Hey! Erm... this is different styled just for this chapter, it needed to be
her point of view, so that we could all know what she's thinking.. theres a
lot of things ppl have inside their heads, and she had an awful lot, which
I couldn't explain very well in 3rd person... aaaah well. Sorry for the
shortness of this chapter, if u read, then u can see the rest of my
grovveling at the bottom of the poage, saying that I know its short. But I
needed it! Lol.
STUBBORN SHARKFINS
Chapter 5: the start to realisations.
Hilary's POV
I still feel all tingly inside.
You know why.
I don't know why I did it, and I still don't know the reason why I feel light headed.
Every time I think about it, I KNOW that I am blushing almost immediately, I feel a red hot blood run to my cheeks, not good.
That's why I decided that it's best to relocate myself to my hotel room, away from the Bladebreakers. Away from Kai.
Ray knows. I think he knew before me, that is scary if I think about it, especially as I'm still having my doubts.
Do I really?
...No, I can't. I'd never.......yet, the more I sit here and dwell on the thought, the more my heart is convincing me.
Damned Heart, always competing with my mind. I wish it stopped; I don't like the thought of two of my most vital organs fighting.
Okay, maybe I should change the subject? The thought of me having my heart and brain having a fight is ridiculous. Heh, what to think about?
I subconsciously looked around the room, to see it was a tip, all my perfectly iron clothes were now lying on the floor in mass clumps, my toiletries and undies were scattering my desk, and my empty bag, was thrown over the lamp.
I sighed.
I never can keep my room clean, I just don't see how people can, Like Kai can.
OH NOT AGAIN! Everything I think of results back to Kai!
Can't I even think of my messy room without thinking of Kai's 'spick and span' room?
I should really seek help. To learn how to not keep thinking of the same person, yet I feel I know what the answers they will all give me will come down to:
I have a crush on Kai.
That's just silly I remind myself. No way, I've heard what people say about him.
''Kai? Well he's just an old stubborn cold-hearted bastard, yet a stubborn cold-hearted bastard who knows how to blade, really well.'' I mimicked to myself amusingly.
But that doesn't stop me from disagreeing to it. Well yea sure, the second parts right, I've seen him training, and I know that he's got talent. By the way people goggle at him. But I don't think he's Stubborn.
Or cold-hearted.
Or a bastard for that matter.
I think theres more to Kai, deep down I think he's lonely, am I the only one who sees that?
Wait...Ray did say something Similar.
*Flashback*
''What did I do? It's the weathers fault. If it was winter, I wouldn't be moaning! Or if it was raining then I would be happy as a kid with a triple Decker ice-cream!'' Tyson said, licking his lips dreamily.
''Yea right Tyson, last time it was that cold, I recall you wailing at the top of your voice, complaining that you couldn't find your left glove! And by the time you found it, it had a whole in its pinkie!'' Ray said frustrated, as he fanned himself with an old magazine.
''Yea and the last time it was raining, that was when Kai had arrived, and I remember you were mad that the sudden blast of cold air that rushed in, when Kai stormed through those doors, would make your food go cold! You didn't care if Kai had been out there all by his self and-'' Hilary shut her mouth now, everyone was wondering over the sudden concern she had for Kai.
''What?'' she looked nervously around.
The stares didn't cease.
So she diverted her look to the ceiling, it had become very interesting all of a sudden.
''You seem to be getting along with Kai you know that Hilary? He doesn't really take to people, but I don't know about you, you could be different? You certainly seem to be making the effort eh?'' A small smirk appeared at the corner of Ray's mouth, as he looked for Hilary's reaction.
*end of flashback*
Those last words repeated in her mind.
''You could be different''
What did he mean by that? Now I'm confused. I pulled a funny face and tried to think.
''Feh! It's too much, I need to get out of this room!'' I said to myself. Hmmm, should I be speaking to myself?
I frown. Maybe I shouldn't.
I know that I will probably turn red if I see someone. I look around again and decide to go. Just as long as I stay away from Kai. I can't bare to see him, after I kissed him. Hmph he owes me, or right now, he would probably still be being harassed by those over major fans Lorna and Laura and their small group.
...Yet again, I did owe him for saving me. I guess we're even.
I sigh, he saved me.
I thought of this for a while. Then another thought popped in, the kissing again. I don't know why I did, like I told myself, it was the first thing which popped into my head. Why THAT though.
Maybe I wanted it?
I don't know. I must admit, he does have lovely smooth skin.
WAH? What am I thinking...STOP Hilary!
I lean back to whack my head on the sideboard, but oblivious that I had moved around in an angle, I fell clean off the bed.
*SWOOOSH!...*
*WHACK!*
OOOOOW! I howl in pain, and I get up rubbing my head furiously. Im such a Baka, I think I've caught it of Tyson.
Stupid Tyson, yeah, I'll blame him, its soo much easier.
Well, I might as well go and look for them; I don't think Kai will be with them.
He's probably in the bathroom, washing his cheek ferociously, getting away the mark where I had kissed him.
I frowned.
I realised that now he must think I'm a loony. Well, must of from the beginning, I didn't make much of a very good impression. And now that I had kissed him, and he was unaware, and caught off guard, he probably is avoiding me, I know I would.
