HEEEEEEEEEEY GUESS WHOS BACK!!!!!!!!! lmao! errrrr.......okay..... i guess a very well needed explanation is needed for my certain....laziness on the updates of this story huh?... hee.
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllll....... my computer had a very bad virus on it...sooo it was broke for 8 weeks... i just got it back last week. so.. here i am..after a very delayed chapter, and i just hope ya can forgive me, ya?
lol..well i will make this a good one. just for my readers.
er if you want to feel full affect of this chapter then i suggest listening to the song 'Iris' by Goo Goo Dolls, as that was what i had on the repeat button when writing this chapter, by god i think those words are now etched into my brain.
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FRUCHI-TAZZA XX
Stubborn Sharkfins
Revealed.
''So um... your up for it? it would be very much appreciated, I will keep my end of the deal, one date with the bladebreaker of your choice, preferably not Kai though, for obvious reasons.''
Tyson had already mapped out the brilliant plan in his head, now ... it was time to put it into action.
'' Yea! I can't wait to tell the girls!! they will be thrilled to do the job, what could be more fun?... although I'm not sure about one of the girls, Lorna, major crush on Kai, if it was a bladebreaker, she'd pick him.''
''Oh, um.. Okay, I know, but I dont think u get it, the prank is ON him... so its kinda hard to go up to him and say ' oh Kai, by the way, you have to go on a date with this random girl, for no reason what so ever', catch my drift?''
''Yea, he is no push-over, well okay, I'll report back later, bye!''
''yeah, bye....'' Tyson was happy, but one question was still lofting around in his mind. '' Um Laura... one more question..''
Twirling around quickly after being called she smiled. ''Yup, shoot.''
''Why him... Why Kai?'' Tyson blurted out, in thought. '' I-I mean,of all people, why the cold hearted anti-sociable one?''
She thought about that, a bit stunned at the question at first, but found it a reasonably good one too. ''I ... don't actually know, just something about him, he just appeals to us girls, and most of us dont even know why, kinda like an invisible charm.'' Going deep in thought about it, she looked up at the sky, as if agreeing with herself, she suddenly smiled, '' Yea... an invisible Charm.'' With that she turned and left. ''Until next time Tyson.''
Watching her walk away into the distance, Tyson thought about that answer, an invisible charm? what did she mean? confused a little, Tyson walked back to the hotel.''Puh Girls, i swear they speak a different language.''
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Kai
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''LET ITTTTTTTTTTTT RIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIP!'' Thrashing my beyblade at night time is the only way I find myself any able to enjoy it anymore. With Max and Tyson always trying to challenge me, I really thought I would never get bored of their defeated expressions, but even that grows old after the 500th time. Tyson grips his fallen blade and shouts profanity at me, and Max squints his big blue eyes at me, as if rivers are going to flood down his cheeks any second.
Hehe, I'm so good. Yet something is still bothering me immensly. I can't shake this feeling of emptyness, I really am confused at the moment, and I'm not even sure what about.
While Watching my Beyblade grind against the treetrunk, I stand there, deep in thought, eyes lowered at my shoes, at how the grass seems to cover my shoes, so only little remains in view.
''My life is so pathetic...''
Falling to my hands and knees I remain to focus on my beyblade, it lets of a shimmering red.
'Dranzer... My life isn't complete...'
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Hilary
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'Geez...shake it off, shake it off'
My mind is full of the same thing constantly.. it is driving me insane. I really am stupid. I fall for a guy and now I am acting like a nervous wreck. ' What have you done to me?' I stand outside, the only place where it seems quiet from the buzzing of the happy people from within the walls of the Hotel.
Do any of them know what its like? Have any of them experienced it?
I haven't slept. I haven't relaxed. I can't even remember when my mind wasn't full of annoying questions, repeats.
'Ahhh! Tell me! Why can't I get you outta my HEAD! .....Kai, what have you done to me?'
'Hmmmm, there i go again... blaming an innocent person, I don't blame him really, it's just an excuse for my stupidity, honestly, I had already come to terms with that. I don't think that he realises that he makes people crazy about him. I never expected THIS to happen.'
I stop and think about that over and over again, leaning against the wall I let out a sigh..
