! I hope you like this chapter!
mrs.sodapopcurtis- Thank you for your review! You have been reading for a long time now, and you always review, I really appreciate it!! And thanks for saying that my chapters aren't crappy lol!
Ana- Sorry it took me so long to update, but the new chapter is finally here! I hope you like it! Keep reading and reviewing!
Tensleep- Thank you for the review, like always! I hope that you also like this chapter, because I don't think it's that good! Oh-well!
amanda- Hi, thank you for your review, I hope you enjoy this new chapter!
little cosette- Thank you, I hope you'll like this chapter! And keep R&Ring I appreciate it so much!
i love wolves- Okay, here's chapter 9!! I really hope you like it! Thanks!
becc-gallanter- Hey, I just got your review right when I was about to update this chapter! lol Thanks for reviewing!! I am so glad you like it!!Thnaks for all your help!
Disclaimer: I own nothing..
Authors Note: I hope you all like this chapter.. if you read PLEASE review, it makes me want to update faster.. and sorry if this chapter is bad!!
Chapter 9-They Did What!?- Jenny's POV
" Jenny.. I'll ask one more time.. what happened?" Pony asked me. His voice sounded shaky and angry. I knew he was worried and he had a right to sound angry, but it scared me.
" The.. socs.." I said barely in a whisper, but I guess it wasn't a whisper, because Pony heard me and he blew up.
" What!?" he yelled.
" I know.. I'm-" I began to say slowly, but he cut me off.
He paced around the room a few times, and than he finally sat on the edge of the bed with me again. I knew he was just trying to calm down, but it was hard for him.
" When?" he asked firmly.
" Umm.. when I was passed out the other night... when they.. attacked us... I guess.. I don't really know, I was passed out." I said sadly.
" Did they rape you?" he asked firmly once again. Usually he would stutter or blush at the thought of talking about stuff like rape, but he was dead serious, and I wasn't about to mess with him.
" No." I said quickly. I wanted him to believe me, because I knew it was true, and I had already lied to him so much that I don't know how he'll trust me ever again.
" Are you sure?" he asked angry.
" Yes, I am sure Pony.." I said. We sat in silence for about two minutes until Pony finally broke our silence.
" Wait a minute.. you just gave me a big long speech about how we can't keep secrets from each other, and then you had a secret that you were hiding from me?!" he asked.
" I know, I'm sorry.." I said.
" Sorry? You're sorry? You made me feel guilty about not telling you everything that was on my mind, and the whole time you were keeping a secret, I can't believe that you did that." he said in disbelief.
" I know, it was really bad Pony. I'm sorry.. I just kept the secret to protect you. I didn't want you to worry, you have enough to worry about. I'm so sorry." I said quietly. Was he going to leave me? He must want to. I betrayed him. He hates me. All of these thought were running through my head all at once. I had to know or else I would go crazy.
" Are you going to leave me?" I blurted out in the midst of our silence.
" What.. what do you mean?" he asked.
" You know, leave me, dump me, not be with me anymore.." I said afraid to hear the answer.
" Leave you? Are you kidding?" He asked.
" No, I'm not kidding. Are you?" I asked.
" I am never going to leave you. Especially over some stupid little fight like this.." he said.
I let out a small sigh of relief.
Then suddenly I guess it hit him, and he realized why I hid it from him.
" Wait a minute.. is that why you hid this from me, because you thought that I would leave you if I found out that they did something to you that you don't even remember?" he asked.
I nodded slowly.
" Oh.. god Jenny! I would not leave you over that, you couldn't control whether they beat you up or not. I can't believe that you would even think that. Is that the kind of impression you think of me?" he asked.
" No, I just got scared and it was the first thought that came to my mind.. that's all. I'm really sorry Pony. Please forgive me?" I said slowly. Tears were slowly trickling down my cheeks, and I suddenly realized that he still had no shirt on, and I had on a small white tank top. His normal tan skin was a pale white. And I felt a chill go up my spine, and I felt the hairs on the back of my neck stand up.
" You okay?" he asked.
" Yeah, just a little cold all of the sudden." I said.
Since I was standing up now, which by the way I don't remember doing Pony got up and stood next to me. He slowly slid his strong arms around me and pulled me into a hug. He was freezing also. I cried silently into his bare chest. I just loved him so much that it hurt.
" I am so sorry." I said again. " Sorry.. sorry.. sorry.. sorry.. sorry.." I kept mumbling into his chest over and over again.
" Shhh.." he pulled away slowly.
