Obsessed
Author: J.E.A.R.K.Potter (Erin and partly written by Jackie)
Rating: PG-13
Thanks to my reviewers: glaz (really?), Jackie (sorry you already know that a kiss doesn't happen,) SnoopyViz, Brilover and Miranda G. Potter.
A special note to Gaea Athene: I feel bad for you; you must have no life to spend time flaming people. I realize I'm not the best do I every say I am. I'm very sorry that you are misguided in the world of fan fiction. Your opinions counts but try to throw in some helpful hints. If you ever write a story I will be glad to leave a review not that I expect you will bother with this "tom foolery."
Thankfully we only dropped Potter off at his house. The next few days passed by uneventfully, but after three days I received a letter from Alice. It talked a little bit about her "true love" Frank. I know enough about him to write a novel. We exchanged letters back and forth the entire summer. Here are the letters.
Dear Lily:
How are you? Did your
parents finally show up? Guess what Frank asked me out! You know I
really love him. I know what you are thinking; I hear this all the
time. Mandy won't be happy though, you know because she likes him
too. Why does she have to like him? I liked him first! I have a new
poem for you too, guess what it is about? Come on it isn't that hard,
Frank! Bet you guessed that. Well here it is: (Alice and me are both
into poetry though her poems are much better than mine!)
Sleeve
I
don't wear my heart out on my sleeve
So I don't expect you to see
how much you mean to me
I know I can cry for hours at a time but
you'd still have no clue why
the tears were falling from my
eyes
Away in my world my love hides up in a tree
Looking down
upon the land below
Weeping the tears buried so far within
I
wish to show you what I mean
But I can't
If I do I destroy my
friendships which I've held so dear to me
I destroy my own
boundaries for my happiness
Wallowed up I shall stay as I watch
your lips touch another's
No words to be spoken between our two
beings
Now, not ever... At least for now it seems
(This is
Jackie's poem! It belongs to her!)
Well, tell me what you
think! That's how I was like when Frank was sort of... Remember...
Dating that one other girl that I hate. You KNOW her name... See
ya!
-Alice
Dear Alice,
Great poem! I am fine
and yes my parents did come but some people were there with them,
Potter's parents! It is a very long story but all we did was drop
Potter off at his house. Great thing with Frank though I think you
are above that chemical imbalance that love is. You should really
concentrate on your education. Your grades have really dropped off
since you started to like Frank. There used to be a time when we were
neck in neck now it is lonely at the top with just Potter and
Black.
By the way kill me if I ever fall in love. No scratch
that I really don't want to die. I think death might be better than
love though. I mean love makes people do the most stupid things. Look
it made you and Mandy bitter enemies. Not that I think my parents
don't love me but romantic love is just stupid. By the way here is a
new poem from me. Yes Potter inspired the poem.
Temper
A
simple motion made
shoulders tense in response
eyes loose
glimmer
and the voice changes to a deadly tone
but no answer
come from this rage
and with this rage spreads.
(This is my
poem it belongs to me!)
What do you think?
-Lily
Dear Lily,
Oh, that's a wonderful
poem! Listen, though, love is a wonderful feeling. Really! Being with
Frank... You know how my home life goes on. It's stupid, you know...
Being with Frank just makes everything seem better for me. He makes
me feel like I'm wanted. That's I'm needed! I don't feel that way
with any one else. Mandy and I are still good
friends, you know, I
just find it so annoy that she accuses me of back stabbing her in the
back when she knows that I love Frank. You know what I'm saying? My
grades are... Well, I guess that they're doing fine... Not really...
I'll try to get my grades to go back up. That sucks that you had to
spend a whole car ride home with Potter! NOT! Seriously,
Lily, you
should just give up this thing you have against him. I know that
you're headstrong and you want to keep your self-image up, but you
need to give Potter a change. You KNOW that he likes you... D
-Alice
Dear Alice,
Thanks!
I know I know Frank makes the world so much better! Alice it was
sarcasm before you ask. You were wanted before Frank started to like
you! Yes, Mandy and you are friends but you used to be best friends
and now you are just fighting all the time. As for Potter don't you
ever think I will go out with him! First he is an annoying prick.
