My Ruin
Disclaimer: I do not own anything except this idea and/or any original characters that might appear.
Summary: Oh yes, it hurt, it hurt like hell, he didn't love her, she was blind to even think such a thought. He had made her feel like she was put on this forsaken earth just for him, and it had made her feel . . . special . . . for just one moment in her life. But that feeling was long dead, it had died with whatever love they both once shared. Which in this case, there was none.
Rated: R for violence, abuse, and language, NO hard lemon [softly scented though] because I'm too young to write such things.
Genre: Romance/Horror/Drama
Note: As for the songs I put in before the chapter sometimes they will be the entire song or just a part of the song, I do not own these songs and they are only put here because I feel they explain the story in a strange way.
Second Note: You guys are too nice. I expected to come home from my orchestra concert and either have no reviews or a bunch of flames screaming, "HOW CAN YOU MAKE AOSHI DO THAT!!!!!????". You all seem to want to know why Aoshi's such a whack job though. Haha it's understandable though. I love you all!
WARNING: This chapter verges between the worlds of lime and lemon. If you don't like it you CAN SKIP IT! It will not take anything out of the story for you. Also make sure you're parents don't find you reading it since most of you are most likely not old enough [shit, I'm not old enough to be writing it so don't tell me otherwise .] I wouldn't want you getting in trouble and then not be able to read the rest of my nice and wonderful story.
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We are all candy,
Covered on the outside,
Peel away the shell,
And we're frightened on the inside,
We are all angry,
Angry on the outside,
Peel away the shell,
And we're rotten on the inside.
-Lollirot Written and performed by Jack Off Jill
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Somebody give her something to kill herself with! Was she really going to do it? Yes, yes she was! Thinking back to what had happened, she smiled for one of the first times in years.
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She had been forced out of her bath, he hadn't given her a change of clothes or anything, he just had her stand there while he watched, and as he watched, he touched nowhere inappropriate, just touching her scars he had inflicted. Especially the one under her right eye, his favorite of all scars, he said it gave her character, which was pure bullshit, even he knew that.
It felt good, she'd admit that, not only because of the fact that it was like a small massage, but also because of the fact that it meant he noticed her. He led her out of the bathroom –yes still naked- and sat her on the bed he turned away and opened a cabinet in which he took out a small black nightgown and threw it to her, "Put it on." She did exactly that and then sat back down on the bed.
"I have a gift for you Kotori." He said, she perked up a bit, a gift? God what had gotten into him? Ah, oh hell she really didn't care, she wouldn't be around much longer anyway, and she'd definitely make sure of that.
'Eeep!' was the only thing that went through her mind as she saw him move behind her, 'Oh god what's he doing? AH!' She nearly screamed at the bit of contact he made with her skin. He wrapped a sliver necklace around her neck, and for a second she almost thought he was going to choke her or something. But he didn't, not this time anyway, he simply just placed a beautiful necklace onto her body, it was on a sliver chain and at the bottom was a ring, not a wedding ring or anything, god no, just a simply silver ban with Japanese carvings in it.
Sweet gesture, wouldn't help anything though, she was stilling going to drop the pathetic fucker like a rock. It was pretty though, and once she got away, she would never take it off, just to remind her what she escaped from. "It suits you." He said into her ear, kissing her slightly.
'WHAT THE HELL?!?!" Was all that raced through her mind, that NEVER happened anymore. Was he sick?
"Aoshi are you feeling well?" She said in a small voice.
"Fine, perfectly fine." He said kissing her left cheek.
"No Aoshi, are you OK? Seriously, this isn't funny."
"I'm fine!" he said almost angrily, "And I'm not trying to be funny. Would you rather me be hitting you?"
She was silent, he was right after all, she'd definitely rather have him kiss her then hit her, however she was used to one more then the other. His hands slid down from her neck to her arms in almost a small hug of all sorts, then his hands slipped to another part of her upper body, one that hadn't ever been touched before, and yes, it felt VERY good to her that she found herself moaning slightly. He chuckled slightly laughing at how easily she was pleased, oh why had he not tried this before? Maybe because she hadn't tried to escape and leave him before? Who knew?
She then gasped loudly as his hands moved down to her lower body, touching a place that long ago only she wanted him to touch. "What are you doing!?!?!" she screamed slightly.
"Giving you something you'll want."
"Ahh" She closed her eyes tightly as she felt something wet slid down her legs, 'Stop it, stop it, stop it! I don't want it from you anymore!' She thought practically screaming in her head.
The next thing she knew she had been pinned down to the bed, Aoshi above her lying in-between her pale legs she then noticed his clothes were on the floor. "This is going to hurt you more then it will me since you've never done this before, but you already knew that."
The next moment she had been screaming loudly from pain.
The next, she was nearly drowned in pleasure.
The next, she was nearly passed out from exhaustion.
The next she had tied him up to the bed so she could escape . . .
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She had grabbed a white coat and a pair of black pants from the closet and some sneakers, not caring that she was still wearing the nightgown she slipped the pants on and the sneakers then came next. Finally she slipped the coat on and ran stopping for just a moment to get one last look at Aoshi passed out on and chained to the bed. She then walked over slowly and placed a small single kiss on his cheek before leaving the room once and for all.
The next thing she knew she was outside with car keys in hand, it had been the first time she had seen sunlight in about three months. And she loved it! Oh how she could drown in the pleasure of it! She walked over to the car and got in, praying to god that she still remembered how to drive.
Slowly she drove out of the driveway and then sped away from the nightmare house and headed to the only place she knew she was safe, for now anyway. The house of her dear old friend Karou Himura . . .
Notes: Aww, I apologize for it being so short, the next chapter will be longer I swear it! I'm just kinda in la-la land because of something REALLY good that happened to me .
Until my next update!
-Risika