" Don't be sorry baby.. don't ever be sorry.. besides we better get you cleaned up, and then we can go back to my house.. Darry'll have a cow, but he'll understand once he sees what they did to you." he said gently.
" Show him? We can't show him Pony!" I said a little louder than I had meant to.
" Why not?" he asked confused.
" Be- because... it's... embarrassing.." I said quietly. I didn't know why I was embarrassed exactly. I just didn't want the gang to know that I hid the whole thing from them, and they'll be mad that I hid it from Pony especially. I should have told Pony, it was a mistake that I didn't.
" Embarrassing? Why?" he asked.
" I'm embarrassed because I didn't tell you.. they'll think I'm crazy." I said to him.
" Sweetie, it's understandable. They'll understand why you didn't tell us. You just didn't want us to worry. Even though you should have told me, I understand why you didn't, but from now on we need to tell each other things, okay baby?" he asked sweetly.
" I promise.. I'll never keep another secret from you." I said, even though I knew that I couldn't keep it. In fact, I had already broken it. But I had a secret that I definitely could not and would not tell Pony. Because this secret i know he would hate me for. So, I made up my mind that I wouldn't tell Pony what it was.
" Okay, good. So lets go get you cleaned up." he said as he took my hand and lead me to my own bathroom across the hall. He lifted me up and sat me on the cold counter.
" Wow, you have gotten really light." he said.
" You think I'm fat?" I blurted out loud.
" What?" he laughed slightly.
" It's not funny.. " I said. Oh god, I knew it, he thought that I was fat.
" I'm sorry Jenny, but what are you talking about? Why would you ask me if I thought you were fat when I just said that you were getting light?" he asked me.
" You still haven't answered my question." I said seriously.
" Jenny!! Of course I don't think your fat. You're beautiful Jenny. And even if you were.. heavy.. I wouldn't care. I would still love you no matter what. You are not fat. You're actually incredibly skinny, and you should probably put on a few pounds if anything.." he said concerned.
" So you don't like the way that I am now?" I asked. I knew in my heart that I was being crazy. Pony probably thought that I was losing my mind, but I just kept on opening my mouth.
" Jenny, will you just stop! I love you regardless of what you look like, it's what's in here sweetie." he said pointing to my heart.
" God. .. what am I thinking?" I said aloud. I was still sitting on the counter, and I sighed and leaned back until my head was resting on the mirror.
" Do you think I am crazy?" I asked.
" No, not crazy. Just scared. What happened to you was horrible sweetie. It traumatized you. You have a right to be jumpy and scared. Don't let the socs take away your confidence. You're beautiful inside and out. I love you, and I don't want to hear anymore of this okay?" he asked.
" Thank you. And please forgive me." I said.
" Of course." he said leaning in to kiss me. After a while I leaned away.
" We better hurry and get to your house so they don't worry about you." I said. I was trying not to be mean, but Darry deserved to worry more than Soda did. In a way I did feel bad for Darry, he had the responsibility of a dad. Maybe I was being hard on him.
" Right. " he said. He leaned away from me and picked up the warm wet wash cloth that he had previously gotten ready for me. And he stood over me while I was still on the counter, and waited. Duh! He wasn't going to just rip my shirt off. He was more polite than that.
" Oh, right.. do you want me to just umm..." I began to stutter than I blushed.
" If you don't want me to, or you're to uncomfortable than I can just-" he began to say.
" No, it's okay.. sorry." I said. I was being childish. It was no big deal if I took my shirt off. It was only to clean my cuts. He had seen me in a bathing suit before. I slowly took of my shirt. Pony gasped when I did so. I guess it was worse than he had thought.
" The socs will pay..." he mumbled under his breath.
" I love you Pony. Honestly. I don't know what I would do without you. Thank you." I said smiling to him as he dabbed off my back with the wash cloth.
" I love you too. Thanks.. Do they hurt you to bad?" he asked.
" Umm, not to much anymore." I said as he finished putting on the medicine on my back and stomach.
" Thank- you for doing this." I said to him. Then all of the sudden I got the urge to kiss him. I knew we shouldn't be kissing at this particular moment, but I could help myself. He ran his hands through my hair instead of putting them on my back and waist like he usually did. I was so caught up in the moment, that I didn't realize when I heard a familiar voice from the bathroom door. Uh-oh.. we were in big trouble now!
TBC...
I know, kind of stupid, but review and read anyways.. And like always, sorry for errors and spelling mistakes.. thank you!