Huh? what was that? I look around the corner of the wall, Low and Behold! there's Kai, practising in the dark, his beyblade grinding against a tree trunk. I really had to pick now to come out didn't I?
I stand there and watch. He is so graceful, so calm and collecte--
What the-?
I watch as Kai falls to his knees and hands, at first I thought he was hurt, about to run over to him, I hold myself back as I see his blade come circling infront of him.. It glows red, and his intense glare never leaves it, it looks like he is in deep thought.
''My life is so pathetic...''
Huh? Did Kai say that? it can't be... but it was. Why? That is not like Kai, The great leader of the fearless Bladebreakers, defending champions. He still seems deep in thought. I watch him for a little while longer, and see him get up, and pick up his blade, it held tight in one hand, I saw him give it a re-assuring squeeze.
I find myself frowning, I don't know why, but I really felt a pang of pity for him, I just wanted to run and hug him till...well till his eyes bulged.
Not even bothering to brush himself down, he lifts up his arms, launcher at the ready, I could tell he was going to launch it again, I kinda memorised his standing position. Heh...
He pulls his arm back, but doesn't shoot. I freeze. Just now I had realised I had been fidgeting around like there was no tommorrow!
Oh No! I Hope he didn't hear! how embarrasing!
I see how he just stands there. Arms up, yet refusing to launch. I thought I could hear a small sigh. Yea, that was definately a Kai Sigh. Hmm, was that a small smirk at the corner of his mouth?
''LET IT RIP!''
In a flash of a second, I find a Beyblade spinning around my feet, Jumping around on the spot, I squeal and stumble to the floor.
Seeing the blade return to Kai's hand. He is already standing infront of me.
''You like falling down, don't you?''
''Well it's kind of hard not to when an expert launches a beyblade at you!'' I squeaked.
Oh! where did that come from...heh.
''You said it, not me.'' He helps me up by holding my arm at the elbow. ''So...do you always like watching people?''
Oh great, I'm shaking like I've just been dipped into a freezing cold pool. I think I'll remain silent on this one. Oh, thinking on this whole subject, Kai is still holding my arm. Not that I mind. But how am I suppose to concentrate on acting normal around him when I feel like I'm gonna melt on the spot, this is not fair, Kai doesn't even realise.
Wait...didn't the magazine say that one of the ways to get a person to notice you is to make little touches... and here Kai is standing here, holding my arm, Nice one! Kai is being seductive, and he hasn't got a clue that he's doing it! That really boosts my self confidence, Kai can do it without any help, without knowing, and here I am, goggling over a magazine, which I thought was bogus.
Yet...it is working, just by Kai grabbing onto my arm, it feels like he is sending little shockwaves up my arm, straight to my heart. It is weird...
...I like it though.
Holding his gaze on me momentarily, Kai let go and turned to walk off. I wasn't finished with him though, not yet. ''H-Hey K-KAI!...wait up!'' Jogging to catch up to him, I stopped for a moment and waited for him to pick up his blade, I saw his shooter on the floor, so I bent to pick it up.
''There we go'' I said and placed it infront of him. He outstreched his hand, so I dropped it into his gloved palm.
He just remained silence. Sheesh, nothing ever changed with him, did it?
''Um..well what I really wanted to say, was, well I saw you, and you seemed erm, distracted, and I just wanted to say, if you ever need to talk to someone-'' Oh he's making me nervous, just looking at me quietly like that gulp
''Erm...I-I can help.''
He just looks at me for a moment, and then looks to the floor and turns to walk.
''I don't need help, not by anyone.'' Ouch. That hurt.Hmm, I was hurt by that comment, I just wanted to get to know him, but he...he was just sooo...
''Your so stubborn! you know that?? Why can't you just accept the fact that you've obviously got a problem, and you can't always sort them out on your own! I'm only TRYING to HELP!''
He froze on the spot and turned around. I thought he was going to kill me. All of a sudden I didnt feel so brave anymore.
''Look I've done it once, I can do it again!'' He said, inching even closer to me, I could tell he was very frustrated right now, and me pressuring him wasn't helping. Okay, Now I feel even worse, My intention wasn't to get him mad, it was to get to KNOW him.