Second I don't do love. Third ... oh who needs a third reason and
being headstrong has nothing to do with it! Oh and Potter doesn't
like me it is just ... maybe it is because I have turned him down!
There will be no chances! Well dream of Frank!
-Lily
Dear Lily,
You know that I will
dream of Frank, even when I am sick. Ya'll say I was wanted... I
might have been wanted but not in the way I was wanted. I was wanted
because I was just a person... There. Now I'm wanted because oh... I
don't know. It's just different with Frank, you know. You know what I
hate? Being sick. Damn muggle colds!! Do you think that Frank likes
that one girl over in Ravenclaw? I hope to bloody hell he doesn't. I
swear, I'll go crazy if he does... Sorry. You know how I am. In a
way, I'm glad that Mandy and I are fighting so much. It proves that
our friendship wasn't as strong as we all that it was... If we can
lose it over Frank, it would have been horrible to see us lose it
over something bigger than Frank... Anyways. I got to go. Dear
Merlin, I'm already missing school!! I miss hanging out with you and
the rest of our gang and of course I miss Frank! That reminds me. I
need to go write him. I want to get together and hang out with him
sometime soon... WITHOUT Mandy!!
-Alice
Dear Alice,
Yes,
yes I know but does he dream of you? Does he think the same way of
you as you do of him? What does he like you for? I hate being sick
too! I don't think he likes her but I don't know what goes on in his
mind. Yes, I agree that you are right about you and Mandy but I
always thought you two wouldn't let I boy come in between you. You
miss school already? It usually doesn't start up this early but I
guess I miss it too, not Potter though. I'm sure that you will get
sometime with Frank. Today Mandy came over. She and I talked about
what was going on with her and surprise surprise, Frank. Have you
seen anyone from school lately? You have probably seen Frank right? I
mean you live right next to him. Talk to you soon
-Lily
Dear Lily,
Well, with Mandy, things are going okay. We try to avoid the whole Frank thing... That's a good thing that we do try to, though, because if we didn't, I swear we'd be at each other's necks! I think Frank is trying to avoid me, too... I don't know why! I really, really need to owl him in a bit. I think maybe Mandy is trying to 'spell' him to her instead of me. You know how she was when Frank and I first started going together!
I
got one called Rain, too... Here it is...
Rain falling gently
upon my head
Softly whispering, "Do it."
I look into
your eyes
And all I see is this unknown feeling
My heart is
beating so strong
Just waiting for one of us to finally make the
first move
Softly we kiss
And my heart explodes
Rain falling
gently upon my head
Softly whispering, "It's love."
Lily Evans, you REALLY need to give up 'hating' James
Potter! You guys make the PERFECT couple!! I'll admit, he is
arrogant, but you could always make him change... I'm sure James
would change just to get one kiss from you!! : D
-Alice
Dear
Alice,
You and Mandy need to realize you can do better things
than love someone while you are still in school! And we are in the
middle of a holiday she couldn't spell either one of you. I wonder
why Frank would be avoiding you though. Did you do something to him?
Great poem, very different from mine, mine are never about love only
the elements or being trapped. NO WAY IN HELL WILL I GIVE POTTER A
CHANCE! He will never change, never!
-Lily
Dear Lily,
What is better than love? Nothing! I didn't do anything to Frank, I don't think at least. Thanks for the comments on the poem. Come on Lily It won't kill you if you go out with Potter and you never know he could be different around his friends.
-Alice
Dear
Alice,
Nope I don't need little chemical imbalances. You and
Mandy just need to get over him and then all your problems about each
other will go away! Yes, yes we all know how much we love him. Did
you get your letter yet? Guess what I am prefect again! When are you
going to go shopping? See ya!
-Lily
I
don't know. How about we all meet up with the gang and then who ever
they want to bring along? Hmm... How about around the 22nd? I think
that's a day that I can... Never mind! Chemical imbalance? Lils, you
need to seriously have Pomfrey check your brain!! Oh... ME GIVE UP
FRANK! What universe are you from, Lillian Michaela Evans?
-Alice
Dear Alice,
I am going to make this quick. Meet up with you on the 22nd. No I am not having problems with my brain.
-Lily
A/N: R/R