*To Be Continued!*
DON'T KILL ME! I knooooooooooow that was reeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaallly short, but I had to add it in, it was important that I did, or then it would have been confusing. Heh, not convincible eh? Well I'll update soon, with a more worthy chapter... *frown* sorry! I neeeeeeeded it in there tho!
STUBBORN SHARKFINS
Chapter 5: the start to realisations.
Hilary's POV
I still feel all tingly inside.
You know why.
I don't know why I did it, and I still don't know the reason why I feel light headed.
Every time I think about it, I KNOW that I am blushing almost immediately, I feel a red hot blood run to my cheeks, not good.
That's why I decided that it's best to relocate myself to my hotel room, away from the Bladebreakers. Away from Kai.
Ray knows. I think he knew before me, that is scary if I think about it, especially as I'm still having my doubts.
Do I really?
...No, I can't. I'd never.......yet, the more I sit here and dwell on the thought, the more my heart is convincing me.
Damned Heart, always competing with my mind. I wish it stopped; I don't like the thought of two of my most vital organs fighting.
Okay, maybe I should change the subject? The thought of me having my heart and brain having a fight is ridiculous. Heh, what to think about?
I subconsciously looked around the room, to see it was a tip, all my perfectly iron clothes were now lying on the floor in mass clumps, my toiletries and undies were scattering my desk, and my empty bag, was thrown over the lamp.
I sighed.
I never can keep my room clean, I just don't see how people can, Like Kai can.
OH NOT AGAIN! Everything I think of results back to Kai!
Can't I even think of my messy room without thinking of Kai's 'spick and span' room?
I should really seek help. To learn how to not keep thinking of the same person, yet I feel I know what the answers they will all give me will come down to:
I have a crush on Kai.
That's just silly I remind myself. No way, I've heard what people say about him.
''Kai? Well he's just an old stubborn cold-hearted bastard, yet a stubborn cold-hearted bastard who knows how to blade, really well.'' I mimicked to myself amusingly.
But that doesn't stop me from disagreeing to it. Well yea sure, the second parts right, I've seen him training, and I know that he's got talent. By the way people goggle at him. But I don't think he's Stubborn.
Or cold-hearted.
Or a bastard for that matter.
I think theres more to Kai, deep down I think he's lonely, am I the only one who sees that?
Wait...Ray did say something Similar.
*Flashback*
''What did I do? It's the weathers fault. If it was winter, I wouldn't be moaning! Or if it was raining then I would be happy as a kid with a triple Decker ice-cream!'' Tyson said, licking his lips dreamily.
''Yea right Tyson, last time it was that cold, I recall you wailing at the top of your voice, complaining that you couldn't find your left glove! And by the time you found it, it had a whole in its pinkie!'' Ray said frustrated, as he fanned himself with an old magazine.
''Yea and the last time it was raining, that was when Kai had arrived, and I remember you were mad that the sudden blast of cold air that rushed in, when Kai stormed through those doors, would make your food go cold! You didn't care if Kai had been out there all by his self and-'' Hilary shut her mouth now, everyone was wondering over the sudden concern she had for Kai.
''What?'' she looked nervously around.
The stares didn't cease.
So she diverted her look to the ceiling, it had become very interesting all of a sudden.
''You seem to be getting along with Kai you know that Hilary? He doesn't really take to people, but I don't know about you, you could be different? You certainly seem to be making the effort eh?'' A small smirk appeared at the corner of Ray's mouth, as he looked for Hilary's reaction.
*end of flashback*
Those last words repeated in her mind.
''You could be different''
What did he mean by that? Now I'm confused. I pulled a funny face and tried to think.
''Feh! It's too much, I need to get out of this room!'' I said to myself. Hmmm, should I be speaking to myself?
I frown. Maybe I shouldn't.
I know that I will probably turn red if I see someone. I look around again and decide to go. Just as long as I stay away from Kai. I can't bare to see him, after I kissed him. Hmph he owes me, or right now, he would probably still be being harassed by those over major fans Lorna and Laura and their small group.
...Yet again, I did owe him for saving me. I guess we're even.
I sigh, he saved me.
I thought of this for a while. Then another thought popped in, the kissing again. I don't know why I did, like I told myself, it was the first thing which popped into my head. Why THAT though.
Maybe I wanted it?
I don't know. I must admit, he does have lovely smooth skin.
WAH? What am I thinking...STOP Hilary!
I lean back to whack my head on the sideboard, but oblivious that I had moved around in an angle, I fell clean off the bed.
*SWOOOSH!...*
*WHACK!*
OOOOOW! I howl in pain, and I get up rubbing my head furiously. Im such a Baka, I think I've caught it of Tyson.
Stupid Tyson, yeah, I'll blame him, its soo much easier.
Well, I might as well go and look for them; I don't think Kai will be with them.
He's probably in the bathroom, washing his cheek ferociously, getting away the mark where I had kissed him.
I frowned.
I realised that now he must think I'm a loony. Well, must of from the beginning, I didn't make much of a very good impression. And now that I had kissed him, and he was unaware, and caught off guard, he probably is avoiding me, I know I would.
*To Be Continued!*
DON'T KILL ME! I knooooooooooow that was reeeeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaallly short, but I had to add it in, it was important that I did, or then it would have been confusing. Heh, not convincible eh? Well I'll update soon, with a more worthy chapter... *frown* sorry! I neeeeeeeded it in there tho!