''Okay Kai, Truth is, I just wanted to talk, To-To get to know you''
There, I said it, Brace yourself Hilary, this wasn't going to be pretty....
Kai blinked. Then blinked again. He seemed to be thinking of some kind of comeback to that, something to put Hilary in her place. With a sigh, he raised his hand to brush a stray strand of hair away from his face, and muttered ''...you wouldn't understand,Hilary, no one would...''
I can't believe what I'm was hearing, I'm even more concerned now, poor Kai.... it sounds awful.
''Kai...I...''
Shaking his head, he fixed his gaze once more to the never ending floor ,''Just leave it, I just... need to be alone for a while... I just need to think...''
I think watching him walk away like that was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do in my life....
I wanted to help, to listen to his problems, he isn't stubborn at all, Tyson knows nothing. He's got it all wrong. I really wanted to scream in frustrastion, to run up to kai and scream at him to tell me, but I know that doesnt help at all, like Kai said... he needed time to think...
So that's what I'm gonna give him... Time.
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In the Hotel
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'' Hey Tyson, is it all ready?'' Max, who had been setting up a few things for tommorows 'Big Event' had walked in and found Tyson eating a large pizza.
''No sweat, They were willing to do it, the girls are definately reliable.''
Grabbing some pizza Max slumped down next to Tyson ''Well of corse they are, any hardcore bladebreaker fan would be practically begging us to let them do it.''
Grinning evilly, Tyson nodded '' I know, Kai better watch out, we are gonna make him regret ever being such a moody bastard around here! heheh!''
Just then, The door opened and in slomped Hilary, she was frowning, and looked pretty ruffled up, not even acknowledging the boy's presence, she grabbed a slice of pizza and slomped on the arm chair opposite the couch where the boys were huddled up. Tyson exchanged looks with Maxie, as both their eyebrows shot up in wander.
''Er...Hilary, you okay and everything? you look a bit out of it, ya know? '' Tyson asked questioningly
''Oh shut up Tyson, like you would understand.''
Running into her room, Hilary slammed the door shut, feeling an empty pang of guilt land in her stomach. 'Tyson didn't deserve that, it's not his fault he's clueless, and it's not his fault that he assumes Kai is a moody bastard, Kai just isn't one to tell about his problems....I just wanna know what it is...ArGH!.... ' She flopped down onto her bed and hugged her pillow.
She hadn't cared this much about anyone before, she would of shaken off anyone elses problems, but Kai- ...Kai kept her wondering.
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Kai
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'I don't get that girl.' I thought while I slump down on the tree trunk 'Why is she so interested in getting to know me? Doesn't she know not to get caught up into other peoples business?'
Fiddling around with the fabric of my trousers, I let my head drop slightly. 'The problem is, is that I know there is a problem, I just don't truly know myself. It's like an emptiness inside, Isolated for so long that I've lost all meaning of exsistance at the moment, well, for some time...'
' I trust no-one. Like the Hiwatari Family taught me. Trust no one but yourself. And I have done, for so very long.'
Closing my eyes, I try to let the anger flow over me, I hate my grandfather. Any place was better than there.
I have come to terms that I like the team I am in, They accepted me. The pathetic no-body, and saw me as a leader. Even when I had my own theory of 'From the day I was born, 'til the day I die; The only side I'm on is my own!'...They still tried to get along ...And Hilary, well... She's a different story.
I know she wants to know about my problems, but I let no one in. Even though, I... think it might help.
Damn! I'm SO WEAK!
Slamming my fist on the floor I stand up and head back for the Hotel, I don't care any more. I need to talk to someone. I need help, yes the Hiwatari. Needing help, Pathetic I know.
Thinking of the first person who would listen. I head up for Hilary's room.... She'd better be there.
-To Be Continued -
Erm! EEEEEEEEEEEP! Kai? you say.....Gone Weak? you say? well, no not really, he is just fed up...
very angsty this chapter isnt it? well! HE HAS TO BREAK SUMTIME, OR IT WONT BE A VERY GOOD STORY IF KAI KEEPS LOCKED UP HUH? sorry, trying to keep it realistic..hehe!. well i will try and be more motivated by this chapter i apologize a trillion times to those who wanted updates ya? ok BUH BYE!!
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